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[1never-recovered]

I guess I will never be enough. for me. for anyone.

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50 reasons to lose weight ⋆ ˚｡⋆୨୧˚

so your s/o can pick you up effortlessly

free piggy back rides from your friends

so you don't have to worry about being too heavy when you sit in someone's lap

so people will lend you their clothes (and they'll be too big on you)

when people buy you clothes, they'll get the smallest size (and worry that a size S might be too big)

someone from a k-beauty youtube video said "losing weight makes you 10x prettier"

to fit into petite and aesthetic clothes (eg brandy melville)

so you don't have the gross feeling of your skin touching (thighs rubbing together, stomach rolls, etc)

to look effortlessly beautiful doing anything

you'll sweat less

to look good in tight clothes

to be able to wear revealing outfits and still look cute

you'll look cute and small in oversized clothes, instead of looking bigger

so you can wear a bikini

to feel more confident

people will treat you better

if you stick to it and work hard to lose the weight, then you'll be better than everyone who has failed to do so. you're willpower and self-control will be admired and envied by your peers

people will pay more attention to you

people will worry and care about you more

for the skinny/pretty privilege

to make people jealous of you

to prove that you can

to look good wearing anything, even if it isn't a good outfit

so you won't be anxious about being weighed at the doctor's

to look prettier in pictures

so you can go clothes shopping without being insecure

no more dressing room breakdowns

so your s/o can fit their fingers around your wrists and their hands around your thighs (or so you can do it yourself)

for the thigh gap (duh)

to be small enough to use your s/o as a bed

so your s/o can easily lift you with one hand

so your sh scars (if you have any) look more "aesthetic" (idrk how to explain it, but scars always look prettier on thinner limbs

to be desirable

you'll have a higher chance of people stopping you on the street for photographs/modeling scouts/etc

to be more attractive

you'll use less products (body wash, lotion) if there's less of you (so you'll end up saving money too!)

people will take you more seriously

you'll be able to move through crowds easier

to boost your self-esteem, feel better about yourself, and be happier

you can purchase the smallest size when shopping online and you won't have to worry about it being too small

to be able to shop at cute online shops that only carry smaller sizes (brandy, yesstyle, other asian stores)

to look good while eating, instead of like a fat, greedy pig...

to finally be in control

so you don't feel jealous/sad when you see other people's bodies/thinspo, because THEY'LL be envying YOU

to have your pics/bodychecks put in a thinspo compilation

to finally feel pretty

to take up less space

to be able to wear low rise bottoms

so you can talk about your weight and not feel ashamed

if you actually stick to it and restrict, your appetite/stomach will be a lot smaller once you reach your ugw, so you'll naturally eat less!!

[1never-recovered]

all a girl wants is a stable relationship with her mother

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[1never-recovered]

so... no one is gonna praise me for staying alive today, taking my pills, going to class, drinking water, being cute and eating almost all my meals?!? 🤨🤨 that's fucked up 😒 what does a girl have to do to get praise here?!??

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Female rage ⋆ ˚｡⋆୨୧˚

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[1never-recovered]

Even if you don't count the calories, they still count.

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I feel so much prettier when I’m hungry and empty

Nothing feels grosser or uglier than being stuffed with food

[1never-recovered]

i was supposed to go eat with my friends at lunch but a stupid thing pissed the shit out of me and now i will stay at home and have a monster instead

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[1never-recovered]

Reasons you should eat rn:

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Exactly. There is no reason. Put the food down

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food diary 22/01

pipeline punch monster - 140 kcal

salad - 50 kcal

white cheese - 60 kcal

mustard - 20 kcal

nuggets - 260 kcal

candies I had at the date - 680 kcal

total: 1210 kcal

yes. everyone can see. I can see. everything was ok until the fvcking date I had with this person I really like. I had a great eating day so I thought some sweets were fine. I was wrong. I just HATE how processed food is high on calories, it does not make any sense.

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everyone talking about feeling weightless and small by not eating. Girl, I still feel big asf no matter if I eat or don't. This fat do not feel small when I don't eat. It just reminds me that I have more weight to lose before I can feel like that without eating.

[1never-recovered]

my friends today tried to convince me to have lunch with them, I refused but they were not too insistent on it (probably because I am fat). and Jesus, it is kinda ridiculous how powerful I feel. I am not going to eat today, I am hungry asf but not going to eat so I can finally have the body that I want. I can do it.

[1never-recovered]

They should invent a way to kill yourself that doesn’t disappoint anyone