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The perfect dance

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The Vampire Lestat

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I am so excited for season 3... it needs to come here faster.... its my will to live..

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Op is absolutely right and also adding to this is when Lestat and Louis are talking in the "I don't want to kill people anymore." scene Lestat's eyes are red rimmed he's probably on the verge of tears. Then he glances at Antoinette as she walks in front of them and right after he says "You're going to struggle." alluding to his libido but overall energy and wellbeing. After that he remarks on Louis' pianist "losing his passion." But then present Louis remarks that it wasn't actually true and instead he was gonna leave Louis High and dry in a couple weeks parallels to Louis leaving Lestat after Jonah (this isn't a straight parallel because it's conflated with other events like the saloon being closed and Louis' family rejecting him) it's also part of Lestat's ignorance about Louis' race he calls the Fair-play a hobby not understanding just how important it is to Louis and still how guilty Louis feels about his homosexuality his family acceptance is more important to him than Lestat seeing him as a REAL vampire he instead feels disgusted about Lestat's remark (tying Louis queer and vampire identity). This gets all packaged nicely by the memories being uncertain at best. It's the first time we question Louis as a reliable narrator, "Was it raining Louis?", "He improvised the Wolverine blues." That if before we thought it was just Louis seeing the big picture in hindsight it's now hazy if not distorted manipulation of even the beginning of Antoinette and Lestat's affair.

I can't believe I just now picked up on Lestat's "There. I said it." echoing what Louis said earlier in 1x03 after he told him he didn't want to kill people anymore. He was obviously trying to get Louis' attention with the whole Antoinette thing after Louis' libido crashed thanks to his all rat diet, but just how hard he was poking Louis and trying to get a reaction becomes more obvious with every rewatch. It is both hilarious and very, very frustrating to watch.

It also drives home the fact that Lestat saw Louis' refusal to kill as an outright rejection of not only his vampirism but also their relationship. No hunting together, no sleeping together. And of course Lestat's petty prodding was never going to work. And of course Louis called his bluff. And of course Lestat spiraled when Louis went out and hooked up with Jonah. Because it was never about fucking other people or needing variety. It was about Louis rejecting Lestat, and Lestat���brat that he is—having no idea how to deal with it.

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“the worst thing about love is i remember it.”

— ​June Gehringer, from “I get so jealous of euthanized dogs.“ published in Peach (via tristealven)

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As always, the Irish speak nothing but facts.

How many more innocent civilians have to be killed by Israel before you condemn that for it?

That is a genocide.

That this is a crime on all accounts.

And deserves to be punished to the full extent off the law.

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You've heard of ineffable husbands now get ready for effable divorcees

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The episode 1 fight is the prelude of the episode 6's one. Aziraphale has always been stubborn especially when he thinks he's right and he also knows Crowley always runs back with his tail tucked between his legs to save Aziraphale's ass when Aziraphale actually finds out he's wrong and in danger. But in episode 6 it doesn't work Crowley is tired of double-meanings and pulling/giving in so the "you can go"= "nothing lasts forever" won't work again, so Aziraphale pulls out the big guns (he's like you're really making me do this) and outright says "come back" "we can be together" "I need you" he's baring himself to him just the pure raw desire but the problem is that Crowley is doing the same, so they end up angry and scorned because they think the other hasn't just rejected them but also made fun of their vulnerability with Aziraphale asking Crowley to go to Heaven with him and Crowley calling Aziraphale an idiot for wanting them to be SAFE and together.

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I love just how Crowley gravitates towards and orbits around Aziraphale, he may have lost his stars but he hasn't lost his World well I mean he lost him n-[gunshot]

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My headcanon that "part of God's ineffable plan was to make Crowley fall even if she didn't deserve it leaving them to question why (the same reason why allegedly they fell in the first place) and to be forced to work with demons that are not like him for eternity forcing her to be on her own side forever just to prove the strenght of one of Her creations (love) the same way God tested the Earth and Job to destruction just to show to put trust into Her plans so She has been testing the strongest love (Aziraphale and Crowley) from before the beginning to see if it's gonna break and fail" has not given me a single moment of peace in a while.

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"I forgive you (for asking the questions and making the decisions that led you to fall I know you didn't mean to)" He knows he didn't deserve it but to go against God would mean he's the same as Crowley but standing above him and Forgiving him means "saving" him

Do you guys...do you guys think Aziraphale blames himself for Crowley's fall, that if he hadn't told him about God's plans he wouldn't have questioned Her choices and instead he would have stayed amongst his stars and nebulas happily until the end?

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Do you guys...do you guys think Aziraphale blames himself for Crowley's fall, that if he hadn't told him about God's plans he wouldn't have questioned Her choices and instead he would have stayed amongst his stars and nebulas happily until the end?

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I still don't love Gabriel because of how he treated Aziraphale but I have to applaud him for being the strongest soldier in the battle of NU-UH! of the idgaf war

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Season 2 is kinda genius in the way that it is the exact opposite of season 1; where the first season was all about reversing expecations and situational irony, everything that could go wrong went wrong the nuns switched the wrong babies, Aziraphale and Crowley influenced the wrong child, Heaven and Hell lost the antichrist, Aziraphale lost his body and his whole bookshop and so on and so forth but at the end nothing actually happened, everything was restored and everyone had their Fairytale ending.

While season 1 was a cacophony of shoes dropping season 2 is the sound of a single shoe dropping in a complete silence, all season we're surrounded and lulled by this false sense of security there's no real threat don't worry just look how in love these two are and just how incompetent and moronic are other angels and demons, (Gabriel got his memory removed for love not for some big bad, Muriel is just an inexperienced angel, Shax and the other demons are beaten by Aziraphale barely doing anything, Crowley taking a stroll in Heaven ecc.) anyway let's go back to what's important who is gonna ask the other to dance and then we end again with the Fairytale ending but the shoe has been dangling more loosely as the toothrottingly sweet finale comes to its close and then it slips...and its glacial, quiet, so intimate we get to hear its consequences thanks to the silence of birds that have no reason to sing.