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2016jeeprenegade · 20 hours ago

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um not really relevant to anything but fuck insurance companies. specifically medical ones

#ed cetera #i don't like to rant about my personal life here because like. iiiiii just dont like it. but damn i need to yell into the void #for YEARS now. like literally since i was in elementary school. ive been dealing with a medical issue. but its gotten more frequent lately #the tldr is that i get pain in my abdomen and i have to sit down for longer than ive been up. because just sitting down a bit doesnt help #ive been ass at documenting my symptoms bc i thought id never get it diagnosed so while i think there are other symptoms i cant say for sure #but like. ive been going to the doctor to figure this out and she's pretty sure its a type of dysautonomia. although she has some other-#-theories #but since medical insurance companies hate ANYONE who might have something wrong with them.#i have to go through a fucking endoscopy and god knows how many other tests for things I don't have before i can get a tilt table test.#like stomach issues run in my family so ive been DREADING endoscopies and colonoscopies and so on and so forth.#mainly because you have to be put under anesthesia for them and get an iv. which are two things i hate #(and also ive refused to be put on anesthesia for a major surgery i had because i was that fucking terrified)#but like. YEAH SURE LET'S MAKE YOU GO THROUGH SOME REALLY INCONVENIENT AND TERRIBLE SHIT FOR GOD KNOWS HOW LONG #BEFORE YOU CAN FINALLY KNOW WHAT'S WRONG WITH YOU!!!!#and. this might sound stupid. because unfortunately i have something up with my brain that causes me to have specific thought processes #(another thing i probably won't figure out what it's being caused by for some years(#but like. i know a cane will help me. ill be able to use it to walk for slightly longer so i can sit down safely somewhere.#but I don't want to get one until i officially KNOW what i have. because what if its something that can be easily fixed.#like a new medication or change in habit or something #then i wont NEED it. and that makes me feel preemptive guilt #so. god knows how long ill be dealing with my symptoms before i can actually get myself a tool that will help #and god knows how long ill be waiting to get this figured out!!#anyways um. stepping down from my soapbox.#i am doing alright. just had to fill out some paperwork and got pissed about it

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2016jeeprenegade · 21 hours ago

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im getting a vision of them

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2016jeeprenegade · 21 hours ago

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she would fuck up those sandwiches

#sigh. the school food was ass but spicy chicken sandwich always had my back...#even if sometimes there was Suspicious Hard Bit inside it #god she's so me

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2016jeeprenegade · 21 hours ago

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T4T4wait who the hell is that

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2016jeeprenegade · 24 hours ago

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This is what you’ll see in your nightmares. Time to lotion up beholding boy.

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2016jeeprenegade · 24 hours ago

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Knightfuckers and robotfuckers actually have alot in common. for example:

CLANG CLANG CLANG CLANG CLANG CLANG

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2016jeeprenegade · 1 day ago

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whoops I accidentally may have made a mascot. She is a possum with a pencil and her best friend is a mosquito. Let’s see if I even remember them next year

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2016jeeprenegade · 2 days ago

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hate when I see the comment "big news for unemployed people" on internet drama. really discounting the dedication of us chronically online employed people. does my 15 minutes in a public restroom at work scrolling online mean nothing to you...

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2016jeeprenegade · 2 days ago

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