I just wanna die. I feel like nobody loves me and I feel i shoulnt be here. I make things seem like everything is fine and dandy but people never know whats on the inside and i feel like i should just shoot myself, stab my self and just FUCKING DIE. I hate humanity i hate every thing that haopens to me i ont feel like nothing good ever happens to me i feel like i do evertthing for everybode and never get anything in return. I go to therapy that dosent work. I do counciling IT DOSNT FUCKING WORK. I need to be in a mental hospital. Why did god choose to make me to be in this world.😩😢