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042319 · 2 years ago
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⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀𖧧︫  Hadas del Bosque ٬٬ ࣪ ،ぬ̳
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042319 · 2 years ago
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𝓗𝖺𝖾𝖼𝗁𝖺𝗇 𝗶𝗰𝗼𝗻𝘀 ’ ʰᵃᵉᶜʰᵃⁿᵃʰᶜᵉᵃʰ
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042319 · 2 years ago
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10.16.23
pov: selfies vs facetime calls with #johnny
he went live while i was asleep so i woke up to this.. i feel slightly insane right now guys
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042319 · 2 years ago
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。 𝓛𝗈𝗈𝗄 𝗁𝗈𝗐 𝗍𝗁𝖾𝗒 𝗌𝗁𝗂𝗇𝖾 𝖿𝗈𝗋 𝒖 ☄︎ .
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042319 · 2 years ago
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Genotipe
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Johnny Moodboard
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042319 · 2 years ago
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Anything
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042319 · 2 years ago
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can i request mafia leader johnny, mean/cold/strict with others, killer brutal with enemies, then with y/n he's like quiet but all soft and loving 🥰
i always get carried away when it’s johnny oops
warnings: mentions of weapons, drugs, use of a gun, killing, johnny is in a sketchy organisation y'all and this is all fiction!!!
johnny leans back into his chair with murder in his eyes, looking down on the bound man who owed him money from over three months ago. even with repeated reminders and threats that involved his family, nothing seemed to bug the little man out of his pursuit for power, status, respect.
he had laughed at the last desire mr. seo wonpil, a person of cabinet, had listed down the first time that he met up with him. it had been a good one year of business: johnny, boss of the NCT organisation, provides a place for mr. seo in cabinet through connections, covering up the unruly things he did as a younger minister, desperate to get a high place in korean government.
in return, mr. seo had to make sure NCT stayed out of cops’ radars, keeping their shipments of weapons and drugs silent and undiscovered.
shame that at least one mr. seo was going to die tonight, and johnny was sure it wasn’t going to be him.
“so, you take our money and you decide to gamble it all the fuck off? what’s worse, at a club which is owned by one of us?” the clacking of his shoes resonate clearly around the room, giving off an eerie feeling that made mr. seo's hair stands on end. “do you think no one fucking recognises you?”
johnny almost spits the last sentence, having had enough of the parliament member that in the next second, there’s the click of his gun, barrel pointed right at the other’s temple. he finds that he doesn’t have much care for the pleas leaving the other’s lips, shaking hands coming into a prayer in hopes that he wouldn’t get killed.
“sure. go gamble, that isn’t my problem, but we had a deal, hm?” the other shakes his head profusely.
with a jerk to his hand, his finger is dangerously close to pulling the trigger, the mechanics of the gun rattling uncomfortably; at least in mr. seo's experience. johnny had no problem with gunshots nor the incomprehensible begging from corrupt people.
a knock snaps him out of his rage to which he rolls his eyes and pockets the gun but not before giving the other a harsh shove as mr. seo falls to the floor.
“what is it now— oh,” the leader swings the door open, ready to reprimand the many workers that devote their loyalty to NCT, but only comes face to face with you.
a smirk spreads onto johnny’s face, along with his hand that immediately brings you closer. under his skin, he can feel the silk of the outfit he’s purchased for you, made by the finest hands that cost a bomb.
peeking your head inside, you shoot mr. seo an unimpressed look, directing your attention back to your boyfriend. “here so early?”
“just wanted to check on you, s’all.” johnny smiles genuinely, now, moved by your care for him that he doesn’t feel like the leader of any organisation at the moment. there’s no weight of having to monitor his clubs and keep his workers in check, just the feeling of being in love like a normal person.
but you just couldn’t stand normal, could you?
johnny kisses hungrily, having been away from you for the whole day that he forgets mr. seo in the room for a minute, drunk on your lips that manage to entice him every single time. your hums are swallowed by the other, pressed flush against his body that that’s all he can focus on.
oxygen is scarce, however, and he has to pull away to admire your features under the dingy lights of the hideout. with a gentle hand to your cheek, he caresses it gently, smile widening when he sees how you lean into his touch with a close to your eyes.
johnny likes to tease you, running a thumb over your lips where his saliva’s mixed with yours, lips already swollen from the single kiss. it seems to go on forever, with you wanting him on you again, but yet again, he has to be interrupted.
in a stupid attempt to escape, mr. seo thrashes on the ground until he’s onto his knees despite his hands being tied. a battle cry, a gunshot rings throughout the office, it all happens too fast that you flinch, only smelling the faint smell of gunpowder a little later on. mr. seo stays crying and wailing on the floor, hand closed around the shot that's gone through his thigh.
