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because i just saw a post about it:

if you try to make your cats ‘vegan’, either wake the fuck up, give them away, or die

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popping in to let ya'll know that, a) this blog is still dead, b) new blog is @zehecatl if you're interested

it's like, 99% ocs and art and me screaming, so more or less the same as this one!

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basically, i’ve moved blogs folk hmu if we’re friends and you wanna, uh. keep up to date on my oc nonsense

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basically, i’ve moved blogs folk hmu if we’re friends and you wanna, uh. keep up to date on my oc nonsense

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basically, i’ve moved blogs folk hmu if we’re friends and you wanna, uh. keep up to date on my oc nonsense

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this also means if we mutuals or talked at some point bc lemme assure u i don't talk to many people

basically, i’ve moved blogs folk hmu if we’re friends and you wanna, uh. keep up to date on my oc nonsense

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basically, i’ve moved blogs folk hmu if we’re friends and you wanna, uh. keep up to date on my oc nonsense

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lmao going to not be here for a while ✌

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what if i just fucking wrote smth, no thought, no world building what if i just went feral and wrote something for once in my fucking life

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hm

might move to a new tumblr

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i’m done

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u know what

no

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just thinks about deleting the oc blog

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this song: there’s no reason to live

me:

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ugh saw some posts from other writers, about their books and such and i just

down. like they got all this stuff about themes, and well-thought out information, and i just feel so fucking stupid, with my own stuff? like i don't think stuff out, and i don't got any details to even talk about, and i feel so much like a kid, showing off my terrible childish drawings next to everyone else, and it's just

i'm never going to make it

i'm never going to write a book, or a novel, or anything of substance. i'm never going to get published

it doesn't matter how hard i try. it doesn't matter because i can't focus, i can't stick to anything, and even if i could, what? i'm mediocre at writing long form stuff at best, i can't reread stuff, i can barely read to begin with, what the fuck am i doing

i love writing. i love making stories and making characters, but i just. gotta face it

i'm never going to write a book. i'm never gonna do anything

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oh , Alastor!

I love him