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[2sdenis]

June 12 5:11 am

sum thoughts

i am seen as anger at home. I'm naturally not that way at all. If anything, it's Me reacting to the environment that provokes it to awaken and Grow in me. It is to the point where that is all i am seen as which i cannot blame anymore on the fact that it's my reaction. But to the expectations of the disappointing, galling, words and actions that are going to be flung at me from the good 'ole spoon at the table for the sake of getting some form of entertainment or a laugh out of these miserable situations because that is all i am. I'm just an angry clown ready to perform because that is all i am able to express which is just a kinder, blinder, more innocent way of me pleading to be left alone. Why is it that I won't just say so you may ask?  Unfortunately I wasn't granted the pointless but powerful blessing of doing so without getting punished. I've learned the hard way that I suffer more fighting for my peace. suffering tires me out and  i've experienced a heap of it Growing over time, it would have been the death of Me If I hadn't realized sooner.

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This song is so 2018. I love it so much.

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copped a jake hat at hot topic :3 These 4 songs have been on repeat during my spring break!!!

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mopped da bathroom floor🦄 rewatching PEN15

while this song has been on repeat all day today😮‍💨

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Jesus my dad and sister are under my mom's fucking trance. I FUCKING HATE THEM THEY ENABLE THIS SHIT fucking stupid

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sometimes i wonder what the fuck is the point of having food bought for me and eating it if I might just kms one day

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Life would be better

with SNAKEBITES

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Life's moving too fast Dx Lemme enjoy teenage things in my last year being a minor B)