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me: logs in after a long school semester & basically being nonexistent online for several months & everyone probably thought i almost disappeared for good

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Unfollow me if you make fun of trans people’s pronouns or their identity

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eaters of the sun

fun fact: in both Japanese and Chinese, “eclipse” consists of 日 (sun) and 食 (food/meal/to eat)

amajiki’s surprisingly hard to draw ;-;

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                 WHERE      INNOCENCE      IS      BURNED      IN      FLAMES. 

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    que a frustrated groan, a few taps of his pencil against the open textbook in front of him clearly showing agitation. tension is evident in his shoulders, the anxious tap-tap-tap of fidgeting hands as tamaki lets out a sigh; despite being an exemplary student, it came with its own struggles, and not without stress...which happened to be the exam he was attempting to study for.

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this ask meme is based on the blog gravesuggestion.  i’ve divided it up into two categories  ( light  &  dark )  based on the themes.  some of these can be somewhat triggering seeing that the darker ones deal with a lot of death mentions.  please be cautious before continuing on!!

L I G H T

‘  at night i dream of you.  ’ ‘  don’t give up yet.  you still have time to fix things.  ’ ‘  falling in love with someone else is not a personal attack.  ’ ‘  i am still so weak when it comes to you.  ’ ‘  i can’t believe i let myself let you down.  ’ ‘  i don’t care where we go when we die,  as long as i’m with you.  ’ ‘  i dream of saying to you all the words i held inside until it was too late.  ’ ‘  i feel so warm  &  safe when you talk to me.  maybe i could love you if you’d let me.  ’ ‘  i finally let the right people in  &  i have never felt so loved.  ’ ‘  i like the way your nails paint red stripes along my spine days after you’re gone.  ’ ‘  i lived in your permafrost for twenty years  &  then you looked at me  &  i felt the warmth of spring.  ’ ‘  i once wished you’d leave me alone,  but i take it back.  ’ ‘  i want to be able to love someone else,  but you stretch your arms  &  spread your legs inside my heart so that there is no room for anyone or anything else.  ’ ‘  i want to believe that we got it right this time.  ’ ‘  i wonder how much longer i can cling to your light before it expires completely.  ’ ‘  i would travel across the world to be by your side,  because as long as you are with me,  anywhere is a perfect place to me.  ’ ‘  it took me awhile to realize it myself,  but you are not what other people say you are.  ’ ‘  it’s not that i really need you,  but life would be pretty boring without you around.  there’s no one i would rather be with.  ’ ‘  i’d like to stay like this for awhile.  ’ ‘  life  &  death don’t have to be so boring,  let’s make both an adventure.  ’ ‘  life imitates art,  they say.  i didn’t believe it until i started to notice the way your eyelashes look so much like tiny ink stroke.  ’ ‘  live your life so that when you die,  souls will come for miles just to hear your historic tales.  ’ ‘  make your exes jealous  &  your past self proud.  ’ ‘  maybe you’re what i needed to find in order to move on.  ’ ‘  never get caught falling harder.  they’ll never let you back up.  ’ ‘  please don’t go.  ’ ‘  some days it’s easier to just stop fighting it  &  succumb.  ’ ‘  sometimes,  you’ll find it hard to keep going,  but you always will.  ’ ‘  the desire i feel for you is that same itching,  insidious hunger that an addict has for their addiction.  ’ ‘  the worst thing about you is that you weren’t all bad.  ’ ‘  there is absolutely nothing  &  no one who can stop me.  ’ ‘  there is no route of losing you that is without pain.  ’ ‘  there’s still room for adventure  &  there is no one i’d rather have by my side.  ’ ‘  things didn’t turn out the way i planned,  but i’m alright with that.  ’ ‘  we could be really incredible together,  you know?  ’ ‘  you are beautiful  &  vibrant  &  confident.  you are light  &  laughter incarnate  &  every fiber of your being screams freedom  &  joy.  when i am with you,  i am truly happy.  ’ ‘  you are starlight incarnate,  from the grand way you sway your hips to the wide mysterious way you think.  blessed are any to be loved by you.  ’ ‘  you are too afraid of the future to let go of a past that was never kind to you.  ’ ‘  you call me yours  &  i have no idea what that even means to you.  ’ ‘  you remind me of bubblegum  &  sweets;  soft  &  pink  &  warm.  you are strong in the gentlest way.  you are so stubbornly kind.  i wish i could be like that.  ’ ‘  you still visit me while i sleep sometimes.  your fingers trace my spine  &  i listen to you breathe.  please stop haunting me.  ’ ‘  ‘morbid curiosity’ is a wonderful way to describe how i feel about you.  ’