“try that shit again and next time i’ll shoot your heart.” it’s terrifying, how johnny switches to a menacing look that sends the other cowering in fear and bleeding out on the carpet below him. you almost consider stepping away to calm your panicking heart but in an instant, johnny is all over you. it makes your heart swell at how worried he is about you, that you can’t help but stifle a smile.
“hey, hey, you okay? i’m sorry i scared you like that, baby.”
he’s trying his best, he really is.
you swallow, “i get it, johnny, ’m fine, i promise.”
“you’re shaking, angel.” johnny is observant when he wants to be, or it could be just the fact that his arm had stayed curled around your waist the whole time that you believe he could turn right around and kill you at any moment.
but he wouldn’t do that. not when he holds you so tenderly and close at night, always wanting to stay in your embrace late into the morning. not when he refuses to go to work as NCT’s leader just because he was feeling domestic that morning. not when all the words murmured to you, both in private and around the other executives, has always been gentle and doting and loving (apart from telling mark to fuck off when he teased the older about being mushy).
with a sad smile, johnny places a kiss onto your forehead—that you reply with a smile of your own—as a reminder that he would never want to see you hurt, bruised or any of the sort. he’s aware that he’s in a dangerous job, and the way you got him hooked was purely coincidental, although his love wasn’t.
he just hoped he let you know enough.
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042319 · 2 years ago
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close your eyes, and i’ll kiss you
pairing: johnny x reader
genre: established rs au, implied friends-to-lovers, (fluff, very lowkey suggestive?) just a couple in love ig
word count: 1.8k (quick breezy read)
summary: in which johnny just wants to kiss you
a/n: got into my johnny hours while watching stranger things so I banged this out in the afternoon. Not proof read so enjoy~
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“Need a break before the next episode, baby?” you felt your head lift from where it rested on your boyfriend’s chest as he stretched his arms above his head with a grunt. Letting yourself sink deeper into his hold, you snuggled your head against his shoulder, shaking your head against the soft fabric of his t-shirt.
“Hmm?” Johnny hummed at your lack of a reply, picking up the remote to press the button for the next episode before it could automatically load.
“No, I’m okay. You?” you murmured, words slightly muffled from how your cheek pressed against him, feeling his free hand come to rest on your back, the weight of it grounding you as he rubbed between and over your shoulder blades in a slow, soothing manner.
“Nah, I’m good, too. Kinda feel like a snack but I don’t know if that’s just ‘cause my mouth is like… itchy. Not literally but like, itching to do something, you know?” he huffed, and you couldn’t help but smile.
“Isn’t it always?”
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042319 · 2 years ago
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ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤ︵ ︵ ⏜. ★ .⏜ ︵ ︵
반짝임 가득한 하늘 위 ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤ올려보고 깨달은 내 안의 Star
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저 별로 뻗어본 두 손ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤ Live & Die For My Dream
ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤ︶ ︶ ⏝ᱸ ★ ᱸ⏝ ︶ ︶
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042319 · 2 years ago
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pov: you're on an aquarium date with hyuck
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042319 · 2 years ago
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don’t you sit in front of me and wait for me to talk . . .
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a fun packed day on the town with johnny goes bad after a small fight at dinner.
“why did i say that? i never meant it?”
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042319 · 2 years ago
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camera roll; jung jaehyun
pictures you’ve taken of your boyfriend, jaehyun
part 1 | part 2
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more of the camera roll series
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042319 · 2 years ago
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hiii, could I request for a jaehyun x reader, like a reader fell first but jaehyun fell harder? Hehe ❤️❤️
Blind Date | Jaehyun
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summary: fluff, when your bestfriend, Johnny, sets you up on a blind date with Jaehyun you fall for him fast. When he says he wants to take things slow, you agree, but little do you know Jaehyun was going to fall for you even harder. word count: 2,597 a/n: thank you for requesting! I hope you like it <3
Moving to New York city was the single best decision you’ve ever made. The chaos that it brought into your life was comforting. You didn’t like it when things got too quiet or when life got too predictable. So, when your best friend, Johnny, had suggested setting you up on a blind date, you immediately said yes. Even if nothing came from the date, you still would get a new experience out of it.
