28062023 - Tumblr blog

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Watch me fix my life

I've always wanted to have a blog. In fact, I have had a few blogs, Tumblr, and Instagram accounts in the past already. I'm not sure if this one will stick but fuck it lets just try. Im planning to post content and cool shit I find like a blog but also like a second brain. I am always finding things, videos, books, weird shit online (so much weird shit online). I mean I used to fucking love weird shit online and now, I guess I'm adding to the list of weird shit online.

I hope this is giving a tim urban vibe and not totally cringe but this is what I plan to do:

do more shit.

I need to do more shit because doing shit helps you grow as a person and gives you great perspective.

I also need to do more shit because the opposite of depression is action. Not sadness, action.

Less scrolling on the phone, less trawling through youtube videos. less looking through clothes sites - move the fuck on!

The biggest struggle will be that I love looking at weird shit on the internet and when I was younger, weird shit on the internet was my happy place. But then yeah, I was younger, more alone, more time to look at find weird shit.

I also want to do more shit because I don't want to settle. This is in reference to Bevy Smith's post on 'How to find your Authentic self' - which I will make a dedicated post on. But, there is a point in the video where she asks why people feel unsatisfied and then settle for watching shit tv, shit youtube and shit social media.

Next post - hopefully how I plan on doing more shit...

Til then x