D A R K

‘  a thousand empty bottles  &  fist fights will never return to us what we lost that day.  ’ ‘  everyone else has moved on,  but i am still here.  ’ ‘  everything about you screams danger.  ’ ‘  everything is worthless to you  &  you,  in turn,  became worthless.  ’ ‘  for once in my life i want to be surrounded by people that i don’t feel like i need to impress.  ’ ‘  freedom is really hard to get used to.  ’ ‘  how could you do this to me?  how fucking could you?  ’ ‘  i am becoming everything we always dreamed of  &  i am leaving you behind.  ’ ‘  i buried you so well that you might as well have died.  ’ ‘  i can rest easy knowing that the person i love is dead  &  not the monster you became.  ’ ‘  i can’t look at you.  not now,  not ever.  ’ ‘  i don’t ask how you’ve been.  what’s the point?  you’d lie anyways.  ’ ‘  i dream of hearing the words i so desperately needed to lay your memory to rest.  ’ ‘  i haunted this house first.  there is no room for you here.  ’ ‘  i have a right to be upset.  i loved them too, you know.  ’ ‘  i just want it to end.  i want it to all go away.  i want to go away.  ’ ‘  i may be a wolf in sheep’s clothing,  but a snake hiding in the skin of a mouse is far more dangerous.  ’ ‘  i saw your face today  &  didn’t feel anything.  i am free.  ’ ‘  i tried to save you,  but you didn’t want to be saved.  you just wanted someone to suffer with you.  ’ ‘  it’s almost as if you were never here.  ’ ‘  it’s unhealthy to do these things,  you tell me.  you say it’s time to stop smoking,  time to stop gambling,  &  dammit,  i f you don’t stop drinking it’ll kill you.  i sure hope you’re right,  darling.  ’ ‘  i’m always pleasantly surprised by how easy it is to kill you in my mind  ’ ‘  i’m not really scared to die.  i’m more afraid that no one will miss me when i’m gone.  ’ ‘  i’m not the person you left behind anymore.  there’s no one here to miss.  ’ ‘  i’ve been dead far longer than i’ve been alive.  ’ ‘  i’ve eaten nothing but flower petals  &  ivy for weeks because i want to be beautiful inside like you.  ’ ‘  i’ve never been completely satisfied.  i most likely will still be unsatisfied long after my death.  ’ ‘  no motive other than pleasure,  my dear.  ’ ‘  one day i’ll go or you will.  either way,  it will be as if i’m losing a piece of myself.  ’ ‘  our dreams  &  promises decay along with you.  ’ ‘  the leaves change,  but nothing else does.  ’ ‘  the only difference between avoiding  &  leaving is that now i’m not waiting up for you.  ’ ‘  there is no such thing as a person who is required to love you.  ’ ‘  there’s only so much that can be done to repair old damage.  ’ ‘  things aren’t going as i hoped.  maybe if i die,  i can start over again?  better luck next time.  ’ ‘  this is not something to be proud of.  this is a tragedy.  ’ ‘  trying to get rid of me?  oh honey,  you’ll have to try much harder than that.  ’ ‘  trying to get under my skin?  you’re nothing more than a pesky itch.  ’ ‘  unlike you,  i can’t hide my identity when it becomes an inconvenience or a danger.  ’ ‘  weeping is for gods  &  martyrs,  we cannot afford such luxuries.  ’ ‘  would you even miss me?  ’ ‘  you are not important enough to earn an eternal place in my heart.  ’ ‘  you complain nonstop about being unloved  &  alone,  i can’t imagine what you’d be like if that were actually true.  ’ ‘  you don’t know what it’s like.  ’ ‘  you made this so fucking easy for me.  ’ ‘  you should see me as a threat.  i will tear down everything you know until there is nothing left of you.  i am a walking threat.  ’ ‘  you think i’m already gone,  but i’m still fighting.  ’ ‘  you think i’m dead,  but i’m just dying.  ’ ‘  you were never an addiction,  you were a fucking disease.  ’ ‘  you wouldn’t dare cross me.  i am god  &  you are the soil beneath my feet.  ’ ‘  your existence takes up so much more space in mine that we might as well be one entity.  ’ ‘  your fingers are so cold  &  bruised,  but you’re still slamming your fists again the barricade as if it makes a difference.  ’ ‘  your hair is tied in a noose  &  your fingernails are razor blades,  your lips are poison  &  i will gratefully kiss them.  ’ ‘  your hatred has a body count  &  we will not forget.  ’ ‘  your loss,  not mine.  ’ ‘  you’re a sick fuck.  you know that?  ’ ‘  you’re not gentle with me  &  i would never ask you to be.  ’ ‘  you’ve trapped yourself so thoroughly in your own mind that it’s not even a rut anymore,  it’s a pit.   ’

