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4hyyun · 4 years ago

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OMG TYSM THIS LITERALLY MADE MY DAY. WORDS ARENT ENOUGH TO EXPRESS HOW I FEEL. ILY AND HAVE A NICE DAY<3

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lee minho. established relationship; fluff. 938 words.

listen to: through the night by iu

love.

love comes in many forms. but for you, love comes in the shape of lee minho.

your love for him is astronomical. it starts from every corner of the earth to the ends of the universe, because clearly, the universe has no end, and so does your love.

which was why loving him felt like a dream, an endless dream. one where he makes you laugh with his sarcastic remarks and lighthearted insults, one where he annoys you all the time with the childish fights he likes to make, but also one where he watches you for hours as if memorizing you bit by bit, and one where he sneaks into your room in the middle of the night to cuddle you just because you can't fall asleep.

this is just one of those nights.

"minho?" you quietly call out his name you saw him out the window. he waves at you, grinning widely as if he didn't notice the shock on your face. you went to the window and slide it open, and when it did, he immediately climbs in and pulls you into a hug.

he knows you get soft for his hugs. now, you couldn't even get mad. "min. you should really stop climbing the window. i'm worried for you every time thinking that you might fall."

he moves away just so he could take look at your face, his hands still placed behind your back so he could hold you close. he smirks, "maybe i should do it more often so you could be more worried for me."

you roll your eyes yet a small smile forms on your lips. "oh, lee minho."

all of a sudden, a yawn went out of you.

"sleepy?" minho asks.

"mhm." you rub your eyes and minho sighs in content, his heart doing tiny jumps of joy at how cute you are.

it was worth it running to your house and climbing through your window in the middle of the night after all.

"let's go to bed then."

you lie down in your bed as he follows, lying right next to you. he gently pulls you to him, hugging you as his face is resting on top of your head and your face against his chest.

you then fiddle with the end of his t-shirt sleeve, staring at it as you were waiting to fall asleep.

"can't sleep again?" he says with concern.

"yeah. it's hard," you mutter.

"hm, i guess you miss me so much that you can't sleep unless i'm here," he hugs you tighter, and you can feel the satisfaction in his grin even when you can't see it.

you hit his chest softly. "you're really a narcissist."

"really?" he looks down at you, an eyebrow raised, signifying a challenge. "since i'm a narcissist as you say, then tell me all the things you love about me."

you wouldn't deny that simple sentence made you freeze for a second. the things you love about him? there's so much you can tell but it will be fun to tease him right now.

"hmm..." you suddenly think, and minho can only watch you in nervousness. it was a joke. it was meant to be a joke. but the way you are contemplating it thoroughly makes him start to feel anxious.

you are taking this seriously.

he can't take his question back now. but somehow, he also wanted to know your answer. what do you really love about him?

"first things first..." you say as you adjust yourself in order to get closer to him and your hands start to count one by one, "i love how you would annoy me every time i'm reading, i love how you would steal the snacks i always carry in my bag, i love how you would make childish insults, i love how you always like to show off-"

"wait, wait, wait. i think you're talking about something else." he furrows his brow. "aren't you supposed to say that you love how i climb over the window to your room at night to cuddle with you or how i would put a jacket over you when you fall asleep from studying? you know, the good things."

you chuckle. "i think that's cliché. also, i love what you consider as the 'bad things' about you. sure, you're very annoying at times. but even that is something i'm in love with.

minho can't understand what you're talking about. it is something hard to believe. his expression says it all.

"silly. it means that i love everything about you. i love you for your good side and i love you even for your flaws. i am in love with the lee minho i really know." you smile unknowingly and minho feels his heart blooming. "i love every single part of you."

when you lock eyes with him, realization dawns upon you. you did not just pour out your whole feelings in front of lee minho. he's going to tease you about this for the rest of his life.

you are waiting for him to make fun of you, but instead you found yourself even closer to minho as he cuddles you tighter, closing his eyes as his heart is beating every single moment for you.

"this is why i love you," he whispers.

you grip his arm a little bit tight upon his words as you couldn't believe what you just heard. when you are about to ask, he is already asleep. but this time, you see a smile resting on his face.

looks like you will be able to sleep tonight.

#let me go cry in the corner #reply

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4hyyun · 4 years ago

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lee minho. established relationship; fluff. 938 words. listen to: through the night by iu

love.

love comes in many forms. but for you, love comes in the shape of lee minho.

your love for him is astronomical. it starts from every corner of the earth to the ends of the universe, because clearly, the universe has no end, and so does your love.

this is just one of those nights.

he knows you get soft for his hugs. now, you couldn't even get mad. "min. you should really stop climbing the window. i'm worried for you every time thinking that you might fall."

you roll your eyes yet a small smile forms on your lips. "oh, lee minho."

all of a sudden, a yawn went out of you.

"sleepy?" minho asks.

