2btrue2myself

[2btrue2myself]

My empathy is 50/50.

I can be a very sweet, nice, genuine person or a cold grade B Bitch.

Yea there's that middle ground but to be honest I don't care. I honestly genuinely don't care most times and I care when social cues dictate I should be a very sweet, nice, and understanding person.

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Sex work is real work. Respect all forms of labor.

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Anatomically correct, Myke

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The Rocky Horror Picture Show (1975) dir. Jim Sharman

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Anthony Skellern

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Addams Family Values (1993) dir. Barry Sonnenfeld

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I'm really tired of being the financial cruch of my family.

Take that step back and present em with no is officially on the table.

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follow me for more piping hot takes, like: 

Hey, Maybe If You Hate Something A Lot, You Should Just Not Engage With It

It’s Okay To Just Dislike Something, You Don’t Have To Make Your Loathing It Your Entire Identity

Fandom Should Be Fun But It Seems Like It’s Making You Miserable; Maybe You Should Step Away

or how about this banger:

Just Because I Think You’ve Gone Overboard With Your Frothing Hate Doesn’t Actually Mean I’m A Fan Of The Thing In Question

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I have this problem where I would much rather read the story I’m trying to write than actually write it.

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😱😱😱😱😭

Syndrome deserves this 🤡

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“one hundred and fifty years ago people didn’t GET cancer”

no you’re right they just had intense pain and died one day leaving their family to wonder what happened

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"Wash your own dishes" ?? There's nothing wrong with hiring ppl to do the work you're not able to OR unwilling but able to pay for.

It's honest work.

You can either be an independent worker or part of a company.

Just telling ppl to wash their own dishes is like saying scan your own groceries. You're already there at the store, put it all in the basket, why not take the next step and scan, bag, and pay all on your own? Let's forget that doing so has now cut a job, same for cleaning crews, it's a paid service and let's be real there are ppl who are very good at it. Not just dishes but keeping space organized - I envy that skill.

Instead of going off on someone not washing their dishes how about going off on folk who knowingly hire help like they were house slaves? Ppl whose passports are held hostage? Ppl with mental disabilities who are used and abused and are unable to escape? Ppl who are quite literally purchased or snatched to be a house slave like it's the 1800s.

I can go on and on.

Also be careful with some companies you hire - the problem isn't the hiring of 'illegals' but the company paying them below minimum or not at all as if they're not worth the labor based solely on their status.

Feel free to eat the rich but also eat the ppl who are abusive and subhuman.

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Why i wasn't born wealthy...

I'd have been an epic boss level villain to the villains.

A collab of Dexter and Hannibal.

I'm not one for cannibalism cuz eew but there's a market out there.

Human hunting - there's a market.

Brothels - market.

The movie Hostel - that shit's real, there's a market.

Instead of snatching innocent ppl why not the insane amount of douches who are rapists/pedos/ect... that are out and about and free.

Those with a rap sheet but not sentence.

I mean... let's be real. Allow me to be honest. If that percent of subhumans can get away with it then why can't the tables be flipped?

Why couldn't the obscenely richer version of me hunt the hunters and profit over them? Dish out their karma, profit over it, bring some joy back into the world by getting rid of the parasites...

Guess this is why I wasn't blessed with wealth lol.

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Like literally. Why do I feel soooo ugly with selfish and cMeras but if I look in a mirror or just feel pretty it's ruined by a stupid photo??

Like if I feel confident a stupid photo just ruins it with a "this is how I look " and then I get self conscious a d it ruins the mood.

Will I ever be happy with myself???

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You can keep your eyes here:  https://rb.gy/fjuttd

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The easiest of species.

Men.

The most desperate.

Men.

Not all men but the majority- of course right.

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There'll be a moment when you realise you're 27 when yesterday you were just 17; and you wouldn't be able to tell how a decade passed away and your life got divided into before and afters. The fury of youth will subdue and nothing will really change but everything will feel different when you look at old photographs and blurry videos taken on cheap mobile phones. Scents will remind you of childhood and certain friends you don't talk to anymore, hangouts will become reunions and mom's burnt pie will become the best food you ever had. And I know on some days you won't be able to show anything of those 10 years but I hope you remember to breathe, and let go of the knot in your chest. I hope you go out in the sun and live a little, because tomorrow is 37.

Edit- I added the visualizer for this piece on my YT, check it out here

-Ritika Jyala, excerpt from The Flesh I Burned