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Hi guysss!! Tysm for letting me hit 50 likes! I know it's not much but for me it is.

I wanna let yall know part 2 of unspoken desires will be published a little later than planned because I have exams. I hope yall understand.

Once again thank you🩷🩷

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-Unspoken Desires- part 1

Y. JW

Read this first before reading this chapter because you might not be able to get it. a quick drabble!! – @12connect on Tumblr

word count: 1.750

summary: You and Jungwon haven't spoken for about 4 years because he moved away. Since he was coming back and will be going to the same college as you, you guys had to be on good terms. What will the future hold in? Does Jungwon still wanna be friends?

This is not proofread so if there are mistakes...my bad. Feedback is always appreciated because I'd love to improve! There is no smut yet in this chapter but there will be in the following chapters. Enjoy!!!

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You quickly got changed into a cream white dress that hugged you in all the right spot, put on earrings, sprayed on your signature perfume and went downstairs. "Wow, I am lucky to have such a pretty daughter!", your mom said. You went into the kitchen smiling as you helped your mom set the table. She made all sorts of korean foods such as tteokbokki, galbi, kimchi jjigae and your and Jungwons childhood favorite kimchi fried rice. You could not be happier right now!

The table was set and it looked stunning. You quickly called your parents and your little sister to the table. Once they were all seated the doorbell rang. "Oh oh, here we go." you said before slowly opening the door. "Hii Y/N!!!! I missed you so muchhh." Jungwons older sister said while hugging you tightly. "You gave a kind smile to Jungwons parents as they entered your house. Jungwon didn't even look at you, something was wrong with him..."

Everyone was seated at the table, except you. You grabbed some soda and joined them. Sitting next to Jungwon as it was the only seat left. You guys exchanged a quick glance before diving into the pile of delicious food placed in front of you.

During dinner Jungwon seemed oddly uncomfortable, was it because you guys haven't spoken for about 4 years or something more. What's up with him today? Isn't he atleast a little bit happy to see me? His 'best friend'..I guess not.

After dinner Jungwons sister offered to help me clean the table while our parents were catching up and Jungwon was playing games with your little sister. "I've missed you so hard Y/N, how have you been?" "Uhm I've been doing pretty well, just a little stressed out for college. That's pretty much it hahaha:)" "Oh don't worry about college, Jungwon is going too. You two won't be alone, you've got eachother. So don't stress out." "To be honest Jungwon and I haven't spoken for the past 4 years, since you guys left for Korea...I don't even know of were friends anymore. He seemed so uncomfortable sitting next to me earlier, I'm not sure what to expect." "I didn't know about that, I'm sorry. I think you guys didn't speak because he got a new number, it's just a guess. I'm sure he'd be happy to talk to you again, he just has to get used to being back. Hopefully things will be like they used to before you both are off to college." "I hope so too. Thank you."

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Soon the Yang family left your house. You went to your room and thought about everything that had happened this evening, or didn't happen. Then you suddenly got a message from the person you hoped it to be, Jungwon.

Jungwon: "Hey, Y/N. Do you have a moment to talk? There’s a lot I think we need to catch up on before college starts…"

The message took you by surprise, but also filled you with relief. It had been a strange day, and his sudden distance had left you wondering. Now, maybe, you’d finally get the chance to understand what had changed.

You: "Of course, where do you want to meet?"

Jungwon: "The park near your house? I’ll head there now if that works."

After letting your parents know, you quickly slipped out and walked to the park. It was a cool, quiet evening, and you found him sitting on a bench near the swings, looking deep in thought. When he saw you, he gave you a small smile that reminded you of old times.

“Hey,” you greeted, sitting down next to him.

“Hey,” he replied, glancing at you before looking away, as if he were searching for the right words. He took a breath. “I know today was… weird. I didn’t mean to act like that. It’s just, seeing you again after all these years—right before college starts—felt… complicated.”

You studied him, sensing there was more he wasn’t saying. “I get it. I felt the same way. We were so close, then suddenly we stopped talking. I always wondered if maybe you didn’t want to keep in touch.”

He shook his head quickly. “It wasn’t that. When we moved back to Korea, I thought it’d be easier to just… let things fade. To make a clean break.” He paused, fidgeting with his hands. “But honestly, I never forgot about you. I think that’s why today was so strange for me. It’s like everything we left behind just came rushing back.”