"mhm." you rub your eyes and minho sighs in content, his heart doing tiny jumps of joy at how cute you are.

it was worth it running to your house and climbing through your window in the middle of the night after all.

"let's go to bed then."

you lie down in your bed as he follows, lying right next to you. he gently pulls you to him, hugging you as his face is resting on top of your head and your face against his chest.

you then fiddle with the end of his t-shirt sleeve, staring at it as you were waiting to fall asleep.

"can't sleep again?" he says with concern.

"yeah. it's hard," you mutter.

"hm, i guess you miss me so much that you can't sleep unless i'm here," he hugs you tighter, and you can feel the satisfaction in his grin even when you can't see it.

you hit his chest softly. "you're really a narcissist."

"really?" he looks down at you, an eyebrow raised, signifying a challenge. "since i'm a narcissist as you say, then tell me all the things you love about me."

you wouldn't deny that simple sentence made you freeze for a second. the things you love about him? there's so much you can tell but it will be fun to tease him right now.

"hmm..." you suddenly think, and minho can only watch you in nervousness. it was a joke. it was meant to be a joke. but the way you are contemplating it thoroughly makes him start to feel anxious.

you are taking this seriously.

he can't take his question back now. but somehow, he also wanted to know your answer. what do you really love about him?

you chuckle. "i think that's cliché. also, i love what you consider as the 'bad things' about you. sure, you're very annoying at times. but even that is something i'm in love with.

minho can't understand what you're talking about. it is something hard to believe. his expression says it all.

when you lock eyes with him, realization dawns upon you. you did not just pour out your whole feelings in front of lee minho. he's going to tease you about this for the rest of his life.

you are waiting for him to make fun of you, but instead you found yourself even closer to minho as he cuddles you tighter, closing his eyes as his heart is beating every single moment for you.

"this is why i love you," he whispers.

you grip his arm a little bit tight upon his words as you couldn't believe what you just heard. when you are about to ask, he is already asleep. but this time, you see a smile resting on his face.

looks like you will be able to sleep tonight.

#im not usually a fan of very very soft fluff #but im in love with this omg #stray kids #stray kids imagines #stray kids scenarios #stray kids fluff #skz #lee know #lee know imagines #lee know scenarios #lee minho

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4hyyun · 4 years ago

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im having a problem with tumblr's 'read more' thing it just repeats the paragraph below it :(

#i've already used two devices and it's still the same #fighting bleeding losing crying crying #thoughts

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4hyyun · 4 years ago

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I KNOW THAT I LOVE YOU

hwang hyunjin. best friends au; angst. 1.6k words. warning: consumption of alcohol.

description: when hyunjin received a call that you were drunk at a tent bar, he immediately rushed over. if only he knew how fast the night changes.

listen to: pagsamo by artur nery.

"you're drunk."

hyunjin could only watch you, groaning at your almost passed out state on the table.

when hyunjin received a call from you, he was surprised. after all, you'd never call him this late at night, knowing that you strictly stick to your schedule of sleeping at 9 pm sharp because—in your own terms—sleep equals life, which meant that you would be avoiding the so-called bad effects when you lose sleep. those effects had been memorized and etched into hyunjin's brain since you would constantly talk about it whenever you find out he slept late.

so when the person who called him was actually the owner of the tent bar you are at and informed him that you were drunk and needed someone to help you at this time of the night just when he was about to go home from his part-time job at the convenience store, he did not hesitate to run over to you, as quickly as he possibly can.

if ever, he would even beg the flash himself to give him his supernatural speed for today just so he could already be next to you. ten minutes later and he already arrived, bowing at the tent bar owner in greeting and apology as he walked up to you.

but you strongly smelled of alcohol. it made him annoyed, in fact. why did you drink so much to the point you almost passed out? did you have a problem that he didn't know about? were you tired?

was it about someone?

hyunjin couldn't bear to think about that possibility.

"jinnie? is that you?" you spoke in a low voice, blinking slowly as you gaze at the man in front of you.

even when everything is a blur and you are out of your mind, his presence was enough for you to know that he is, indeed, hwang hyunjin. after all, even if you lost almost all of your brain cells from being drunk, you still have one remaining brain cell left, and that very brain cell is dedicated to hyunjin himself all because you are so madly, madly in love with him.

"yes, it's me."

you smiled, breathing out in satisfaction as you looked at him. "ah, it is jinnie."

when his nickname left your lips, it left a familiar tug at his heartstrings, especially when you were looking at him with those eyes—they were staring straight at his eyes as if your gaze was piercing through him, but soft and gentle as if you were in a daze, and how the yellow lights from above made it look like there were stars on your eyes.

it was such a surreal moment. if only time was so slow so he could bask in this moment for a little longer.

he missed this feeling with you.

sighing, he pulled out a chair and sat down across from you, deciding that he's going to be with you here for a while before taking you home. it's been a long time since the both of you hung out like this—not when you're drunk, of course.

