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i may be stupid but at least im not dumb

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he always talks about the most interesting stuff. i can't stop listening

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my fav cousin n her bf need to stop getting my hopes up. “he just told your friend he doesn't like you because she scared/pressured him blahblahblah”

nuh uh.. he just doesn't like me and that's fine it's whatever idc (i do care)

unless im slower than slow i don't think he likes me whatsoever. he's just being nice

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i needed his jacket today AND i needed to hold onto his arm for like 2 hours tonight. im going to kms this is so loserish

halloween was fun until i realized i embarrassed myself terribly.

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halloween was super fun. the lights made me dizzy and i could barely see but i got candy AND i enjoyed myself. the not seeing/dizzy thing wasn't that bad since friend let me hold onto his arm

hashtag seeing eye person

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over my self-hating phase i think. im so fucking cool

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HALLOWEEEN

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I LOVE GAY SEX

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im literally bart allen he's me

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ted kord is actually hilarious. probably my favorite blue beetle. jaime is AMAZING but ted ..... ouuuu. maybe im biased because i read abt ted first, and i was introduced to ted in birds of prey/justice league international but idc..... I LOVE TED KORD

i hate u bitches who only know him bc of booster gay.

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erm me whining a LOT under the cut

can't lie. hurt my feelings when i found out tonight my friend doesn't REALLY believe in trans people. he brought it up as a joke tonight. i had no idea he was just being nice when he called me a he, a man, a gay man, etc etc.

he just saw me as a woman the whole time. which like- yeah. i look like one rn so i totally understand, but god. that knocked my confidence all the way down. i REALLY thought i had found a friend who actually like saw me for me ig. i REALLY thought people saw me as a man, which is so fucking embarrassing.

i will never be a man in anyone's eyes. i wish i liked more traditionally masculine things so people would actually believe im trans. the only “masculine” thing i like is other men LMFAO.

cis gay guys can get away with acting like a fucking sissy bitch whenever they want but the second i show ANY interest all in ANYTHING pretty im a woman??? cant a trans guy be fucking flamboyantly gay in peace

i will always be a woman no matter what i do i think. i could have a 12 inch dick + 2 pairs of balls, testosterone leaking from ever pore, a full face beard, and the word MAN tattooed on my face and they'd STILL see me as a woman.

there's only like 3 transfellas at school and i can't speak for the other 2 but, i'm lowk sick of being consistently misgendered 24/7 at school. i'll correct people if they mess up the other 2 transgerereds, but i'm too scared to say anything for myself. #peoplepleaser

i don't even dress “femininely” it's just jeans and a t-shirt— but i wear a 36DD & can't safely bind at home so 🤷🏽 my makeshift binder (3 sports bras stacked) makes me look like a 36C but it's not enough i fear.

i was so excited for halloween tomorrow, but now i don't even want to dress up since my costume has a skirt. it'll just add more fuel to the fire.

at least he bought me a dr. pepper though. that lessened the blow or whatever.

idk i should've never hung out w him tonight. i should've just stayed home.

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stay soft is so me coded

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i think im annoying him

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bart allen is so funny

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im so excited for halloween (he might come trick or treating with me [maybe])

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gay sex