Hearing this, a part of you felt relieved, but another part felt the weight of the years you’d spent apart. “I get it. I missed you, too. I just didn’t know how to reach out, especially after so much time had passed.”

He looked at you, his expression softening. “Maybe… maybe we can start over, now that we’ll be at the same college. We could make up for all the time we missed. Just like we used to be.”

A small smile broke out on your face. “I’d really like that.”

You stayed at the park for a while, sharing stories about high school, laughing about all the little things you’d missed. Jungwon still seemed a bit guarded, like he was holding something back, but he seemed more at ease, more like the friend you remembered.

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As you walked home that night, you felt lighter, like a piece of you had finally been restored. You weren’t sure what college would hold for the two of you, but for the first time in years, you felt hopeful about what lay ahead.

The next morning, after a night of tossing and turning with thoughts of what had transpired, you woke up to a text from Jungwon.

Jungwon: “Hey. I was thinking about last night. I’m really glad we talked. It’s like we’ve both been holding onto something for a long time. Let’s not let this be the last time we do this before college.”

You smiled, your heart warming at the thought. Maybe you weren’t sure what would happen once you both started college. You’d be on different paths, living your own separate lives—but that was something you were willing to face together, as friends who had finally found their way back to each other.

You quickly typed out a reply.

You: “I agree. I’m glad we talked too. Let’s make the most of this next chapter. I’m looking forward to what’s ahead, with you.”

After you sent it, you felt a weight lift off your chest. Things wouldn’t go back to the way they were immediately—maybe they never would—but it didn’t matter. What mattered now was that you had the chance to rebuild, to redefine your relationship in a new context. And, maybe, just maybe, the two of you could find something more than just friendship, something that had been lying dormant all these years.

As you sat down at the kitchen table for breakfast, you realized that despite all the uncertainty ahead, today felt different. It felt like the beginning of something new.

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a quick drabble!!

Hi guysss, this is my first little drabble that i will be posting so i hope yall like it! Just remember this is all fiction and pure imagination. Let me know if i should write the whole story. Have fun!!!!

You just finished high school and you're now packing for college when suddenly your mom entered the room. "Y/N, Y/N!!!!!! Guess who's back from Korea to study at the same college as you?" You looked at her dumbfounded not knowing who she meant. "How could you not know? JUNGWON IS COMING BACK!!'' (Jungwon was your childhood best friend until he moved to Korea 4 years ago.) ''Oh, that's so exciting....uhm I should continue packing now. Bye mom.'' "You didn't know....Anyways, bye sweetie!!" With that your mom left the room, off to making dinner.

You grew up with Jungwon as your neighbour. HE was sweet, kind, adorable and your best friend for 10 years. He moved away with his parents to Korea when we were both 12 years old. We stayed in touch for a few months after that but one day he just stopped texting, so i did too. When i heard the news about Jungwon coming back to study at the same college i was going to study at i was scared. Growing up Jungwon was always the sporty, handsome, popular guy and i was...well, me. I hope he will still remember me when i see him in college. But the real question is. How could Jungwon not tell me he was coming back after 4 years?! Why did he just shut me off after 10 long years of being friends. Are we still friends? Are we just strangers to each other now? What are we?

I was so lost in thoughts that i didn't notice my mom standing in my room, again. "Hello, Y/N?? Are you okay? Earth to Y/N??" "Sorry mom i was just thinking bout something. What's up?" "I forgot to mention that Jungwon, his parents and his sister were coming for dinner today. Isn't that exciting, you'll be the first one to see him back in America! So, go get ready and help me with the food please, mwah. Bye honey!" Once again she left your room and left you being stressed out. HE'S COMING OVER FOR DINNER, TONIGHT. WHAT DO I DO?!?!?!?!? You stood up and went to the bathroom to take a shower while still thinking about what could possibly happen tonight.

I hope you guys liked reading this little bit. Tell me if i should write the whole thing. If so there will be smut included and some other stuff. I hope to write new chapters every week or twice a week or maybe even more, who knows. Also tell me what i could improve for this story. I have some great things in mind so i hope yall will like it as much as i do!

*remember this is fully fictional and none of the things mentioned are real just imagination*

Bye bye loves ❤️