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please tell me im not the only who hates the term 'fresh scars' like do u mean cuts?? scars are already healed 'fresh scars' dont exist just say cuts say fresh sh say wounds just not 'fresh scars'

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I want to cut myself, get high, cry, and forget everything

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the day some1 gives me allllllll their attention and loves me is the day i will be happy....maybe..........

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im so tired please someone help me

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please make it stop make me forget please i hate this feeling i hate these memories make it stop they cant hurt me they cant hurt me they cant they cant hurt me they cant hurt me they genuinely cant hurt me but im still scared im still ashamed i still miss it but it's agonising make it stop make it all go away please pleasd im begging please

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the thought of never seeing her again drives me insane i miss her so much

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tbh anytime i write something here i fear it might not be "jirai enough" or somethin idfk anymore

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Man I want a girl to kiss me and use my body up until I die so bad

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"you can't love someone if you don't love yourself first"

stupidest fucking thing I've ever heard

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weed my beloved <3

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i hate her so much she makes me want to die but i still want her to love me and i want to spend my life with her im doomed

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FR THO its crazy cuz wdym ive spent 5 hours playing sims it barely felt like 1 hour

I swear playing the sims creates a time warp. You blink and five fucking hours have disappeared.

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i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her i hate her

i hate her so much i just want her to love me why wont she love me

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'the only person that can save you is yourself'

but what if i cant save myself? what if the urges and the thoughts don't go away no matter how hard i try? what if im unable to let go of the memories? what if im too weak to save myself?

its selfish but i want someone to save me

someone who will actually care and try and wont give up no matter what i say or do

i cant save myself, im helpless

i need someone else to help me but that person will most likely never come

because im hopeless and these thoughts and feelings and the memories and stupid decisions will follow me until i die, i will dig myself into a grave and one day i will fall asleep in it and never wake up

because i truly am hopeless, and no matter how much i want to be saved i know i cant do it by myself

and no one else will be there to save me.

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how can someone trust you enough to vent about basically everything and gift you £10 to make you happy and spend time just talking to you just to end up blocking you

this is fucking ridiculous

im still not over it either im just angry

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me when something finally triggers me again and i realize nothing is ever going to change, and im always going to have issues.