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i made the longest memo ever as a kind of sorting things out before byebye to jona inspired by this

i always thought my feelings were like, exaggerated

I am a firm believer that jealousy is not a thing to be risen above or overcome. Listen to that shit. You WANT something. You feel UPSET about something. You want to advocate for yourself over others. you don't have to get over that. let it tell you what you are not getting enough of and ask for that shit and if you're still not getting it after doing so, you can put your foot down! You can have a fit, say that things aren't working, be an emotional wreck, beg for lots of reassurance, demand quality time, walk away from the relationship. You can be a jealous person!! It's literally okay! Own that shit. Some partners even find possessiveness or jealousy in a partner to be very endearing or attractive and it makes them feel wanted. It's okay to want shit. It's okay to need to be special. You are!!!

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my first figure drawing a few weeks ago!

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Had a blast hosting this Figure Drawing session at Heavy Manners Library in La last month. Bought a bunch of big weird props for this including a giant plastic piece of cheese. Big shout out to our model Aslan. Next session is May 11th! last row images are drawings from Sean Sevestre and Amy Rhee

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there it is !!!! my leg

we love her

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I am a firm believer that jealousy is not a thing to be risen above or overcome. Listen to that shit. You WANT something. You feel UPSET about something. You want to advocate for yourself over others. you don't have to get over that. let it tell you what you are not getting enough of and ask for that shit and if you're still not getting it after doing so, you can put your foot down! You can have a fit, say that things aren't working, be an emotional wreck, beg for lots of reassurance, demand quality time, walk away from the relationship. You can be a jealous person!! It's literally okay! Own that shit. Some partners even find possessiveness or jealousy in a partner to be very endearing or attractive and it makes them feel wanted. It's okay to want shit. It's okay to need to be special. You are!!!

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THAT WAS SO COOL I EVEN STYLED THEM

ummm ich bin gleich das erste mal meines lebens model fuer 1 fotoprojekt thema beinhaare

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Wir muessen dran bleiben i need us all to be lernfaehig mich included

Kein wunder dass es so viele queere splittergruppen gibt und man sich dann vorwirft zu partikular zu arbeiten, platz fuer themen muss ersr geschaffen werden

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seit gestern gedacht: wow, ich geh einfach eh davon aus dass mein weibl-gelesen sein unvermeidbar ist, deswegen versuch ich einfach mögl weird & bequem auszusehen (trotz kleid)

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Es ging hoch her bei linksjugend, aussagen einens nachdemplenumrumstehens:

flinta begriff wurde unter traenen als entwuerdigend bezeichnet (weil Mann sein eh schon staendig abgesprochen wird und dann auch in linken spaces einer anderen bequemlichkeits Kategorie landen "alles ausser mann")

Maenner kamen und meinten u.a. " aber auf Mich wirkst du auf jeden fall nicht wie ne frau, falls das hilft" traenen "das hilft wirklich gar nicht, aber ist ok", "Ich glaube, awareness wird eh nur von frauen genutzt, maenner brauchen das nicht" (e. springt auf und lacht verzweifelt, rennt zurueck und sagt: "genau wegen solchen aussagen brauche ich awareness") "ich glaube es giht einfach keinen begriff der fuer alle passt und manche muessen dann halt leiden" (<- neumitglied des awareness teams ->) "koennen wir uns kurz vorstellen? Ich bin cis mann, du bist trans maennlich und du bist cis frau, oder?"

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ummm ich bin gleich das erste mal meines lebens model fuer 1 fotoprojekt thema beinhaare

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Lots of thoughts recently. Everything feels plastic.

I could go on and on about why all that AI "art" is bad. I could mention theft, lack of creativity, it's impact on the work field and environment, but countless people have already said all that. I wanted to touch on something that to me is the most utterly wrong about all of it.

Art is more than just something pretty to look at or listen to. It's therapeutic. It's a form of communication. A tool for human connection. It's a pure, human need.

Support real artists ☀️

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Gerhard Richter, Clouds, 1978

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make men slutty again.

HEAT STROKE | GQ CHINA Photographer: Wintam; Editor & Image: Shawn Gao Ding; Makeup: Lucas; Hair: Tao Liu; Art: Grade 2 & Lei Min; Art Assistant: Jiang Mi; Models: Kim; Ye Hao, Yu Hang, Ho Jun; Fashion Assistant: Yiyi, Coco; Photography Assistant: Li Zhenxi; Song Luanyi

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