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Update: I got one and dated him for 7 months. He ended up being abusive and made me lost 10kg.

How you girls get a boyfriend?? Like how do you do that??

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You ever get the urge to just ruin your life? Start drinking, smoking, doing hard drugs. Telling everyone you know to fuck off. Cut until you’re covered with angry marks. You know it won’t help anything. But you can’t help but dream about it.

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Do you ever sit alone in your room and just think how worthless you are?

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i honestly hate me. like, everything... my body, my personality, the way i dress, the way i talk, walk and annoy everyone i talk to. i just wanna disappear

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I can drink 3 cups of coffee and go straight to sleep, this is just one example of what is fundamentaly wrong with me as a person

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u know what will really ruin ur day? anything if ur sensitive enough

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What do you guys do when you have really bad anxiety? I just can't calm down

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Just found out sleeping does not erase all my problems. Shocked and upset

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I love how irrelevant tumblr is. like no celebrities on here, no colleagues or family on here, no one’s famous off tumblr or making money, tbh no ones even updating the site like is there even any staff? who knows? it’s bliss

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I am to vampires what that cup of tea you made five hours ago to drink and then forgot about is to humans

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My crush (who works with me at a pizza shop) eats a whole pizza daily and he’s so fucking skiny. And here I am, eating no more than 500kcal a day and looking huge.

Him: *Eats 3000 calories per day and still looks perfect and thin*

Me: *Eats less than 1000 calories every day and still looks like a dumb fat bitch*

Ah yeah you gotta love men

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‘clair de lune’ by debussy but you’re wandering down the halls of your wealthy reclusive uncle’s grand and empty mansion trying to find who’s playing the piano because you haven’t seen another soul for weeks except your reflection in the mirror

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What a ho ho horrible year