Since it was a blind date, you had no idea who Johnny could be setting you up with. However, you knew two things about your best friend Johnny Suh. He loved you very much so he would never set you up with someone who was terrible, and he had great taste. These facts alone were making you more and more excited as you got ready for the date. 
Of course, Johnny had set everything up for the both of you. He decided on your favorite Italian restaurant, which is only a couple blocks away from your apartment. While you were getting ready, you decided to call Johnny to ask him questions about meeting up with your blind date. 
“So, how will I know it’s him?” You ask, while putting on your outfit. 
“He said he’s wearing a button down and he’ll be waiting for you outside the restaurant.” Johnny says. 
“Ok, perfect. What’s his name?”
“Jaehyun.” 
You smile to yourself when Johnny says his name. You’ve never met Jaehyun before, but Johnny has mentioned him quite a bit, and from what you’ve heard, he seems like a great guy. 
“Ok, I think I’m ready.” You say as you finish putting on your shoes. You decided to wear a dress which was a little out of your comfort zone, but it made you feel pretty. “Wish me luck!” 
“Have fun! and I’m right down the street if you need anything, don’t hesitate to call me.”
“Thanks Johnny. Love you!”
“Love you too.” 
As soon as the restaurant was in view, you spotted Jaehyun. You weren’t sure if it was him just yet, but he was wearing a button down and acting like he was looking for someone. As you get closer to the restaurant, you both make eye contact and you’re sure he’s the person Johnny set you up with.
“Jaehyun?” You ask him. When you say his name, a smile lights up on his face. 
“Y/n?” He asks and you nod your head. “It’s really nice to meet you, I’ve already gotten us a table, if you’re ready.”
“Perfect!” You say with a little edge of nervousness in your voice. Johnny failed to mention just how handsome Jaehyun is. Not that you were complaining, you just weren’t expecting it. You follow Jaehyun into the restaurant, where a server takes you both to your table. 
“I have to ask you, did Johnny tell you anything about me? Because he told me nothing about you.” You say.
“The only thing Johnny told me was that this is your favorite restaurant, which is a coincidence because it’s my favorite too.” Jaehyun says.
 “Wait really! That is a coincidence because there’s like a million Italian restaurants in this city.”
“Yeah, but nobody makes pasta carbonara like they do here.” 
“I know! It’s such a simple dish, but it’s so easy to mess up. Honestly, I wouldn’t be surprised if Johnny set us up on this date solely for that fact alone.”
“No, that wouldn’t surprise me either.” Jaehyun says, his smile making your heart beat faster. 
It doesn’t take too long before the waitress comes out with your food. The restaurant never fails at making the best food, so everything tastes delicious. You and Jaehyun get lost in conversation while you eat, and you’re surprised at how easy it is to talk to him. There was something so comfortable about him, like you’ve known him for years. 
“Can I ask you something?” You ask, setting down your drink. “What made you say yes to a blind date?”
“To be honest, I don’t really know. I ended things with my ex almost a year ago and haven’t put myself out there at all since. But I don’t know, something in me felt like I should come.”
“Well, I’m glad you did decide to come.” You say, shyly.
“Me too, but I have to be completely up front with you. I don’t think that I’m fully ready for anything serious. I’m not saying that I don’t want to see you again, because I do, but taking things slow would probably be best for me.” Jaehyun tells you.
“I totally get that, slow is best for me too.” You say, which was a half truth. The full truth was that you think that you’ve already developed feelings for this man that you met only two hours ago, but you knew that nothing good comes rushed.
“I’m glad we’re on the same page.” Jaehyun says with a relieved look on his face. 
You flop down on your mattress, tired but happy, thinking about your evening with Jaehyun. You hear a ding from your phone, so you picked it up to see who it was from. You unlock your phone and see that it's from him. He had asked for your number before you left the restaurant, but considering that he said he wanted to take things slow, you weren’t expecting a text from him tonight.