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i’m reading chp 148 & i’m weak for shir.agaki’s group 

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for the most part i’ve dropped everything with the exception of a couple threads (if i want to continue the threads, you probably got a message from me via disc or IM) - i want to at least have a little activity on this blog, even if i’mgoing to be pretty sporadic for the most part. if you want to plot something, can you like this post? i’ll go around & message everyone about interactions !!

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           I WISH THAT I COULD BE LIKE THE COOL KIDS.               cause all the cool kids, they seem to fit in.

nejire hadou, as shocked by six. tamaki amajiki, as swallowed by fae. mirio togata, as phased by yosh.

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                              tensemask  /  priv. &. sel. BNHA oc.  /  penned by vanur.

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HEY SORRY FOR DISAPPEARING...just a small notice that my activity is likely to be very slow / sporadic because i’m very busy with school & dont have much time for rp!! i’m always fine with rping on discord so if any of you ever want to write with me, feel free to add me - Ivar#5341

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hey, you !! do you like unstable, grumpy, rough secret information brokers? well, this is the blog for you !! this is a blog for an ind. bnha oc with very grey morals, so please give this a like/reblog if you’re interested in interacting !!

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how-to: character conversations

There is nothing more discouraging when your character is trying to converse, but the other character keeps shutting you down or alternately, does not reciprocate.  It can be disheartening, exhausting, and no fun.  Even more importantly, it’s bad RPing. 

Examples of shut downs:

the character keeps giving negative responses

the character belittles or dismisses the other character’s thoughts, suggestions, questions, then does not add anything

the character is too shy or afraid to speak or take any action; waits for the other character to take initiative

the character challenges the other character to impress them somehow, before they decide to engage

the character refuses to engage in any way: refuses to consider ideas, shows no interest, abruptly leaves

the character will answer questions but then will offer no follow-up

there is a lot of internal exposition, but then the character only responds with a word or two

If you realize your character consistently uses a few of these tactics, you may think: “but my character is grumpy/an asshole/anti-social/really shy/scared/bitchy/a loner/hates people/has issues!  It’s natural for them to act that way!“

This might be true, but the Mun/Player does not have to write that way.  There is a difference between the Mun’s character’s personality, and the Mun’s writing. RPing is interactive and it’s a two-way street.  As a Mun, it is your responsibility to figure out how to be engaging and encouraging to your partner, regardless of your character’s personality.

Below the cut are some suggested ways to improve RP interaction, and make things fun for both RP thread partners.

There are three sections:

Classic Improv

‘The Best’ vs ‘Show Your Work’

Are You Not Entertained?

Keep reading

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    acts of kindness always had been something of a shock to him -- dark eyes widen slightly with surprise as kirishima approaches, already presenting his gift. for a moment, he completely forgets how to respond as he freezes in place, unblinking, wide gaze fixated on the crumpled bag. it was a little bewildering, to say in the least, to receive anything; perhaps it was because anyone knew he’d try to deny gifts, unless he didn’t know about them. however, there’s something about the endless amount of patience and excitement kirishima always has shown towards tamaki since they first met that made him pause.

    blinking, tamaki glanced from the bag in the other’s hands at his expression, shining so brightly with his exuberance that it was difficult to say no. words have left him as he tries to open his mouth, to say something of thanks in return for such a kind gesture, yet he can only remain silent as his friend speaks. although guilt eats away at him internally ( it’s difficult to move past, although he was making significant progress - to be able to reach out if he needed help without shying away, even if it still made him afraid to put his trust into others. ) he’s grateful for the thoughtfulness kirishima put into the gift. 

    a hand extends for the stress ball, gently giving it a squeeze as it rolls into his palms. he’s still very much attentive as he lets the other speak, already idly fidgeting while listening, gaze travelling back to kirishima’s face. for a moment, his teeth bite into the inside of his cheek to see a brief moment of vulnerability there -- a moment of that expresses understanding and sympathy. something swells within his chest; gratitude for such thought and consideration. words catch as he struggles to think of what he could say as reassurance that was able to encompass his appreciation. 

