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kis

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M O O D +

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UPDATE: Sources say Prince Phillip has crossed the Acheron and reached the Citadel of Adjudication in Limbo. When approached for comment, King Minos was quoted saying he was "Real excited for this one, real excited."

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instagram.com/bonjourclem

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ok that was fun now do woody allen

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Vegan Waldorf Salad

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Red Cardinal.

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Ammon in the zoomorphic form of ram.

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Warning Signs of Satanic Behavior. Training video for police, 1990

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Lots of triggers, I apologize in advance. If you’re in a weak spot, please keep scrolling.

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I’ve been struggling with drinking, and binge eating. I want to drink and drink until I’m numb and today means nothing. Tomorrow means nothing. All we have is right now, and endlessly guzzling liquid poison makes right now feel important and strong.

I’ve been eating so much, it’s comforting and it’s safe and it’s here. Chips are nostalgic, cookies are sweet and lovely. I’ve been struggling with how fucking lonely I feel, all my vices don’t fill the hole but it’s distracting. All I want to do is smoke weed, but it makes me eat endlessly and any control I pretend to have just disappears. Weed feels like a friend, an old friend, but he’s conniving and controlling like the rest of them.

When I think about any of it too much, it makes me want to self harm, I can’t stop thinking about scratching my arms apart. I haven’t self-harmed in so long, it hurts how much I want it.

I just need to get out of this rotten bubble. I hate this fucking week. I hate this month. I need an escape, I need a break. I just want to reset.

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A page of warm-ups to keep getting the proportions of the Goldcrest in the pencil. ^^

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Une page d’échauffements pour continuer à me mettre les proportions du roitelet dans le crayon. ^^

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David Lynch: The Art Life (2016)