"why... are you here?" you asked as you moved your head away from the table and sat down as properly as you could.

"i should be the one asking you that." hyunjin crossed his arms and you could only furrow your brows at his reply. "why are you drunk, y/n?"

you leaned forward, resting your elbows on the table as you propped your chin in the palm of both of your hands. hyunjin was startled as your face was close to his—just mere inches away and your lips would already brush his, and he was too stunned to move away.

"you really don't know?"

hyunjin was confused. something about the way you said it in an upsetting tone made him that it was something he should've known.

he could not exactly pinpoint what the answer was. but he knew it should be something significant, something important to make you drink so much at this time of the night.

but he couldn't think of anything, and it frustrated him.

you took a deep breathe and made out the widest smile.

"it's you. you're the reason why i'm like this, hyunjin."

hyunjin was astounded at how you called him by his name for the second time since the day the both of you became friends—the first time being when the both of you were getting to know each other. he could never forget it especially since it was the first day of snow.

(secretly, hyunjin always looks forward to the first snow of the year as it was a reminder of the day the two of you became friends.)

ever since, you were stuck with calling him jinnie. he likes it—it was the nickname that the both of you share and that the two of you only know. and you were the one and only who gets to call him jinnie. it was special.

"i love you so much hyunjin. i really, really do."

hyunjin's mouth slightly opened as he suddenly felt something swirling inside of him.

"i remember when you had feelings for me back in high school, ’jin. it was obvious, but i chose to ignore it because i didn't like you the same way back then. but now... i realized that i do." you chuckled before you swallowed a lump down your throat.

"i was just too late."

tears fell from your eyes down your cheeks. you didn't want to cry today, not in front of hyunjin. it's just too difficult to hold it in—this feeling of sadness and longing you've so long kept hidden and locked in your heart.

yet it wanted to burst. the longer you've hidden it, the more painful it became, and your drunken state is enough of a push as it finally left your lips.

it tasted bitter.

hyunjin should be happy. deep inside, he knows he is. you were his first love, after all, and he was finally able hear you say you love him back—the confession he's waited for so long.

but at the same time, it was wrong, it was all wrong for him to feel this way.

you dropped your arms on the table, laying it flat against the surface as you finally moved away from hyunjin. he missed your face being close to his though. "i love you when you already love someone else. i'm stupid, aren't i?"

hyunjin didn't say anything, or rather, he didn't know what to say. his feelings were all mixed up, confused to say the least. although he already has a girlfriend and gives her all the love and attention he could offer, deep down he knows that his heart still belongs to you. all these years, he still couldn't take it back.

your eyelids started to feel heavy, and finally, you drifted off to sleep. when your head was about to drop on the table, hyunjin quickly lend out his hand to catch you, slowly putting your head down and using his hand as your cushion. thank god for hyunjin and his fast reflexes.

seeing that you were sound asleep, he leaned closer as he observed you while in thought. he thinks that what you said earlier were just random things that came out of your mouth. he couldn't believe it, and it might be because of the alcohol in your system. yet he couldn't deny that he also thinks, rather, hopes that somehow it could be true.

hyunjin clicked his tongue. you would forget about this the next day. but him? he would remember this for the rest of his life.

he took the unfinished bottle of soju among the many empty ones you've finished earlier and drank it all in one go as if his life depended on it. he was thankful that he gets drunk easily by just drinking half a bottle of soju for once.

suddenly, he felt dizzy, but he was still able to see you. he placed a hand on your head and moved the strands of hair away from your face, slow and gentle as if you would break.

"i'm sorry," he finally spoke.

you realized that you love hwang hyunjin when you suddenly miss the way he focuses and carefully listens to you as you talk and ramble about your day, the way he'd run to the convenience store just to buy your favorite banana milk when you're down, and the way he'd work hard in everything he does that at time leaves you amazed at him.

you missed everything about him.

sometimes before you sleep, you would bury yourself in your pillows to cover the smile you had whenever you think about him. and whenever he would sent you text messages, it was enough to give you butterflies and you would constantly check your phone to see if he had already messaged.

and it was then that you realized that you love him so much.

but with love comes heartache. he already had someone else: he had someone else that calls him jinnie, someone else that he'd give banana milk to cheer them up when they're down, and someone else he'd carefully listen to when they talk about their day—someone else that he loves. but it was actually you all along.

after today, things would have changed.

two people together, drunk at midnight, and feelings better kept, but with words they've wanted to say.

"i know that i'm drunk. but one thing's for sure: i know that i love you."

love was on their side. but sadly, time was not.

and today was the first day of snow.

#first fic and it had to be angst #did yall enjoy the pain #stray kids #stray kids imagines #stray kids scenarios #stray kids angst #hwang hyunjin #hyunjin imagines #hyunjin scenarios #hyunjin x reader

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