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𝕴𝖓𝖋𝖊𝖗𝖓𝖆𝖑 𝕽𝖎𝖙𝖊𝖘

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You tell me every day you love me and we face time almost every single night when we go to bed and we talk about how we're going to move back in together and you still refer to us as husband and wife and you almost break down at the thought of me even talking to other women,

But despite all of that you cant come to my home town because you might run into my family? But me going to your hometown and running into your family is totally fine.

The only family I've told is my parents, because frankly its not anyone elses business to begin with, and secondly all i told them was that you moved out and that we still love each other. Every time i talk to them they make sure we are still good and still talk, but im sure that means my entire extended family hates you

Ever since you left all I've done is apologize for treating you wrong and tell you how i wish i had another chance to do better And im met with you explaining how easily you could get bitches and how you just want to fuck other people because you need the different experiences.

I try to explain to you my thought processes and you start talking to me all condescending like.

"I dont feel loved" "heres an example of today when i was trying ti show you love and you werent accepting it"

You try to say since you left we argue and whatnot how we used to but all i did was say how maybe i dont feel super loved either.

I do not know what you want from me.

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I am unhappy with the way you treat me

I coyldnt bring myself to talk to you about it because i am scared of how you will turn it around on me

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You're not innocent

We just talked about how you need to be the one to open up more and you said you would and now here you are crying on social media about how i wont come to you to crack open your emotions.

Im tired of everything being my fault. Its not. Im tired of having to be the only one in this relationship who needs to make the first move when it comes to restoring things. Its not my responsibility. Theres two people in this relationship and for a long time its felt like im trying to talk to a brick wall.

I need you to take some accountability. You always hide shit because you claim im going to blow up on you like some lunatic but that hasnt happened not once i always just try to talk to you. Whenever we get into a fight its because im trying to have a civil conversation and you always raise the tensions and claim we were already fighting. You lie and you hide and you take everything out on me and somehow im always the one in the wrong. No matter whats happening or what started it you always find a way to blame someone other than yourself and for the longest time I've just been accepting it but im done.

You're the one whos been lying our whole relationship

You're the one whos been hiding shit from me our whole relationship

You are not innocent

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He calls me a faggot and all he gets is a giggle and a "be nice" i could say someone smells a little funky and id get a lecture on treating people with respect

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I want to wrap my car around a tree

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“I can’t promise to solve all your problems but I can promise that you won’t have to face them alone.”

— Unknown

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Dark Path by PriestofTerror

This artist on BigCartel

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— Haruki Murakami, 1Q84

[text ID: We cannot simply sit and stare at our wounds forever. We must stand up and move on to the next action.]

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Clementine Von Radics, from In A Dream You Saw A Way To Survive; “You are on the floor crying”

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Zainab Aamir

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our lady of sorrows - my chemical romance

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maybe if i was covered in blood i would calm down.

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