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Here is a record of the mesmerising smiles along our growth together. ❤️ I love you my sweet Avery. #14months14days https://www.instagram.com/p/CjsP1BMvgzvY12f8Gdqon05tuvik2GdL5amt5c0/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

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👨‍👩‍👧 #1stanniversary Daddy is home for good. . Been busy with the move lately - new life, new place for our little family. With the tight schedule things seemed impossible but we made it. . Thank you my love for not forgetting our anniversary, 8 years together and our 1st marriage anniversary was celebrated with takeaways and milk curd all over the bed and the floor. Thank you for the bouquet of beautiful roses ❤️ Thank God we are finally together in one place. . And on a side note the move been hard for our little bunny who just graduated sleep training, otherwise she is just as adorable and growing up way too fast. ❤️ Thank you @ern9212 for the photoshoot arrangement ❤️ https://www.instagram.com/p/CXL9rwOv7PSPs3lNCJ9hSzwh6Eepusa5Rgk6Ro0/?utm_medium=tumblr

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Unkind human i called boss.

Your exact words as i recalled, weren’t to congratulate me for my pregnancy. You demanded to know my gestational week despite me repeatedly saying I am religious in a way to tell it before the first trimester ends. You pushed me to tell you anyways.

Your demands, continued with sharp words, cutting through me as if you have a right to do so. You asked if I were to avoid image intensifier(I/I) my whole pregnancy or to avoid it in first, second or third trimester.

As usual, I am stunned but I smiled because I am never disrespectful to my superiors and it was not a situation I expected from someone I respect. You continued with your opinions about how I should learn my responsibility and not to avoid I/I because only the first trimester is vital for organ growth?

Who the fuck are you to tell me which trimester I should be careful of? Who the fuck are you to jeopardise my baby’s safety when you are not a father yourself? Who the fuck are you to tell me to choose one of the three trimesters to avoid the radioactive machine? Would you have said it to your wife.

Workplace harassment. Bully. You used your superiority to demand details and decide the fate of my baby when you have completely of no right to do so. Whatever happens in the future, are you to be responsible for whatever you demanded? Are you responsible for my baby’s health for the rest of your life?

I wrote this down, right here, to remember this one day, you were extremely unkind not just to me but to a pregnant mother, and her unborn child in her early second trimester of growth.

I hope karma gets you.

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#06112020 You did great, Danny. Rest in peace my best boy. You will always be a part of the family; we already miss you dearly. ❤️🖤 #est10102009 #foreverinourhearts♥️ https://www.instagram.com/p/CHRka8dsZvvXzhQPEYo0RtwTGqLulCu1NocEPQ0/?igshid=3o7wxqoddp66

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一日 #美滋锅 😍🤩 #难得出游 #与爱 #回乡记 Already missing the wonderful meal at Beauty in The Pot. #freshseafood #droooling 🤤 #withmylove❤️ (at 美滋锅 Beauty in the Pot at the Gardens Mall) https://www.instagram.com/p/CCyU5nKM3ThRR3oef2SWz8Ogo7Zy4qFpY5qIPs0/?igshid=en34fl6xmxys

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The room is depressing,

I need to get out of it.

Is it the room that is depressing

or the people being depressed in the first place.

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How much time do you need to feel yourself again? Is it weeks, months, is it measurable? It feels like ice melting and hardening over again, the same pain freezing you solid but never more gently the second time through. Pain isn’t ever gentle, is it? You can ignore it but the ice leaves you numb eventually. Eventually, eventually. It’ll damage you, steal the passion from your core, and you can’t get that back.

“Are you sad? You look sad.”

I know how I look. Now can you tell me how I feel?

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Feelings stay, people don’t, and you’ll never know how sorry I am for that.

but if you called me I’d still answer, that’s a promise

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““The way I see it,” she mused, “Your chances of finding happiness in this world become exponentially smaller with every minute you waste going on on and on about how no one will ever love you. How you’re never going to find love…” Her voice faltered, and her face caught itself somewhere between nostalgia and regret, as if her memories haunted her more than she let on. “…well, maybe you’ve already found your love and you passed it up, believing there would still be better to come. Now look where you are.” An amused grin shed its light across her features, mingling with her sadness. “Loveless. And someone somewhere believes they have it all, when really, they caught the one good thing you had going for you. It’s a shame you let her slip right through the cracks you call a heart.””

