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Maybe I’m always the problem and should disappear.

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I wanna scream, break some stuff and off myself but I can't do any of that.

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Honest to GodI'm really almost ready to call in quits. I can't stand this feeling anymore. The thought of being gone is so soothing.

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Any small content creators wanna link up and play some games? Would love some content friends to play with.

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Watch zzStrix with me on Twitch!

# https://www.twitch.tv/zzstrix?sr=a

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Watch zzStrix with me on Twitch! https://www.twitch.tv/zzstrix?sr=a

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Just tired of this feeling. Just wanna feel appreciated again.

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Stream is live @ https://twitch.tv/zzStrix

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Hi I overthink stuff and overcomplicate every thought or action I have or do. So I tend to talk a lot. It means I like you. But im annoying. Ik. Why I'll always be Alone tbh

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Watch zzStrix with me on Twitch! http://www.twitch.tv/zzstrix?sr=a

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Anyone wanna play video games?

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Seems like I have one good day then the next it hits you so fucking hard. I'm the problem. I gotta fix this.

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I just don't have the energy for this anymore.

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My friend just dropped off of everyone's radar. No communications no nothing. He's got some mental health issues and I've been freaking out all week. No one knows whats happened to him or if he's okay. Hopefully he is. I'm just freaking out. This sucks. Please pray for him to be ok.

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So yeah. Sad. Drank a lil much. Now more sad

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The more you ignore me the more I realize how toxic you are and idk if I should thank you or dislike you. Either way it breaks my heart. And it hurts.