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so loud is noisy so loud so noisy stop stop

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broken

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Monastery Courtyard in the Snow (Carl Friedrich Lessing, 1828-9)

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doing puzzles in the khole

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so much pain

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i feel guilt for my guilt

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the idea of crucifixion has always been beautiful to me

i used to think it was artistic appreciation

i’ve learned it’s just a romantic, selfish form of escapism i fantasise about

cleansing myself of sin

i guess i feel there is no other way

i want to feel clean again

i can’t wash off your hate

you will never be satisfied until i’m gone and i don’t think i will be either

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they themselves are outsiders, the enemy, the prey. they’re a threat || made in abyss #5

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y is this me 

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L̟̺͇O͇̗O̴̩͇̬̬̫̫̰K̩̘͍̪͓͍ ̟̬͕̀ ͜ ̢̮͎̦̞̯ ̵̹ ̨͉A͎Ṭ͓̤͚̫͉͚ ̮̼͖̘̻͙̗ MY̴̮̝̠ ̧̥̯̭̻F̤̹̦͈͕A̷̞̲̗̰C̯͚̺̀E̖̗͔

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*stares at this panel for 10 years*

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