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SOMEONE WRITE BUCKT BARNES TO THIS RIGHT NOWWWW !!! SAMBUCKY TOO IDGAFFFF

Writing Prompt #2509

"I don't want to love her. I don't like what that means for me."

"What do you think it means?"

"It means I have something to lose again, and I'm not strong enough for that anymore."

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me when the READER in the X READER has a name:

like babe the fic ate but i do NOT look like an Aurora🙁

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language! | chap .o1

synopsis; your best friend peter accidentally adds you into the avengers top secret group chat.

"hey FRIDAY? add 'BBL PRINCESS' to 'top secret' group chat with ne-"

"BBL PRINCESS' has been added to 'top secret' group chat."

"huh." he shrugs off FRIDAY'S quick interruption and continues his class project.

you're checking your phone when you see you've been added to a group chat by peter and that you have a number saved in it as well, you guess its ned or MJ but you notice multiple new numbers pop up in the little group chat picture, who the fuuuuu-

you're baffled at the amount of people in one little group chat, especially since peter added you (we all know he has like two friends) it takes you by surprise that when you look even closer you see your uncle tony is in it.

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📍 BARS

the whitewolf - marvel

blurbs coming soon

silver flames bar - acotar

blurbs coming soon

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📍GAS STATION

will be adding fics soon!!

choose your gas type %*

premium | smut recs

midgrade | mix of smut & fluff

regular | no warnings/ fluff

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📍LOCAL STORE

infooo !*' (what i write for, fandoms etc!!)

aisle 1 (fandoms)

marvel

acotar

i might write for other fandoms but as of late its been those two fandoms.

aisle 2 (what i write)

fluff, angst, crack, smut (sometimes)

social fics mostly

motels - longer fics (# of chapters varies!)

bars - short blurbs & one shots! (1-10 chaps) maybe

gas station - fic recs!! + prompts i NEED to read

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📍MOTELS

stay awhile .

starlight rose motel - acotar

7 summers (cassian x f!reader)

motel • wayamaya bay, texas

hours | ratings | cost |

OPEN RATE $$$$

american dream motel - marvel

language! (avengers x reader)

motel • wayamaya bay, texas

hours | ratings | cost |

OPEN RATE $$$$

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“how did you get into writing” girl nobody gets into writing. writing shows up one day at your door and gets into you

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there is NOTHING like man sitting on his knees, face all bloodied with tears in his eyes 😭🙏

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📍WAYAMAYA BAY, texas

i reckon yer lost?

here's a map of town ☟

🏪 local store ☜ welcome to town stranger!

🏨 motels ☜ in case yer fixin to stay awhile.

🍺 bars ☜ oh, just passin through i see,

⛽️ gas station ☜ fill up yer tank & grab a few snacks 'fore you hit the road.

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oh yer thinkin of settling down?? sign up to be a citizen today!

OR ask me the trustee mayor, more about the town.

@cafekitsune for divider!!

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7 summers

cassian x fem!reader ,, she/her prns

part 2 soon

warnings: angst, kinda modern au cs hear me out bat boys as baseball players??? no mating bonds we love like men!! let's imagine the Illyrians can morph cs can you imagine playing baseball with heavy ass wings? exactly.

this is like sooo rushed lmfaoo just bare with me i've yet to write anything really angsty so srry if its bad idk but i'll take criticism

everyones POV i guess

based off this songgg. i literally love morgan wallen so much

Three centuries, three centuries– that's a long time to be with someone. You learn and study each other, get used to each other and embrace everything the other has to offer. You experience with each other and grow together as one. Connecting deeper than most.

"I just need space." His voice is so far, so empty and nonchalant, how long had he been planning this? you think.

"Space? Space for what?" You're confused. The pit in your stomach growing, knowing what's coming.

"For myself Y/n I don't know, why else would I need space." He cracks a bit frantically shrugging, his tone sarcastic.

"Oh so what, you're overwhelmed now!?, after being in a relationship for three centuries!?" You scoff, voice raising out of frustration.

"Please don't make this harder for me Y/n."

"Harder!? For you!? What the actual fuck." you sigh exasperated and blinking away tears. "Fuck you Cassian, actually. You can get the fuck out now." You point to the door, accepting this fate.

With a long sigh and a hard rub at his face he nods with a quiet yup and turns to leave.

━━･❪ ❁ ❫ ･━━

He tried to forget.

Pushed his muscles past their limits to forget. Let his body ache for days after to forget that night.

He stayed after you told him to leave, was outside your door for hours listening to your sobs. Regretting. He thought what he was doing was right for him, for you.

Baseball had been his priority and you knew that and you loved him for being so passionate about it. No matter what happened with the sport you stayed beside him, you loved him through his sour attitudes after a losing game, you loved him when he had to leave too soon for meetings.

You loved him.

And he let that go because he thought you'd leave him first for what he had coming up, A stupid, childish mistake he regrets everyday.

And when your sobs quieted and turned into soft snores he decided to go to the house of wind. He did say he needed space after all and with some inner circle members being at the townhouse he couldn't think like he needed too.

━━･❪ ❁ ❫ ･━━

In between being broken and healing he met Nesta. Older sister to Feyre and almost instantly he fell for her. She felt different and he liked that.

He didn't know what it was about her that he was so attracted too but he invited the feeling and accepted it.

Until year three.

When he saw you again. Walking into Rita's wearing the most extravagant revealing dress he had ever seen on you. Practically drooling, he dragged his family closer to the restaurant, considering this his second chance he was ready to talk to you, to explain his feelings and why things happened the way they did.

You had just wanted a chill night out with your friends, getting drunk and dancing all over each other. Not having a chat with your ex of three years over the reasoning of your break up. You got the drunk part down but the dancing not so much. "Cassian- Cassian listen-" mans was a sad drunk today and didn't want to listen to you for shit. He was focused on spewing his heart out when you could barely see out your left ear and hear out your eyes.

So you grab his face in both hands and kiss him. It's sloppy but it's enough to shut him up. "Oh- oh god I'm so sorry, I wasn't thinking-" He pulls back and examines your face for a moment before he slams his lips against yours. "It's okay Y/n you have no idea how long i've wanted to have this again."

the slight soberness from the emotions you both were feeling was enough for him to realize his feelings for Nesta were nothing compared to his love for you. And thats what it had been. He loved you and was infatuated with her. Convinced himself it was a crush to get over you.

In the distance his family watched, shocked. Nesta who had to deal with Cassians eyes on her for a year grabbed her drink and shot it back like it was water "woo!" she smiles and thanks the mother for setting her free.