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Ok, so last night, i had the weirdest (haha, get it?) dream about Deltarune.

I dreamed of Kris about Noelle going through more challengues in the lightword during a weird route (although i don't really remember exactly what. Just picture more manipulation lol. Something like people realizing Kris is doing something messed up), with Susie ditching Kris once she realizes what they've done. She goes on to ask for help from the adults, getting Rudy to fight Kris. For some reason, he's a very powerful enemy, going rapidly in cicles like sonic around Noelle so Kris can't get close to her, always moving and following Kris whereever they go. He's seemingly unable to beat. Susie also joins in the battle reluctantly.

So, Kris is defeated, Susie starting to bully them like she used to, Noelle seems horrified by this but doesn't do anything. Kris also seems to show deep shame for their actions, taking every mean word the others say to them, looking fondly at Rudy at some point, as if the reason they did the weird route was to save him?.

Rudy, Noelle, Susie and Kris gather around a table. Kris is quiet while everyone has fun, sometimes they say a mean comment towards them, but they don't respond. Rudy mentions some sort of game, book or story that was like what Kris did, and Noelle asks if "Rudy" also gets healed there (for some reason, i took that scene and thought, still inside the dream, that although it seems like a weird route exclusive dialogue, she mentions that no matter what you do).

It all seems to stop when suddently Carol comes up and calls Kris "Dess", making everyone quiet (they were wearing the hornband at this point). Then, slowly, Kris' form changes into that of a monster (for some reason they're some sort of bird, like Stolas from Helluva Boss). And everyone laughs away the possibility of Kris being Dess.

And that was my Dream about Deltarune's weird route ending. KRIS is DESS CONFIRMED?!?!!

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I read a cute oneshot about Tenna and Kris' relationship during chapter three. It was all about Tenna being nervious around Kris because he cared for him like family. So i innocently thought: Hey, why don't i look for more Tenna fanfics? It surely can't go wrong!

WHAT ARE YOU PERVERTS WRITING ABOUT TENNA. HE REMINDS ME OF ME, STOP IT.

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After Deltarune's chapter 4 came out, every theory i see mention that Susie isn't the girl of the prophecy. And it's all because everyone believes the silluette of the girl doesn't 'resemble her at all". Not only THAT, they also *assure* that it looks EXACTLY like Noelle.

Am i the only one who thinks it DOES resemble Susie? Like, even though Susie doesn't fully fit the girl's description, like the fact that she refuses to wear ribbons, her eprsonality DOES fit her description pretty well. The girl is supposed to have "hope" crossed on her heart. Not only does Gerson himself describe Susie to be like that, but also Noelle doesn't seem very hopeful (pretty helpless, actually)

Okay, so that's just something that i REALLY needed to mention, because i haven't seen anyone contradict that theory yet. I also wanted to tell you all that i'm working on a oneshot about the weird route. It's almost finished, so i should probably publish it soon (if i dare to do so. I feel REALLY uncomfortable with publishing things with the themes of the weird route. Hopefully it will be well recieved?). I THINK i did a really good job at writing it, and i love how it all turned out, but i'm still a new writer, so it might not be THAT good.

Anyways, how did you all liked the new chapters? What theories did you come up with? I'm looking forward to reading you all!

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Guys, i SWEAR, there used to be this AU called something like "Underfase" or "Fasetale" that was all about Frisk, Asriel and Chara going through their own teenager fases. I've tried so many times to look it up, but it's nowhere. Like, there's no mention of it, not even in wiki pages. But i SWEAR it was real.

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If someone likes this i'll finish it.

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Whadduyoumean asexuals? I'm a lesbian and even i am sex repulsed.

#lesbiansexrepulsionvisibility #noimnotjoking #okayimjokingalittlebitbutstill

This ones for the asexuals and aroaces!

You go kings and queens

Sorry aromantics maybe next time

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Questions for Alterhumans:

I don't wanna bother you, but i need to ask.

I wanna start this out by saying that my understanding of the concept, looking at it from outside, is that it is an effect the new age movement had on spirituality, so i understand it as a religious experience (i know being an alterhuman is not a religion by itself, but it is very tied to religious beliefs, like the multiverse theory, which can be though of in a religious way, just in a new age type religion, and reincarnation).

I've already researched the alterhuman community, but i wanna make sure we're on the same page about what you guys actually believe. I haven't spoken to any alterhumans, so i don't know if i may have some misconceptions of alterhumanity, plus i dunno if believe every single person on the internet that calls themselves alterhuman to be the norm in the community.

Finally, i want to clarify that i ask this questions to gain a better understanding of this community. Bear in mind i won't share your responses with anyone, nor make a video or commentary, nor judge you in any sort of way, this is merely out of a desire to understand your community better. Your responses will not change the fact that i respect you all as persons (by that i mean as beings with rights that deserve respect and are free to do what you want with your life), nor will it change the fact that i think your experiences are valid, so you don't have to worry about making a good impression. You don't have to answer but i would really appreciate it if you did, it would help me a lot.

Also, some of this questions i do because i'm still trying to figure put somethings about myself, that's why they get specific.

My questions are:

1. Let's start with the basics: What label of alterhuman are you? (Example: otherking, therian, otherlink, otherhearted, trauma non human, etc. Specify if that's okay, if not it's fine)

2. Do you have any sort of religious belief? Like being part of an organized or disorganized religion. (Example of organized: Christianity. Example of disorganized: Paganism)

3. Do you think you are actually the thing you identify as? (As in denying your physical and biological humanity.)

4. What do you believe to explain your experience as an alterhuman? (Whether it is the multiverse theory, a religious belief, a psychological expirience like trauma, etc. Maybe you don't explain it as anything, you just are, if so state it.)

5. What do you think/know of trauma non-humanity, and do you think it's a valid way to experience alterhumanity when it's not tied to any form of belief system (like religion, the multiverse theory or reincarnation).

6. Is it valid for an alterhuman to not actually believe they are (insert thing they identify as/relate to) and still use the label? Do you have to honestly believe you are that thing to be alterhuman? (For example: would it be unvalid for a person to feel like a fox, but know logically that they aren't actually a fox).

7. Would you justify the emergence of the alterhuman community as an affect that the new age movement had on how we view spirituality? (With this question i'm trying to answer whether i'm correct to view alterhumanity as a new form of spirituality, although i know that it can also be just a psychological experience.)

8. Would you consider it offensive for a christian like me to consider your beliefs as religious/spiritual as a way to explain it and understand your experiences?

Thank you all who read and responded.

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I'm legit streaming myself beating minecraft for the first time someday. You'll see, it's gonna happen.

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"Self-proclaimed demon. 12 years old" I can't-

big dump of undertale doodles for today

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Flowey calling people who get angry at them for murdering their loved ones "WOKE MOB" is the funniest thing i've seen in a while. Make this canon please.

things before i sleep