Jaehyun: I had a nice time with you tonight :)
Honestly, you were shocked at yourself for how much a little text from him was making you smile. You really did have a good time with him. You weren’t the type to develop feelings super fast, but there was something about him.
Y/n: Me too :)
Throughout the week, you and Jaehyun have been texting back and forth every so often. Nothing too much or anything, but it was nice to be in contact with him. You were on your way home from work when you saw that Jaehyun had texted you for the first time today. 
Jaehyun: “Hey, I was wondering if you wanted to see each other again this weekend? There’s a new vinyl store that just opened nearby and I would love to go there with you!”
Y/n: “Yeah, that would be fun! What day?”
Jaehyun: “I was thinking Saturday, but what day would work for you?”
Y/n: “Saturday’s perfect!”
You couldn’t help but smile the rest of the way home in anticipation of seeing Jaehyun again. Once you got to your apartment, you started planning an outfit for the date even though you still had a few days to prepare. 
Jaehyun had texted you asking you for your address so that he could pick you up for your date. The vinyl store was only a few blocks away and the weather was nice, so you two were going to walk there. You decided to wear jeans, a loose fitting t-shirt, and some sneakers so that you could be comfortable. 
Once you were ready, it wasn’t long until Jaehyun was at your door. You take a quick moment to make sure you look good in the mirror, and then you open the door. 
“You got me flowers, you really didn’t have too! They're so pretty.”
“Of course I did.” He says as he hands you the flowers and gives you a hug. “How are you?”
“I’m good, excited to go to the vinyl store. I can’t believe I didn’t know they were opening one so close.” You say, quickly placing your flowers into a vase.
You grab your purse and start to head out the door. “I know, when I heard about it I thought that you would be the perfect person to go with.” he says, with his irresistible smile.
The weather was nice and cool which made your walk to the store so much better. You loved the city during this time of year. You were almost a little sad when you got to the store, wanting to walk with Jaehyun some more. However, that sadness was quickly replaced with joy when you saw a record that you have been wanting for the longest time and you could hardly believe your eyes.
“Is that…?” You say, entering the store and going straight to it. “Jaehyun! I’ve been wanting this forever, I’ve never seen it for a reasonable price until now.” At this point, you're all but jumping for joy. 
“I love that album too! I literally paid $300 for mine.”
“$300?” You say shocked but also not surprised, that's about how much they usually sell for since it's an older album, no longer in production. “This one’s only $40, I actually cannot believe this is real.”
You’re too busy clutching your precious album to notice the way that Jaehyun’s looking at you right now. If you were born with the ability to read minds, his thoughts would be making you blush right now. There was something about seeing you this excited about something, that made Jaehyun really see you. Not that he wasn’t into you before, but in that moment he realized just how gorgeous you are. He could almost kick himself for not paying close enough attention on your first date. 
Jaehyun is taken away from his thoughts by a gasp from you. You had spotted another album that you’ve been wanting. “I think this place is actually heaven, Jaehyun.”
The rest of the date was spent looking at every single album the store had, and making comments about how you felt about each one. By the end, you realized just how much in common you had with him in regards to music taste. 
Once you both had done significant damage to your bank accounts, it was time to leave the store. You had spent so much time there that the sun had set, leaving the city lit up by the street lamps and headlights of the cars passing by.
You weren’t prepared for the cold that the nighttime brought, so you shivered a little bit. Jaehyun noticed and immediately took off his coat to give to you. You tried to refuse at first, but he was adamant.
“If you don’t want to take my coat, we can huddle together like penguins to warm you up.” He says, so of course you took it. Although being that close to Jaehyun didn’t sound like such a bad idea. 
“I really had fun today, y/n.” Jaehyun says, as you arrive at your apartment. 
“Me too, thanks for taking me out Jaehyun.” You say, as you accept a hug goodbye from him. You watch him leave before entering your apartment, genuinely so happy from spending the day with him.
Not even two hours go by before you get a text from him, while you’re in the middle of your skincare.
Jaehyun: “Hey, I just wanted to say that I really had a good time with you and I can’t wait to see you again.” 
You honestly had to read his text again about three times to make sure you were reading it right. Jaehyun had said that he wanted to take things slow. Maybe your definition of slow was different from his, but this didn’t seem like slow to you. You really weren’t complaining though, you really did have feelings for him already.
