10-31-2020

[10-31-2020]

🎶 Let’s Skip To The Good Part 🎶

Well it’s been a little over 700 days since I posted on here 😬 & man so much has changed in our lives except one thing, us! 💜 Except, now we’re married! 💍

We got married, hubby joined an MC, we became foster parents, we moved into a bigger apartment, we bought a new motorcycle, & we became a family of four! 👨‍👩‍👧‍👧

What more could I ask for?! This life we share together is beautiful! 😍 Our household is full of so much love & laughter! 🥰 Our girls are so sassy & so sweet!

We are creeping up on three years together & a little over a year married and I can’t get over how much we have accomplished, how much we have experienced, or how much we have grown. Everyday together is an adventure, but an adventure I look forward to for the rest of our lives. Waking up every morning and going to bed every night next to my best friend and the love of my life is something I have always dreamed of, & here we are! 💜

The end of 2020 and parts of 2021 were rough on us emotionally, but we made it! I couldn’t get through 1/2 of what life has thrown us without my person! 👩🏻‍❤️‍👨🏼

Until next time! 💜

@6969doughboy6969

[10-31-2020]

I haven’t posted on here in awhile, as the last few months of our lives have been absolutely crazy, but they are starting to settle down again.

Last time i posted was our 9 month anniversary, and here we are at 1 year and 1 month together! This roller coaster we call life has been the definition of a roller coaster lately.

Baby i just wanted to say how much i love you and how truly blessed i feel everyday to wake up and do life right by your side! You are the absolute calm to my storm on my toughest days, you are the glue that holds this blended family of ours together, you are the father figure our daughter needs in her everyday life, you are you and that’s what means the most to me ❤️

I know times get tough, and there are days i probably grind your gears more then others, and some of the circumstances in our lives aren’t what we wanted but we are making it work to the best of our abilities.

There is no one I’d rather be quarantined with through this nastiness, and i promise I’ll love you at the end of this storm when the rainbow shines through!

Now can we just run away and get married soon so things can be even easier 😂💍

I love you my handsome 🥰 Today, Tomorrow, and Everyday 😘 @6969doughboy6969

[10-31-2020]

9 months together tomorrow, && we have accomplished so much ❤️

We have our own place, we bought a truck together, you pushed me to pull my head out of my ass and pass my test and i did 🥰

I know things are tough at times, && not what we want them to be. But i feel blessed every single day knowing we chose each other to spend everyday with and make memories with ❤️

I love you so much my handsome 😘 @6969doughboy6969

[10-31-2020]

8 months together and you make me fall in love more and more everyday 😍

We have been in our own place for a month now, and it’s nice to come home to something that’s only ours and it feels like home! 👨‍👩‍👧🏡

The holidays are here, & i couldn’t imagine spending them with anyone else! You absolutely complete my life and i love spending every second with you! ❤️

I can’t wait to see what the rest of our lives brings us, but I’m sure it’s going to be wonderful 🥰

I love you @6969doughboy6969 😉😘

[10-31-2020]

382 days until we become Mr & Mrs ❤️💍 @6969doughboy6969

[10-31-2020]

Handsome! ❤️

We have been through so much in such a short time, but no matter what i know everyday that i am beyond happy and excited to see what our future holds! 😊

We should be moved into our own place in the next two weeks, & i can’t wait to decorate together, cook together, do everything together just us & our babies! 👨‍👩‍👧🐶

We get to start wedding planning, trying for another baby and planning a nursery, working towards buying a house, & achieving all the goals we’ve ever talked about! I couldn’t be more happy to do all of this with my best friend and love of my life! 🥰

I giggle when we talk about the past even though sometimes we hate talking about it, it still brings a smile to my face to hear us talk about all the things we did to bring us together, what made us best friends, and how this all began! 😋

I absolutely positively love you with all my being, & i can’t imagine my everyday life without you! ❤️ i can’t wait to really be husband and wife and share your last name 💍👰🏻🤵🏼 @6969doughboy6969

[10-31-2020]

To the love of my life ❤️

We have had a very rocky couple of weeks after losing our baby, finding a place to move, & trying to hold ourselves and our family together through this stressful & emotional time; but we’ve made it ☺️

We spent a weekend doing one of the things we enjoy the most together, riding! I know we weren’t alone, but even with friends/family it’s still enjoyable because I’m with you!

I can’t imagine spending everyday with anyone other then you! You make my world go round, you put the smile on my face everyday, & you show me love that i never imagined possible!

I will forever be grateful for you and our memories we make each and every day! I love you beyond words my handsome husband! ❤️ @6969doughboy6969 🥰

[10-31-2020]

Sweet Pea

Although we didn't get to meet you or even see you. Cause you were needed more in Heaven then on Earth. I waited 20 years to even here the words " your going to be a dad again" was absolutely the best day ever. I had so many thoughts and feelings running through me, for 5weeks I looked at baby stuff, nursery ideas, gender reveals. I was on cloud nine. Then last night it was the worst two words I could ever hear " no heartbeat!". But you do have a heartbeat, your heartbeat is my heartbeat now! Your blood flow is my blood flow, you will live through me! No matter if we try again or not I will never forget you, you will always be in my ❤️. I love you Sweet Pea until my last breath. You are an angel now say hi to Grandpa Joe for me and tell him I love him too😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭👼.#sweet pea#mysweetchild#20yearwait

[10-31-2020]

Sweet jellybean ❤️ you were just to beautiful for earth, but know that daddy and i love you! To hear the words “there is no heart beat”, are the absolute worst words you can hear as a parent! 💔 i will hold you in my heart forever, & i can only hope one day you’ll send daddy and i a rainbow baby 🌈❤️ #iam1in4 #pregnancyloss #weloveyou

