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1784. September 4, 2025

To my love, happy birthday. Hopefully you enjoyed your date of birth. You born is the best thing because it means I got blessed too. Enjoy your cake, flowers and all kinds of food. Love you dearly. Hopefully your wish comes true.

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1784. September 3, 2025

I don’t think I could ever truly get used to being apart from you.

Most days, I manage. I get by like anyone would.

But there are moments when the sadness creeps in —

a quiet ache in my chest, reminding me you're not here.

Still, I hold on, because I know this distance is only temporary.

Like you always say, “Distance makes the heart grow stronger.”

And I believe that — because I feel it every day.

I miss you deeply.

You’re the soul I reach for,

the comfort I long for,

the presence that makes everything feel whole.

You’re my other half — the one who completes me.

And no matter how far apart we are,

that will never change.

But truthfully? I could never get used to the space between us.

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1783. September 2, 2025

With you, I’ve found the perfect balance between peace and adventure.

I used to be so settled in routine — content with going home,

some might’ve even called it vanilla or easy.

But with you, I keep discovering new things I love.

You show me parts of myself I didn’t even know were there.

The island feels small, but the world is vast.

Sometimes, the bigger picture overwhelms me —

but that fear fades quickly when I remember I’m exploring it with you.

From Italy to California, every place we’ve been has left a mark.

And I know there’s still so much more ahead for us.

Remember our dream to visit all 50 states?

How about traveling to Japan or the motherland?

Let’s make it happen.

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1782. September 1, 2025

You have so many, but I hold this one close.

Not just one, but two, still hanging on the hook by my door.

I can picture every time you used them —

to tie your hair back or wear around your wrist.

Every morning and evening, I pass by and catch myself staring.

It brings me back to that moment — just last year,

when you wore it before I dropped you off at the airport.

Sometimes, the memories hit harder than I expect.

I get overwhelmed, and all I want is to see you walking through that door.

I don’t always say it — afraid it makes me seem weak —

but I know it’s not foolish to feel this way.

I hold onto the hope of tomorrow.

Because when I see you, when we talk,

everything feels steady again.

You’re the calm in the chaos, the part of me that makes me whole.

So when I see that hair tie,

I’ll hold it close..

because to me,

it means you’ll be back again soon.

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1781. August 31, 2025

We’re closing in on your birth month. Closer to your birthday. Although your gifts have come early, still more things left to come. Like other years before, I just wish it was spent together. Whether it’s spent at home or out for this special occasion. I might not be there but I will treat you with the same energy as if you were here. Making the most of your day in both time zones.

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1781. August 31, 2025

We’re closing in on your birth month. Closer to your birthday. Although your gifts have come early, still more things left to come. Like other years before, I just wish it was spent together. Whether it’s spent at home or out for this special occasion. I might not be there but I will treat you with the same energy as if you were here. Making the most of your day in both time zones.

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1780 August 30, 2025

Thinking ahead of Fall Break. Especially with a month ahead to get work done. That’s always been the goal between quarter. Coming to you is long overdue.

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1779. August 29, 2025

Puzzle for Puzzle. Gift for Gift. Between our anniversary and birthdays, gifts coming from each side. The more gifts come, the more interesting they come. To celebrate your birthday, comes with more things to come. The same way when you were in Italy. No matter where we are, the gifts will be here. All worth it on all the special occasions.

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1778. August 28, 2025

Today marks 33 years of age. In a week time is when you hit the same mark. Although it’s my birthday, I will celebrate it happily with you through the week. Because if it we weren’t born, we wouldn’t have found each other.

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1777. August 27, 2025

For my birthday, I want to buy a ticket to you. Never should we ever be a part for an extended time. I will be selfish and buy anyways. Time a part makes me miss you so much more.

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1776. August 26, 2025

There’s nothing else I want but your time and love.

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1775. August 25, 2025

5 years later.

Catching flights with feelings.

All the reason to make time whenever we can.

Truthfully, there’s a lot of time and I will do it again.

My heart weeps when I see you.

All kinds of emotions all over my body.

Taking each day with so much purpose.

Speaking on how much I love you.

No matter how much time passes by.

I’ll do what I can to make you feel some type of way.

Good or bad, even when days you get mad at me.

I will touch each of your heart strings.

For the last 5 years. Wherever we are in each passing time.

Your presence is all worth it.

I’ll continue to treat the you way you should feel.

Because through it all, you’re special to me.

Happy Anniversary.

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1774. August 24, 2025

A fool is what I’d be. A man left going through it alone. Thinking about what could’ve been and what should’ve been said. Singing songs on YouTube with regrets. Replaying scenarios in my head if I saw you in passing. How would I feel if it was someone else that had your heart because nothing was done? A fool is what I’d be.

However, I am blessed and lucky that with your words to say something sparked all of this. It wasn’t even the words that I wanted to hear when the first move was made. Why logically it couldn’t work at the time. Hearing the words that came out of your mouth could’ve been the end. Yet, foolishly I came in for the kiss. From there, nothing else mattered. Regardless of what are the cons are: COVID and global shut down. Time. I’ll fight.

I’m a fool at times, yet I’m one who would do anything and everything to fight for our love. Shit doesn’t have to make sense. That will never be an excuse. How I feel every time, will not stop. A fool I can be, but I’m one who’s in love.

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1773. August 23, 2025

Can I call you? Will you answer? All I can hope is for spending time with you. Birthdays, holidays and anniversary’s. Even on a regular Tuesday. I don’t care about gifts, just your time.

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1773. August 22, 2025

I can’t find the feeling, the way my heart aches. If you ask me, it’s your name that calls to me. Not to push but pull in closer. From every way possible and touch from every part of you. I ache when I don’t see you, as I try to find the perfect time. As casual it is to come from every day, your presence puts a smile on my face. My mind is foggy yet my heart feels sober. Because with each time at least I know how I feel safe and sound beside you. When I’m loudest or softest, it doesn’t matter. Here I am, no matter the time or distance. You’re mine.

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1772. August 21, 2025

Finding you a gift gets harder each time. Only because I want to get you something better each year. If I had a million dollars, I wish that I could make more so you don’t have to worry about a thing. For our anniversary and your birthday, I hope you get your wish. Good fortune and blessings.

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1771. August 20, 2025

A day without you doesn’t feel good. My daily need important. Everyday after pandemic feels like. I don’t want to imagine a day without you. That would never be right.