What you didn’t know though was that, as soon as Jaehyun dropped you off at your apartment, his thoughts were filled by you and only you. His thoughts of you seized for a moment though, when he heard his phone ring and saw that Johnny was calling him. 
“Wait, so you guys went out on another date?” Johnny asks and Jaehyun could practically see the smug look on his face. 
“Yes, and listen. The first date was good, I really did have a good time. But something was different this time that I saw her, Johnny.”
“Different how?”
“Like, I was content with taking things slow and seeing if anything could happen between us after the first date. But now… why do I feel like if I don’t get to hold her hand in mine the next time I see her, I might die? Seriously Johnny, I know you're laughing right now but I mean it and I feel like I’m going crazy because you’re not supposed to feel this way after only two dates.”
“Oh, I’m definitely putting ‘match-maker’ on my resume.”
“Johnny, you’re not being helpful.”
“There’s nothing to help you with, you should text her. I mean, maybe not all of that, but tell her a little bit about how you feel.”
That’s how Jaehyun came to sending you that text. He waits in anticipation for you to text back. When he finally does hear his phone buzz, he can feel his heart beat get faster. 
Y/n: “I had a good time as well :) I would love to see you again too!”
Jaehyun: “Is tomorrow too soon?”
Yes. Tomorrow was too soon if it was under any normal circumstance, but Jaehyun has never felt like this before so he hoped that you would excuse his impatience.
Y/n: “I’m not doing anything tomorrow afternoon!”
Jaehyun’s mind went blank, in the middle of your third date together, when you started to laugh. He had said something funny which made you react this way, but for the life of him, he can’t remember what he said. All that fills his mind is the pretty sound of the most perfect laugh he’s ever heard in his entire life. 
“Should we cross the street here?” You ask, bringing Jaehyun back to reality. You two had decided to get ice cream for your third date, and were walking there. 
“Yeah.” Jaehyun says, but when he sees your hand extended out, waiting for him to take it, his heart constricts. He takes your hand and you two cross the street. He can’t help but think about how right this feels. 
You two reach the other side of the street and you try to let go of his hand, but he’s still holding on. You turn to look at him and you can see that he’s lost in his thoughts. 
“Jaehyun?” 
He hears you, but just needs a moment to process his emotions. He feels a pit of regret in his stomach. Regret that he ever told you he needed to take things slow, because the truth is, all he wanted to do right now is kiss you. 
“...I don’t want to take things slow y/n.” 
“Oh? Is there something that changed your mind?”
“I just can’t get you out of my mind. I think about you so much y/n. It’s actually quite distracting.”
“Oh, well then I apologize.” You say with a smile on your face.
“No, don’t apologize. Just tell me if you think I’m totally crazy for being this into you, this quickly.”
“You’re not crazy Jaehyun.” You say, taking a step closer to you.
Jaehyun relaxes when he hears you say that. “Is it too soon to kiss you?”
You shake your head at him and before you know it, his lips are on yours.  He kisses you softly, but with urgency, like he’s been waiting for this kiss his whole life. When he pulls away, he rests his forehead on yours. “I really like you, y/n.” 
“I feel the same way, Jaehyun.” Both of your faces light up with the brightest smiles as you two stand there, surrounded by the city, but lost in each other.
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johnny suh. | guts.
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summary. fuck it. if this is really your last chance to say anything, you’re going to reach out to the boy you never had the guts to love. 
pairing. y/n x nct’s johnny
genre. old best friends to lovers!au 
word count. 4k.
warnings. gender neutral!reader, swearing, angst, dark themes that deal with death and sickness, if you think there is anything else please don’t hesitate to let me know, thank youuu
hi! this is pretty different from my usual stuff so please read the warnings and be safe <3 
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ISN’T IT FUNNY how, when you pass a stranger on the street, you could never bat an eyelash as to where they’re heading, what they had done that day, what they were going to do? 
It’s entertaining, people-watching. You do it all the time and sometimes you feel like the only person on Earth doing the relaxing activity. 
After everything that you’ve been told, all the positive, uplifting news meant to keep your hopes going, and the harsh, realistic facts meant to make you rationalize your time, some would think: Why would you waste your time people-watching? 
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