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P4YPAL (donos) | KO-FI (donos + comms) | VGEN (comms) + TOS

Weighing out all my troubles is my absolute last resort option, but I really need some support.

There's not much i can say here that isn't said above, but this past few months I've repeatedly hit my absolute limit on what I can handle from living with my family. I'm both physically and mentally disabled (DID + fibro/CFS + others, if any of that matters) largely from their actions during my childhood, and needless to say, they don't offer much of a support network for me. I've been routinely exploited for their own benefit on multiple levels recently, and this accompanied further complex trauma processing has made my health decline. The only thing preventing me from reaching independence, besides disability and the hellish roadblock that is the SSI process, is the lack of support. Even if this isn't something I'm able to pursue immediately, just being able to build my savings and work towards this goal would be a huge feat for me. Thank you to anyone who considers helping me out in any way!

On the note of commissions: only pixel-type slots are open, as non-pixel work has been straining to my health the past month ( requires more hours sitting up straight using a tablet). Please also keep in mind that said chronic illness will affect the turnaround times. As always though, updates can be viewed on my Trello (linked in the TOS above).

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what noo I don't draw the same things over and over again haahhaa whaatgtt

anyway TWOOO DAAYYYSSSS. TWO TOMORROWS HEELLOOOO JOHN DELTA‼️

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online communities are so strange because people slip away so easily. you can be on here for years, folding people you've never met into the fabric of your daily life, and then they disappear, leaving only ghost posts scattered across tumblr behind. or their blog stays dormant, for weeks, months, years, until you're only still following them because you remember that they love sunflowers or they were kind to you when they didn't have to be or the last thing they posted was sad and raw and you still worry about them sometimes.

and sometimes they come back when you least expect it, years later, even, and there's this sudden rush of relief like there you are, there you are, even though you barely knew each other.

there's a strange kind of love to it. i don't know you and i want to hold your hand across miles and time zones and oceans. i can still see the imprint of you in this community you left. you don't think anyone will notice or care when you're gone, but we notice and we care and we wish you well.

i hope you're all okay out there. i hope the sun is shining on your face and you are breathing deeply. i miss you.

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‼️‼️We will die at any moment‼️‼️‼️We don't want to die. Please donate and help us so we can buy food and medicine for my mother and save ourselves from death. Just donate. 😭🙏😞🫂‼️The war has returned after 15 months of death and genocide. We have never rested. We are losing people every day, most of them children and women... The bombing is everywhere. Our children are afraid...The sound is frightening.😭There is no food, no drink, no medicine, the crossing is closed and everything is expensive.

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donations for marah have significantly slowed down! the balousha family is famished, exhausted, depressed, and desperate. i care about them deeply and i hope that you're able to share this post and spare a dollar or two! :)

I am hosting this campaign !! The money you have all helped raise for this family has kept them alive through this nightmare - please continue to share and donate if you can!

@mahrahpalestine @palestinian95 this campaign is vetted, please check marah's blog(s) out!

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the subtle, powerful, and long-lost art of "not taking the bait"

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hello can anyone spare $15 so i can get food forme and my cats? i would appreciate anything that you send, and sharing this post helps just as much

PP + Kofi

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happy pride month, help a trans woman fired for transphobic reasons

hi everyone, a few weeks ago i was fired for killing 15 minutes at work which they called "time theft" and fired me with no warning. 15 minutes of time costs the company £3.05 and they fucking fired me over it. my cis colleagues would constantly take extra smoke breaks or extra time on breaks with no consequence but when i waste time on shop floor, i lose my job, as well as a queer coworker. im moving for discrimination but it doesnt seem likely.

contesting this dismissal has not gone well so i am still very much unemployed and im having migraines and auditory hallucinations from the stress, as well as some other problems id rather keep private as they r quite personal

pls throw me some money via ko-fi if u can

i also take xmr if u work in crypto

if u can't donate, please at least share! i've donated to plenty of gofundmes and emergency fund posts over the last few years, so even a tenner makes a huge difference while i find my footing

thank u <3

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if i get ginger facial hair will you all still love me

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If you've ever appreciated my posts about LGBTQ issues, this Pride month, as a favor to me, please do something to help my friend Fadel ( @fadel-dani ).

Fadel is multiply disabled.

A very serious accident left his leg paralyzed for a long time, and now he walks with great difficulty. He also has thalassemia, a blood disorder, which leaves him incredibly fatigued. The medication he needs costs €400 every month. He needs to buy medication as soon as possible, because he has not been able to afford it so far this month. He suffers from dizziness and nausea all the time because he has not been able to buy his medication yet.

Fadel needs urgent surgery

Over 550 days ago, Fadel's family home was bombed and he was left with iron shrapnel embedded in his body. The medical infrastructure in Gaza has been decimated and he URGENTLY needs to get to a better-resourced hospital to get this shrapnel surgically removed safely.

Fadel's family is starving

Israel has created and maintained famine in Gaza as a genocidal tactic. Not only do they prevent food aid from entering, but they target crowds of Palestinians waiting for the distribution of aid.

Fadel and his brothers recently traveled together to an aid site, hungry and desperate for food, only to be met with Israeli snipers.

He recounted, "I saw many martyrs die in front of my eyes. Unfortunately we fled and were not able to take any food or anything. Now we have nothing to eat. A bag of flour costs 800 euros, a kilo of sugar costs 100 euros, a kilo of tomatoes costs 50 euros, and a liter of milk costs 80 euros. What's worse is that my medication is about to run out. I don't know what to do. Should I spend my surgery money to buy medicine and food to eat, or what?"

He told me today that for the last two days his family has been rationing their remaining supplies so that they have only been able to eat once a day. They are always hungry.

Fadel's campaign is vetted

His campaign has been vetted by @gazavetters (#197) and 90-ghost.

Earlier this year he raised nearly 50% of his goal, but on April 25th, 2025, GoFundMe cruelly deleted his fundraiser with no warning or explanation (something this company has done to many Palestinians trying to survive genocide) and he was forced to start over with a new campaign.

Despite GoFundMe's deletion of his first campaign automatically returning all donations to the donors, most people who previously donated have not taken the time to send that money back to him.

Today as I write this (June 22, 2025), he has has raised 39% of his goal, still over €3,000 below the amount he had raised back in April.

He has escaped death so many times, and he needs our help to survive long enough to get to a hospital who can treat his injuries.

What you can do:

Donate any amount you can to his campaign

Make a post about Fadel to share his story and encourage others to donate

Share this post with your followers

Send him a kind message at @fadel-dani and offer your friendship

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Urgent care is a very funny name for it because they do not treat you with any urgency nor do they care

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thank you anais nin

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the angels have come for your gluttony

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I challenge you to see something like this before.⛔️🚨

I just want the price of a bag of flour.

I saw it with my own eyes and received no flour or aid.

Please save my children from death and hunger. Donate.😭🙏

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Oh? You criticise the ussr? Your grandparents must have been nazis lol 😂 Classic eastern europe nazi behaviour. Oh? It's not that? Then they must've been rich capitalist landlords that deserved it. Not that either? Uhhh... That didn't happen. It's western propaganda. And if it did it wasn't that bad and was basically justified.