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3:3:18 Belated date night! We were supposed to go out on Friday but he worked late so we went on Saturday instead. Afterward, we went to Cafe Intermezzo which he has never been inside. He said he always had to wait for a while and gave up before they can sit him. We got home around midnight. I dressed up in my black dress and curled my hair for this date 💁🏻‍♀️

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2:14:18 Our Valentine’s Day dinner! Homemade food 💜💜

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2:17:18 Took my family out for Lunar NYE at this new hot pot place. Very good broth and the food were on a conveyor belt and we picked whatever type of food we want. We will definitely come back here.

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2:2:18

It was a long time since we went to this Thai restaurant. The papaya salad was as good as I remembered. It was so fresh. The rest of other food was good too. The last time we went here, the bbq ribs were too dry. This time, we really enjoyed our dinner/ date night.

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1:21:18 Took my family out for dad’s belated birthday lunch. This is one of our favorite seafood places but at the location near my work place; it was less crowded.

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12:20:17

We went on a 3 days cruise and we tried these food on the island. Well the fruit one was on some trees we picked up while driving a scooter around the island. We weren’t afraid of food poisoning. 🤭

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12:17:17 Took my family out to the Mexican restaurant that we like with huge portions of food. Everyone had a good lunch!

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12:15:17 Returned to one of our favorite sushi restaurant. We haven’t gone on a date in a long while!! Yes, the two of us finished most of it. Yikes. It was soooo good though.

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10:25:17 Came back from the annual conference. He picked me up from the airport and took me to Red Lobster. He remembered I kept complaining that he haven’t taken me there. However, the plane went through some turbulent and it made me felt nauseous. I only ordered a salad and couldn’t even finish it.

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10:20:17 Miyako! Another errand day and we wanted sushi. We got to the place we ate at before but it didn’t look as good. So we found this place on Yelp/Google map. The best miso soup and ginger dressing so far. Everything else is pretty good too.

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10:15:17

Another errand day and we tried at this new place. It was pretty good but the place was empty.

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Respect people who find time for you in their busy schedule, but love people who never look at their schedule when you need them.

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9:3:17

We finished our errands early and went to a Mexican restaurant. Their food plates are ginormous.

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6:9:17 Friday

Haven’t logged in our ups and downs in awhile. Well, I started keeping his “book” for march until beginning of May where he didn’t talk to me for a whole week claiming he lost his voice. I was mad at him before that so his silent didn’t alarm me. When we resumed talking, I didn’t continue tracking his money anymore. We had a disagreement where he said I cannot intervene with his business.

It has been like 2 months since we went on a one on one date. I should really tell him that I’m hoping this is temporary and that he’s doing this because our wedding is coming soon and we need all the money we can get. In my mind, he suddenly will become this caring person who always keep me company at home. He will not work late anymore and always come home for dinner.

I know he's thinking we're bbqing with our friends tomorrow so it's not like he's always working. Somehow he doesn't want to see me at every waking moment. Last night we were on the phone for 11 minutes and someone called in. He says he'll call me back and he didn't. I texted him this morning telling him that and he said he forgot about me.

All I want is for him to want to see me and make time to see me and schedule his work so that he has time to see me. Like how we first met. I don't want to be grumpy every Friday when people getting ready for the weekend and date plan and I felt like I'm in a long distance relationship again.

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4:17:17 Tuesday night 🍺🍺🥃

I called him around 9:30pm thinking that he might be working late since I didn’t hear from him. Ahh yes, he was at Mr. P’s house! I can hear lots of background noises. As usual, he said he’d call me back in a little bit. Surprisingly I didn’t feel annoyed that he’s out drinking.

Still I waited for him until midnight after watching “The Sausage Party” (awful movie, btw). He called me and woke me up at 2:30am! Apparently he had two beers and one shot and didn’t feel well so he took a nap. The guy called him after he was done with work, I guess around 9pm since he sounded very sober when I called.

I only asked who was the guy who call him out and where does he live. The rest of the information was provided voluntarily by him. I guess he thought it upsets me when he’s out since I always ask who and how many drinks 😌.

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3:21:17 Tuesday night 🍺🍺🍺🍺

I’ve signed up to become his part time bookkeeper. We came to some disagreements last night as he thinks $50 job is not worth it to keep track of while I, on the other hand, think I should. Then he said something like he can’t keep gas money? And I was like “ah ha! You want to keep money from me.” And he was all offended that I think he’s such person. Well all this while he was driving home after 4 beers. He’s more vocal when he’s tipsy.

And then we talked about how much he makes a year and he honestly doesn’t know. He knows he makes a lot but at the same time, he spent a lot. He said he needs someone to hold his money for him and told him no when he needs it. I told him that he doesn’t listen to me when I told him no (implying he keeps paying for everybody when we go out but he doesn’t seem to get it). You know I really shouldn’t try to keep his money for him. I need him to do it by himself. I need to put expectations that he would save up for our family that we are starting soon.

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3:19:17 Sunday bday weekend

It was my bday weekend!! Went to have buffet dinner with my friends on Saturday night. Sonic bought a huge cake to the restaurant. We almost turned it into a bad night. He called me around 6pm saying I should go by myself to meet up with my friends first and then he’d come later since he was running late. I was expecting him to already be home and was getting ready. We went back and forth and he got silent at me after I said I’m mad or something. I asked him if he was mad and he said “getting there.” It was one of those situations where I should not be mad but I can’t help it. I wanted us to go together. Anyway, I got him to calm down and we talked normally afterward. Turned out, we had to wait like an hour or more at the buffet. After we got to our table and ate for maybe 15 minutes that he showed up with the cake.

I spent lunch on Sunday with my family while he went searching for my present. Very last minute guy. We went to this Korean BBQ place and my mom loves it. We all had a good time. Then I texted him around 3:30pm and he didn’t answer so I called him. I heard the background noice that he just got into his truck. He said he’s been searching for my present but couldn’t find it. The plan was for him to take me out to Cheesecake Factory and see the new King Kong movie. But he said he was super tired and his arms hurt from working so much the past week. If I love him, I’d drive down to meet him. The theater he wanted to go to has reclining seats and there’s no close by theater at my place that has that. So it makes sense to go to his. He agreed that by driving down to him, I love him more. I made it to his place around 5pm. He looked super tired. We ended up cuddling and watch Shrek on tv. Then he fell asleep. It felt like forever but maybe it around 5 minutes. Then I woke him up and we started making out. Nothing too major. Then we went to grab dinner. No movie cuz the next one started at 7pm and it’s a 2 hours movie so we won’t be able to eat dinner till at least 9pm.

Dinner was good and I had the drink I like there (which was why he took me there). On the way out, we stop by to buy a cheesecake and the wait was like at least 30 minutes to get 2 pieces of cheesecake. He went out to get the car while I was waiting. After 20 minute or so I felt so sick. I got dizzy, nauseous, and stomachache. After I grabbed the cake, I barely made it to the car. I thought I may have to sleepover or have him drive me home and my sister drop him off. But I stayed for like 2.5hrs and felt better. He, on the other hand, got knock out. I texted him after I got home but he didn’t even read it. It kinda felt like he didn’t care about my being. I'm forgiving him this time cuz I know he's tired from working his butt off for our wedding/future.