    “- thank you.” it’s quiet at first, gaze dropping to the stress ball as it’s lightly squeezed once more; it eases some of the tension throughout him, providing something to put his stress into. “you put a lot of thought into this,” he continues, voice just above a murmur as the ball is rolled in his palm. deep purple -- a color that he found oddly soothing, the white outline of the butterfly showing that the other remembered the smaller details that no one else had bothered to, besides hado or mirio. although his expression is kept relatively in check, there’s something in his tone that expresses more than his words ever could. “you didn’t have to do this... it means a lot to me.” there’s more underneath that he wanted to say, but didn’t have the ability to, left unspoken. perhaps he’d be able to one day, but he hopes it’s enough.

        The moment Kirishima spots Amajiki in the corridor, his entire face lights up in an impossibly wide grin, a hand quickly lifting in an exuberant wave to catch his senior’s attention. “ Ah— senpai! Hey, I’ve been looking for you! I gotcha something! ” He calls jubilantly as he approaches, reaching into his pocket to pull out a crumpled paper bag. Inside is a deep purple stress ball with the white outline of a butterfly branded into its surface that he’d happened to come across on his way back to the dorms from his internship one evening. It wasn’t too expensive, but finding the time to go out and buy it in between all that was going on is what proved most difficult.

        Kirishima halts before his senpai, the small bag cupped within his hands. At first, he’s unsure how best to proceed. In the end, and unsurprisingly so, he finds himself blurting the first words which come to mind, “ I, uh, know you struggle with anxiety and after seein’ you like that… I wanted to do something to help, seeing as we’re sorta partners at the moment, y’know? ” Kirishima pauses, fiddling with the small package cradled carefully between calloused palms. His gaze slides off to the side and he hesitantly holds his gift out to his senior, all bravado vanishing from his tone as he continues to speak, “ My mom… She used to suffer from a lot of panic attacks after, uh… After a lot of stuff happened. ”

        He blanches, sharp teeth snagging nervously at the inside of his cheek. Is he being insensitive by comparing Amajiki’s issues to those of his mother? The last thing he wants is to unintentionally make his senpai feel even worse. With an air of uncertainty, but no less determined to get his point across, Kirishima rushes to add, “ What I mean is— she’d always make sure to carry one of these around with her. It kept her hands busy, gave her something to focus on… I thought that maybe… You might like one to keep on you when you’re feeling bad, too…? ”

@03suneater // starter call! ♥

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hey guess who is alive

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                 MAY YOU DIE WIDE AWAKE WITH A LOOK OF GREAT SURPRISE.

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THE IPERSONIC ( CAREER ) TEST

tagged by: @riotborn ♥ tagging: @amdience, @mightyfrail, @corpseeye, @perilflesh, @psioblitz

*note: i did modify this a bit to fit tamaki, so not everything will be exact, but it gives a general idea.

Independent Thinkers are analytical and witty persons. They are normally self-confident and do not let themselves get worked up by conflicts and criticism. They are very much aware of their own strengths and have no doubts about their abilities. 

People of this personality type are often very successful in their career as they have both competence and purposefulness. Independent Thinkers are excellent strategists; logic, systematics and theoretical considerations are their world. They are eager for knowledge and always endeavor to expand and perfect their knowledge in any area which is interesting for them. Abstract thinking comes naturally to them; scientists and computer specialists are often of this type. 

Like all Thinker types you tend to lean towards perfectionism and in the work place you are always striving for as much knowledge and expertise as possible. You are rarely or never satisfied with your accomplishments and that applies to yours as well as the achievements of others. Sometimes that makes it pretty difficult for your colleagues and subordinates to please you.

Once you have privately tagged somebody with the label of incompetent, they will not have an easy time in your working environment. However, for those who manage to gain your respect with ability and intellect, you are a quick-witted colleague. The Thinker is less interested in wielding power over other people but rather considers controlling nature and his environment. Improving your capabilities and expanding the store of your knowledge and experience is your life’s main objective. 

You are as hard on yourself and your own achievements as on others, and you put great pressure on yourself in your work environment. Sometimes you agonize over self-doubt thinking that you may not accomplish anything after all. Occasionally you stand in your own way obstructing your superior capabilities instead of being able to utilize them. In case it actually happens that you make a mistake, you mercilessly exercise self-criticism and double your efforts for perfection. Your coolness may occasionally appear to be arrogance, and that often deceives people around you about what really moves you.