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Goodbye everyone!

This is my last post. My tumblr will be shut down by midnight (Argentina time).

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Well... This is the goodbye. I'll be closing this tumblr by midnight. The truth is I'm not using tumblr very much. I thought it would be useful to make friends? Anyways... I was wrong xD so... Yeah... XD

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About 48 hours of fasting already... I feel like fainting at any moment xD

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This is me with one month of difference between each photo (I’m wearing a wig on the right). I know I’m still ugly af… But it’s a progress. Please don’t be rude to me… This is actually pretty hard for me to do and I’m very self conscious that I don’t look good yet.

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Just me

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Just me

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I wanna sleep

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I kinda like my hand a little more.

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I've been dancing with the devil for quite a long time.

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Oh my ❤️

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❤️❤️❤️

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A man like this... Omg.

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Reblog if you’re 2 or more of these

You run an active thinspo blog

Your starting weight was above 150

Your goal weight is 100lbs or more

You don’t support eating disorders

Your blog is a safe space for everyone

You take thinspo requests

You post at least 3 times a day

You’re accepting of all kinds of people

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One day it will come true... I just know it.

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He is such a gentleman 😏

I cannot believe Sebastian killed Claude twice. 

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Every single word of this just hit me right un the middle of my chest and crashed my heart. I can feel myself in every single word... It's so beautiful and sad

S.I

Its been Twelve days since I’ve felt this way And I’m starting over every damn day But how can you start over when theres no date And the calendar is blank I’ll kill myself tomorrow It’s what I always say But then theres someone watching me I’m standing in place And my mind is going in circles Writing about it often makes me feel worse But its time I get it out I think I’d be better dead I’ve stopped worrying about those in my life For I don’t know what to do with mine Fuck help, I can’t get satisfaction When I’ve tried everything and it all turns to black And I’m on psychotropics and the s’s, r’s, and i’s How can you get better when you’re mentally blind Bye bored, hello happy I see it every fucking day Making jokes and scoffing at it Every way I turn there’s something blocking my way Turning the corner on Sertraline boulevard My eyes light up til I see whats in front of me My OCD and C-PTSD They strangle me until I can’t breathe Turning red, blood in my cheeks I just want it to end They tell me not to end it But then they tell me theres not much for me to do What the fuck am I supposed to do What the fuck do I do I can’t even finish the next line I was gonna write Because my thoughts control me And they told me I would die If I continued a thought that’s not even mine Oh god, I’m gonna die Aren’t I? Fuck your offices And fluorescent lights You’re telling me to stay alive But those lights, They’re telling me to die And they know more than you it seems With your motherfucking degrees But they’re 300 degrees I tried to check myself in But they denied me How insane to think that they could’ve killed me When they’re designed to save me How funny Started exercising and drinking up vitamin D What happened to me? Its the psychotropics I believe Fucking me up and everything Wish I got love Or I wish I got money But I got neither I got blue pills and stomach upset Starving myself to death Gotta overcome my fears But I’m already doing all they’re telling me to So what can I do? I was feeling like Tommy And feeling like me With all my fucking problems And vulnerability Auditory hallucinations Are below me But my paranoia always stands above me 40 feet high Jumping off it Hope I’ll die Suicidal ideations And a blind eye Its been twelve days What happened?