1zdex
1zdex
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Used to be an rp index blog but I don't really rp anymore; decided to still use the blog for ... stuff idk lol
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1zdex · 1 month ago
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Im not even active and I still get more than 10 "p4lis7inian" asking for d0nations $cam messages in my asks 💀
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1zdex · 2 months ago
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1zdex · 2 months ago
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This is a sad time. Why? Because unless this man had a genuine deathbed conversion, he is in hell for all eternity. That's no occasion for gloating or happiness. It's a tragedy.
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1zdex · 2 months ago
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And, indeed, this is one of the greatest mysteries in the world; namely, that a righteousness that resides in heaven should justify me, a sinner on earth!
John Bunyan
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1zdex · 2 months ago
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Good morning. God bless.
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1zdex · 2 months ago
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Just a reminder that these messages are scams, & no refugee going through such crisis would guilt trip people over Tumblr dms, threatening to kill themselves & their children. This is disgusting, & is a classic tactic to get you to panic & donate without thinking. If you wish to donate to refugees, there are MANY charities you can choose from. Never give your money to someone sending you random links in dms.
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1zdex · 2 months ago
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I remain fixated on friendships that other people ended many years ago and self-sabatoge my ability to heal constantly.
#i just woke up from a dream about them again and im surprised i didnt cry with how distressed i was in the dream#and how sad i was as soon as i woke#with one of them specifically i just am really broken over. i basically make myself relive our whole friendship begining to bitter end#i was getting better... and then i went and did that to myself. because of our roleplays#i just want to read them because they were so fun and i loved the stories#theyre like my favorite thing Jesus aside#anyway i was healing because i stopped reading them#then i decided to read them again and our other convos because im intelligent /s#i developed my fav oc during those rps. my main oc. my oc i wanna do things with#and feel inhibited because hes tied down to characters of people who no longer want to associate with me#i am surgically separating him from treasured memories to reinvent him and its a hollow shell of who he should be#my oc is very very important to me. probably way too important definately at least to the point of emotional detriment and losing friends#im cooked#also my current best friend knows none of this basically. talking about this stuff is how i lose friends#my oc is how i lose friends#she knows next to nothing about him because i just want one friend i can keep#i literally try not to get personal with my best friend im that messed up#in fact im kinda turned off from making friends but anyway ty if you read all this#gonna hang with the bestie for a few days and try to forget who i am entirely#ill be ok
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1zdex · 2 months ago
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I meant to post this yesterday. Seemed appropriate for the Good Friday/Easter weekend. Feel free to share. Happy Easter everyone!
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1zdex · 2 months ago
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1zdex · 2 months ago
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which oc can ruin any party?
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1zdex · 2 months ago
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pioneering something called "gritted teeth optimism" where everything is gonna turn out okay even if i have to bite and claw and gnash my way through it
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1zdex · 2 months ago
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Hey! Just wanted to let you know that real love doesn’t demand you change to be accepted. Jesus will never ask you to have sexual surgeries, take hormone medicines, go on harmful weight loss treatments, wear caked on make up, starve yourself to be skinny, wear revealing clothing, sell your body, ‘fit in’ with the popular crowd, buy anti-aging products, or anything else todays society demands one does for acceptance. None of these things can or will ever make you happy. None of these things will ever net you real love.
He loves you. He’s not asking you to change your body and appearance in order to be loved by Him. He says come as you are, and He will heal the rest.
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1zdex · 2 months ago
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Guys one of my friends is planning on killing herself please please pray she hasn’t responded in a few minutes
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1zdex · 2 months ago
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Nothing paralyzes our lives like the attitude that things can never change. We need to remind ourselves that God can change things. Outlook determines outcome. If we see only the problems, we will be defeated; but if we see the possibilities in the problems…
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