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What stage of obsession is the WiFi network?

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Creatures I made a bit ago

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I’m so tired

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Me: man I need to finish setting up my art fight account and study for finals

My brain: draw rabbit people ‼️

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Genuinely bouta crash out looking at my Pinterest “reports and violations”

First of all, none of these are mine, they’re just on my boards. Second, almost all the shit they’re taking off is either actually reference material for body posses (with underwear and bras mind you), general gore, anatomy study (not even fucking nudity, literally just muscles and organs), and art that maybe is a bit suggestive but is nowhere near nudity. Even if it fucking was all the shit I save is art! I’m so sorry it offends the fucking forty five year old trad wives that just wanna use the site to post recipes and their beige ass houses.

All of this coupled with the rampant ai and art theft really is making me hate the site even though it was my lifeblood as an 8-12 year old.

Also if any one sees this post and happens to know who the artists of these pieces are and or has a link to the piece, please please please let me know (I know it’s not super important but the athazagoraphobia hits hard sometimes and man is Pinterest not helping)

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Saw the Minecraft movie, I think the hot sweaty 69ing and making out that Jack black and Jason Momoa did was a perfect touch to the movie, and than adopting their lesbian daughter and autistic son really completed the happy ending

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If I ever have a child it will be my life mission to make a bunch of cryptic ass serial killer tapes that look like something straight out of mydadstapes and some creepy ass journals and then hide them in an attic for them to find when I’m dead

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Hi, just wanted to post something since I haven’t for awhile

It’s just some silly white board stuff I did at school with my friends, not really anything that interesting lol

Honest I’ve just been so tired lately that I haven’t been drawing almost at all and the stuff that I have done I haven’t finished. It’s just frustrating because other than two classes, my other six are either honors, dual credit, or ap, and I got A s in all of them. But it doesn’t mean anything. It doesn’t mean anything at all. And I can practically feel it in my bones that my life in gonna be like this forever, I’m not gonna have time to sit down and draw or enjoy a video game or sit outside or day dream as much as I want. Just working in intellectual stasis. I felt like this a lot last year when I was living in that fucking glorified shack in the woods doing home school, but now I’m actually at a really nice high school, but I’m still tired and uninspired.

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AJDJNSMAHSKEHBE DOGG MAN MOVIE WAS SOO GOOD RAHAAAAAAAAA

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when people are like “he’s not even attractive you could find a guy that looks like him at any gas station” i’m like….. well you see there’s beauty everywhere actually

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You take the moon and you take the sun

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Forgot to post this earlier, I made this for the cover of my English 3-4 H journal. We have to write 300 to 500 words a week for the rest of the school year with a check every month or so where we all walk around the class room look at other people’s, so I thought I’d make mine presentable

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I genuinely think Mouthwashing fandom is a good example on how real life misogyny is very wired on people brains and influenced how they engage with fictional misogyny.

You have a story about a woman being assaulted and telling a man he trusted but being dismissed because he is friends with the attacker, and people fixate on shipping her with either of those men.

You have a story about how men that downplay their male friends violence, assume neutrality is the safer option, unintentionally help create an environment that's unsafe to vulnerable people, at a risk becoming a victim themselves. And people make it about toxic yaoi.

You have a character kill herself because she didn't want birth the child of her abuser. And people make AUs where she happily keep the baby.

Misogyny isn't just "I hate this women", it's also downplaying their trauma, defending those who caused it, and reducing them to mothers or wives against their wished under this idea of what womanhood is about.

I don't think we can separate fandom misogyny from it's real world influence, not yet.

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Been doing stuff in my engineer foundations class

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Being aroace as a teenager feels like being the only sober person at a rave.

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"oh i love dark media!" are you normal about buddy armstrong?

she was a 13 year old girl that had every single one of her traumas stem from her being a little girl. she feels like the only way that she can exist is without anyone else. she doesnt even know what a woman is fully but all she knows is that its why everyone wants her. she almost got assulted several times and she is so fucking traumatized from these things.

when you say that you love dark media. do you look at buddy and say that shes evil? when you say that you love dark media do you look at her and say that she didnt suffer enough? Or do you only like dark media when its straight up trying to sexualise it?

You should feel disgusted. You should feel bad for her.