Forgot to post anything yesterday. Came down with the flu. I already feel like crap on a daily basis and now I feel twice's as bad. To be completely honest days like these make me wish I could go to sleep and never wake up. Less like dying and more like coma.
Have you ever just sat there feeling so tired that you can't help but not stay awake. I'm sitting here my entire body feels heavy like I could just pass out and I can't. Like I physically can't do it despite feeling that way. It really sucks and it definitely doesn't help my mood at all.
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I don't know maybe I'll start writing things here more. I heard it might help probably won't though. At the very least I can say I left something behind when something happens
im so far beyond exhausted, i can barely function as a human anymore. my mind and body are dragging themselves through a life thats tiring and worthless
When I die please don’t come to my grave and sit there for hours and tell me you love me and miss me because those are the things I wanted to hear when I was alive.