[10-31-2020]

It has been about 21 weeks, or 3,624 hours, or 217,440 minutes, or 13,046,400 seconds, or 151 days, or 5 months since the day i became your girlfriend and you still give me butterflies! 🥰 i love you handsome! 💍 @6969doughboy6969 ❤️

[10-31-2020]

From the day we started talking about growing our family, i have been waiting to be able to share the news. After 4 months of trying, being sad and discouraged over negative tests and my period coming, buying ovulation tests, & BOOM here we are with positive pregnancy tests and our family growing by 2 little hands and 2 little feet! ❤️ Our hearts are so full and we feel truly blessed to be able to welcome a new addition into our little family 😍 We can’t wait to see our little bean for the first time and watch he or she grow until March ❤️ Baby Kuehne coming 2020 🥰 @6969doughboy6969

[10-31-2020]

Motorcycle rides and frozen yogurt dates, two of the simplest things i enjoy doing together! ❤️

It’s the smallest and most simple things we do together that make me the happiest; cuddling, cleaning, walking, motorcycle rides, holding hands, kissing, saying i love you, it’s all so simple but it all means so much to me! 🥰

My days would not be complete without us and our simple things! I look forward to kissing you goodbye when you drop me off at work, kissing you when i get in and out of the car at lunch, holding your hand when we’re in the car, or walking around somewhere. I look forward to spending the rest of my life doing all these little things with you! 😘

My ride or die, my best friend, my teammate, my partner in crime, my husband, my forever and always! 😍 I absolutely, positively, without a shadow of a doubt, 100% love you with everything I am and everything i will ever be! 🖤

@6969doughboy6969 💍♥️

[10-31-2020]

I’m a day late in posting this, but these last 4 months have been absolutely wonderful! ❤️

I thoroughly enjoy everyday i wake up next to you, make memories with you, & go to bed next to you! I can’t even imagine the rest of my life with someone else, ever! 🖤

Both of us have changed so much in the last 4 months, but only for the better. Wedding planning with you (can’t come fast enough), baby planning with you (melts my heart), working on our credit etc. to do bigger and better for us and ours is a life i never imagined or thought i deserved! But everyday i know you’re the king in my castle, & i can do absolutely anything with you by my side! ❤️

This is only the beginning, but if forever is as amazing as these last 4 months have been i won’t change a thing, ever! 🖤

I love you beyond words handsome, & i can’t wait to see what the future holds for us! 😘

Happy 4 months baby! 🥰😍😘❤️

@6969doughboy6969 (our song is playing as I’m finishing writing this 😩)

[10-31-2020]

100 days ago my life changed for the better, this wonderful man asked me to be his girlfriend! ❤️

The two of us have made many memories over the last five and a half years, sharing lots of laughs, & building a friendship. I can truly and honestly say that i have fallen in love with my best friend & my soulmate! 🥰

These 100 days have been amazing 😍 I have never smiled so much, laughed so much, loved so much, or been this happy period! You have brought out someone in me that i never knew was hiding and for that i am more then grateful! We can be 100% ourselves when we are with each other, something not many can say.

I love you beyond words baby 😘 Thank you for these 100 days, we have thousands of more to share! 💑 @6969doughboy6969

[10-31-2020]

3 whole months of nothing but love and laughter 🥰 Everyday i get to go to bed and wake up cuddled next to my forever best friend, my soul mate, my fiancé, my one and only 😍 i love this man beyond words could ever explain! 😘 3 months down, forever to go ❤️ @6969doughboy6969

[10-31-2020]

This Mother’s Day was definitely one for the books! 💖

Not only was it our first vacation as a family, but it was mine and noodles first time to San Francisco! & to experience new places and things with these two is by far the most amazing thing ever. 👨‍👩‍👧

We spent Friday and Saturday on a mini vacation in San Fran and Sac, sight seeing and new scenery. Most relaxing two days ever. Spent Saturday night in our bed just to turn around Sunday and spend a free staycation in a hotel. Always relaxing, hopefully we can do more often. & spent Monday night at a free baseball game! 🥰

I feel absolutely blessed and grateful for this relaxing, fun filled weekend with my princess and the love of my life! ❤️

I can’t wait to take more vacations Or staycations and create more memories with my little family! 😍

Forever feeling like one blessed mama bear and wifey 👨‍👩‍👧

Shoutout to @6969doughboy6969 for all that he does and puts up with from noodle and myself. You are the reason for the smile on my face every day and the butterflies in my stomach! 🥰 i love you to the moon and back times infinity ❤️

[10-31-2020]

A typical weekend for us usually consists of motorcycle rides, lunch dates, etc. Only this weekend it consisted of cleaning, packing, and moving stuff to storage so we have more space for kids and dogs to play. ☺️

We definitely squeezed in time to ride even if it was to just go to the store or something random! As well as barbecue in the rain for cinco de Mayo. The things you do while taking advantage of being childless for 3.5 days 🤦🏻‍♀️

But as usual even if we only get family time for 1 day, it makes my entire weekend to take our daughter to the park or do something as a family 💖 Watching the faces on my other half and princess as they laugh and play together melts my heart every time! Perfect way to end a weekend 👨‍👩‍👧

But i can honestly say when i wake up on a Tuesday morning to start my work week and my handsome husband starts my morning with cuddling me, tickling me, showering me in kisses and random but sweet foot rubs. That’s s perfect way to start a week! 🥰

I am one truly blessed mama and wife! 😍💍 I couldn’t ask for a better life to live ❤️ i love you @6969doughboy6969 😘