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Yung nanay ko dyusko... Kahit wala ako sa bahay binubuliglig ako, puro kunsume dala.

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I am mentally tired as of now. Yeah, to the extent that i can felt the worries of the effect of my current state. Im afraid but this will only kept in the box of silence together with my unsaid emotions. I hope my mother will feel it within me. I hope she can see my struggle on her words. So much challenge and problems loves to face me. Ugh..

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Ang hirap pakisamahan ng behavior ni nanay. Sa dami ng gamot ng tini take nya, baka eto naging effect. Pwede rin naman sa nakasanayan nyang pakikitingo sa abroad for how many long years, ang pagiging superior nya.

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Yung taong aako ng gawain,saka magdadabig..di mo pa basagin?

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Tang ina... Ingay nya...

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Aga aga sakit ng tenga ko jusko... Sa bahay nanay ko, dito kasama ko sa trabaho..m hustisya... Jusko...

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Pag kasama ko ang asawa ko, ... Dalawa ang baby ko 😆

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Lord sana po ay maging maayos ang lahat

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𝚖𝚊𝚢𝚋𝚎 𝚒 𝚍𝚎𝚜𝚎𝚛𝚟𝚎 𝚠𝚑𝚊𝚝 𝚒'𝚖 𝚎𝚡𝚙𝚎𝚛𝚒𝚎𝚗𝚌𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚗𝚘𝚠

Seems like im all alone in this boat of adjustments. Lord please be with me.

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You spend your whole life stuck in the labyrinth, thinking about how you’ll escape it one day, and how awesome it will be, and imagining that future keeps you going, but you never do it. You just use the future to escape the present.😐😞 sorry self.

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It’s so nice when toxic people stop talking to you. It’s like the trash took itself out.

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May toyo ang aking nanay 🤪

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Today I remind myself of how important I am. Not only to society, but to my family, friends, and most of all to myself.

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Sakit ng ginagawa sakin ng "asawa" ko sakin... Yung ramdam na ramdam mo na mas priority pa din nya pamilya nya,kaysa sa aming mag ina nya.

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Kainis yung asawang hindi patas sa pamilya... Masyadong kabilan., yeah hindi ko naman symepre malalaman un before dahil ngaun palang totally ang buhay may asawa ko at buhay may in laws. Kaimbyerna. Pwede naman balansehin. Ano ba akala nya sa pamilya ko? Hindi nag iingat? Hindi nag iisip? Hindi lahat ng nakapag aral,pero juiceko. Hindi naman yun ang basehan para sa kamangmangan at kawalang alam.

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Felt unease... Hindi ko alam,pero hindi okay sabpakiramdamnyung sisigawannyung anak mo sa harap mo lalo na't 11 months palang. Yes mother ko sumigaw,wala naman ako pwede sabihin dahil nakikialaga lamang ako. Pero ganoon pala ang pakiramdam bilang isang nanay. Hindi maalis sa isip ko.

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Laitera mong nanay 🙄