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cracking open ye ol vent blog after how fuckin long of not using it bc a bitch is going Through it

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WHAT ARE YOU HAUNTED BY ?

made this today inspired by an unnecessarily poetic poll and my current depression song :

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i am not a burden to the people i love the people who love me help me because they want to because they care about me the people i love do not help me because they feel like they have to i do not force people to help me i am not a burden i am not a burden i am not a burden

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being suicidal alone in a room with all your meds really truly feels like being placed in a jigsaw trap

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i’m so scared that i’m not just having a single spiral and that one moment literally just permanently undid years and years and years of work on my bpd and i’m simply going to feel like this all the time again like i did and i won’t be able to handle that lmao

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i’m “no haha you can’t text them” crazy and also “i’m gonna set myself on fire” crazy. dialectic.

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CALL MY FRIENDS

AND TELL THEM THAT

I LOVE THEM

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i don’t want to be here again

how do i leave this place?

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abt me:

- 23 years old

- nonbinary , he/they

- white

- chronically ill, disabled, mentally ill, autistic

- previous vent blog: @/sickteeth ( @sickteeth-archive )

- this is a sideblog so i follow & int from my main !

dni:

- k!nk/nsfw blog

- map/etc/map supporter

- th!nspo/ed blog

- swerf/terf/radfem/antimaskers/antivaxer

- post hosptialcore/medcore/yancore/yandere content/gore/self harm images

- transmed/nonbinary exclusionist/post lots of ace discourse (both sides)

- anti-blm/pro-cop

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nothing like hallucinating hospital beeping noises during ur shift lol

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ARE THERE BUGS IN MY MOUTH ?

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THERE ARE

THINGS

THAT HAVE HAPPENED

TO ME

THAT I WILL

NEVER TELL

ANOTHER

SOUL

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Jenny Slate, On Love, Loneliness, & Giant Dogs

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home, daliah ammar // when god talks to your father, salma deera // lost river, dir. ryan gosling (2014) // aloha from hell, richard kadrey // punishment, marcin cienski // ghoul, mud howard // pet sematary, dir. mary lambert (1989).

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ID [ a photo of a pile of dirt and debris that has been edited to have less saturation of color and added sharpness resulting in a gritty texture. there is white text over the image in three lines in all caps that reads “there is pain jammed deep in my chest there is so much pain crammed into my soul where the fuck do i put it? ] END ID

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if ur an ed blog (including ed venting) , literally get the fuck off my blog and stop interacting w me. cant stand y’all ?? y’all rlly don’t give a fuck abt ppl in recovery ,,, disgusting ,, fuck you , eat shit !

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i will learn to live with it.

ID [ text written in thick black marker over a newspaper article that says “sometimes it just hurts.” in all capital letters ] END ID