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Theres a heatwave rn I’m in Canada and it’s 31° C which I’m not built for so I’m drinking Diet Coke with soft ice and I’m fasting which feels a lot worse when you’re this hot

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If my thighs didnt look so huge this photo would’ve been amazing

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If I’m not 120lbs by my birthday (it’s august 16th) I’ll kms I think it’s very much possible but if anyone has any tips and tips on if I get to that before hand how to maintain

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Down to 136lbs!!!

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Block me dont report!

Cw:136

Gw:120

Ugw:110

BMI:19.9

Height:5’10

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I think my @n@ is relapsing I’m probably going to make this a @n@ and $h account

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Sooo I share a room with my gf si cant c/t anymore but Ive taken to like scratching the same part of my arm till it’s physical numb they’re healing now tho they look nasty hit me up if you wanna see ig

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Just used a journal page to wipe off blood why is it kinda aesthetic

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I c/t for the first time in months :) it was so relieving I’m going threw a stressful move and Ive never had to move really last time my family did I was 7 but now I’m 17 so I am stressed :(

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(The answer is always get worse)

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”I’m at rock bottom”

okay well I’ve gone thru the rock. I am below rock bottom. I am inside the rock.

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No because I love Lana Del Rey but it gives me like ptsd from my pro @n@ tumblr days and I can’t go back to that

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I don’t wanna kms that takes effort I js wish I never existed

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Ive been clean for a few months but idkkk if that’s going to last but it’s wtv Idk if this makes any sense but I do it just because I can it’s like a habit please if you’re like that tell me because I feel kinda insane