—  a second off in timing  (via especiallypeaches)

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Its the heart that beats at night keeps dreams alive.

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What did i miss out, you asked.

You missed out the effect of time on me.

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Dear love. To My Dearest Love, It has been 2 years since we were engaged. It was a wonderful day for it marks the milestone in our lives together, meanwhile planning a lifetime together. For the past one year i have been miserable. I have mood swings; ups and downs in our relationship created too much room for doubts in us, and questions had been asked without an answer for we could never predict our tomorrow nonetheless our future. Yet we are so reluctant to embrace the unknown in our own way. An engagement signifies a readiness to commit, for a lifetime of dreams together, with a mixture of happiness, sadness, frustration, anger, and joy in which we call life. You went down on one knee and to me it symbolised the readiness to make the promise of a lifetime together which you are ready for. Time and time again i broke down for there is no definitive plan in marriage. It seems that it has been more than 6 months for we have went through horrible moments in the car when i broke down in pieces. 6 months ago, a plan from you would have suffice and plans would have been worked on. 6 months then, you told me another 6 months would be good to allow room for more happiness. 6 months later, it would have been 18 months from when i broke down entirely. Are you sure by then you will be ready for whatever comes next? For i have had 18 months of room for doubts, would i be happy then. My dear fiancé, there is no happiness in this engagement since the day you instilled your hesitancy in making plans for us. There is no longer certainty in our future as plans were no longer the places where they belong. Time flies, people change. I hereby relieve you of your duty as my fiancé, and end this engagement as my own unjustifiable suffering may seemingly lead to the end of us. May there be happiness in us without the responsibility of fulfilling duties or promises, without the promises of a lifetime. Or maybe there is no life after all with a broken engagement. As would all therapist say at this stage, it is probably for the best to go separate ways. They would say we are in denial, too hurt and too reluctant to see that our love has long ended, they would say the suffering is just the struggle we do for we did not believe love will end. Blame time, blame people, blame events, or maybe we were just not meant to be after all. I am no longer the girl waiting for you to prove your love to me; for you have taken too much time from me and i have to keep what’s leftover for myself. And i don’t think i want to wait around another year to see what you have to offer anymore; well the thought of our love - faith left my corner last night, and all i have left is sorrow. We are both exhausted. It takes courage to see the end of something once so great. Love is blind after all.

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❤️ Back in his arms. . . #ldr #tylearningtobehappy #happykids #foreverlooklikethis #livelovelaugh https://www.instagram.com/little_purply/p/BvjO9NVFRwUj1QmzFONnX65dAEBEyUsVoKtHbw0/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1auun8vq8p7w2

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🌅 Chasing sunsets. . . #nofilter #miri #greattime #happykid #goodtimes with @hw33chin 🌹🍚#tylearningtobehappy (at Hawaii Beach Bakam) https://www.instagram.com/little_purply/p/BuWThK8lI-b98KrxOzwF9pDITWyUi1fUvMXjyk0/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1nh8fq4fzvsvd

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🧧 . #CNY2019 #backtoreality https://www.instagram.com/p/BtpPR7Ml6APnwSjXKoC9dFJS3b6PzLZjcbKpwE0/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=191ca3ez3nrm7

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🎄 🎁 . #xmaseve #whereismysanta #workworkwork #life (at Times Square, Cozy Home City Centre) https://www.instagram.com/p/Brxeh3uFx4AxPdhT6QmxkKFquCtnaKViKX3kGA0/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=we7ykvfa3q2d

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🌗 . 何为昼 何为夜 . . #life #secondposting #keepgoing #viewfromabove #missinghome 🌻 https://www.instagram.com/p/BruyZo-lee7NdqbIxlWlAVusLWVmux89C-RwNo0/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=odjxfyhbi4zx