As my tears fall heavily from my eyes, I just cannot think how badly things have turned for me and my family.
It is 10 years ago this happy photo was taken. It is Katerina鈥檚 46th birthday and today she would have turned 56.
I had lots of happy plans for us. Christine was going to get better and go to a normal high school. Alexandra was going to be finishing University and launch a successful career. Katerina and I will have free time to travel and enjoy our marriage and our passions and hobbies.
Wow !! How life can be so cruel and unforgiving. None of the dreams I wished for my family happened. It is a bitter pill that I have to swallow every day now.
It is so hard to lose someone that you were close and loved.
But with time slowly things develop their own stable equilibrium and your perception changes and your life changes
A Letter To My Late Wife, Jane
A Letter To My Late Wife,聽Jane
ear Jane,I still haven鈥檛 come to terms with all that has happened, my life has been topsy turvy and things have gradually gone from bad to worse. Ocen won鈥檛 let anyone take him to school since you left, he barely eats these days and is mostly on his own. I tried to wear Ajuro her diapers the other day and I made a huge mess out of it, even when your sister came home to help out with
A new addition to my special place at home. I added my grandmother along with my late wife Katerina to my special area where I remember the people that I love and not longer physically with me.
I will start shortly a memorial garden as well and get a special plant for each person that is dear to me.
Katerina鈥檚 place in our home. This is the place where we remember loved ones that are not longer with us and we had a special connection when they were alive.
I will add shortly to the memorial my Grand Parents and my Father in Law