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mb someday I will tell me brain ‘the reason you can’t act normal is because you are formatted abnormally’ and it’ll respond with something other than ‘nice try, asshole, I know you’re just not trying hard enough’

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being depressed was fun as a teen but I think i’d like to stop now please. 

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me while im self harming: cut until u stop feeling Bad it doesnt matter how much or how deep

me while im cleaning up after self harming: I cut too much and too deep

me right after I finish cleaning up after self harming: u stupid coward u barely bled at all better cut again and this time even worse

me as im cleaning up after the second time: holy shit I really cut too much and too deeply wtf

me a week later in the shower with itchy thighs and one cut that seems infected: im definitely never gonna do this again

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I feel like theres an expectation that once ur an adult and in therapy u stop self harming which would be great if it actually happened lol. love being almost 22 and still cutting like im 15 and the girl im obsessed with hasnt texted me back in a day

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SO THE GIRLS ARE ALL DEAD. SO THE GIRLS ARE ALL MONSTERS. OK. FINE. IF THE GIRL WHO LIKES KISSING GIRLS MUST DIE, THEN FINE. I’LL SHOW YOU A DEAD GIRL: SHE WILL BE DEAD AND MERCILESS. GO AHEAD. BURY HER. THIS TIME SHE WILL RISE. SHE WILL CLAW HER WAY UP. GRAVE-DIRT UNDER HER FINGERNAILS. DRIPPING AND DARK-HAIRED FROM THE WATER. YOU WANTED A DEAD GIRL AND YOU’RE GOING TO GET A DEAD GIRL. YOU WANTED A MONSTER AND YOU’RE GOING TO GET A MONSTER.  IF THERE MUST BE BLOOD THEN THERE WILL BE BLOODSHED, DO YOU HEAR ME?  IF SHE IS A MONSTER FOR LOVING GIRLS THEN SHE IS A MONSTER, THIS TIME. SHE WILL HAUNT THIS HOUSE YOU BUILT. SHE WILL SHAKE THOSE BONES. DON’T YOU KNOW YOU LEFT HER HUNGRY? LISTEN TO ME. IF YOU WANT A HORROR SHOW THEN I WILL GIVE YOU A HORROR SHOW. DON’T KILL ANYTHING YOU AREN’T PREPARED TO MAKE A GHOST OF.

s.s., “bury your gays” (via rabbittmouth)

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u u u

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Macbeth (2015, Justin Kurzel)

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Me: why didn't I get full points for annotations

English teacher: you just wrote "savage" every time Lady Macbeth spoke

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FEMALE CHARACTER MEME: A female character in a scifi/supernatural show -

Vanessa Ives (Penny Dreadful)

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Three of Swords 

For my second senior thesis, I’ll be completing the Suit of Swords from the Minor Arcana Tarot card deck! It’s an excuse to draw sad fantasy knights 

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When the Princess Becomes a Prophet by Jeannine Hall Gailey

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“Its all in your head”

yes exactly that is where the mental illness goblin lives, chanting and making blood sacrifices, thank you for recognizing its geographic location

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@autistics who can pass as neurotypical: 

You are not lying to yourself or betraying your identity. 

You’re not at fault for doing what you can to protect yourself from bullying, discrimination, and abuse.

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I always like to hear what people think about me because I have no idea who I am tbh

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KLYTAIMNESTRA : Don’t squawk at me. I am not some witless female. I am fearless and you know it. Whether you praise or blame me I don’t care.

– Aiskhylos, Agamemnon (tr. by Anne Carson)