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2019/01/06

Guys I reached my first goal!! I lost 1.7 kg overnight which means I'm finally under 90 kg (200 lbs) now!!

I started dieting/losing weight around the 16th of November 2019, with a starting weight of 102,5 kg (225,9 lbs)

Today I have a weight of 89,4 kg (197 lbs). Which also means I'm overweight now in stead of obese!! (According to my BMI).

I know that I'm still very overweight and that I still need to lose almost 30 kg (66 lbs) to reach my ugw but idc for today because I'm so happy right now

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I told my mom about how in Japan before someone commits suicide they usually take off their shoes to show people that they weren’t murdered and they also do that because they take off their shoes while entering a new place so like death is a whole other place that they’re going to visite

And she literally said

-they’re gonna find satan waiting for them.

Okay mom guess I’m going on a date with satan soon too

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I wanna be so skinny that I look good in all kinds of clothing. I wanna be so skinny that I’m able to just put clothes on without having to worry about how it looks.

I wanna be so skinny that you can easily see my wrist bones under tighter sweatshirts. Just keep going. Don’t give up. Man up and fucking do it. Exercise more. Eat less. Go for a walk. Do something. NOW!

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my brain: dude i think you’re about to faint from not eating the whole day.

me: no, shut up. it’s fine. i’m fine.

my brain: *starts making me feel dizzy*

my brain: how about now huh?

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not gonna lie, 'not hungry 2020' is lookin pretty good right about now

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🧸🍓 important 🍓🧸

i was gone from tumblr for good two months i think? and i stopped being much active even before, because i started eating normally and i felt guilty. but now i’m back here ❤️ and i feel a bit sad seeing that this community is so.. quiet and gone:( i miss having friends here and feeling like we all know each other and care for each other. i know eating disorders are bad and we shouldn’t encourage each other, but having a little community here is helpful with feeling less lonely 🧸 so if you’re still active here - please reblog! and feel free to share the blogs you know are active 🥺🍓

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“I’m not anorexic”, I think to myself as I slowly drink a glass of warm water while everyone else in the room eats breakfast

-something i wrote on my notepad a few months ago

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I've been watching some youtube videos of before and after from people who tried this work out

and the results are amazing

i started this today and i'm super tired but i'll keep doing it for two more weeks and show you my results

if you wanna try it too ☝🏼☝🏼☝🏼 here's the link

be safe, take your vitamins and drink water

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my parents were talking about my eating habits and my dad said “i’m not worried about her fasts, i think we should start worrying only if she’s 30 kg and ill” oh so you’re basically saying you should fucking start worrying when i’m one step away from death what the fuck you dumbass

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Me @ myself because I'm a dumb bitch and cant do anything right

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Lovely, isn't it ✨

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someone who drowns in 7 feet of water is just as dead as someone who drowns in 20 feet of water.

Stop comparing traumas, stop belittling your or anyone else’s trauma because it wasn’t ‘as bad‘ as someone else’s. This isn’t a competition we all deserve support and recovery.

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Nobody wants me

But I can’t blame them

I don’t even want myself

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Yellow thinspo

I’ve never felt so trapped.

Trapped in a body that I know just isn’t mine. This is not me. This is not who I want to be.

Fat.

I’m fat. My thighs. My arms. My stomach. All of it.

I just want to feel pretty. Starving makes me feel pretty. Makes me feel light. Makes me feel like I’m one step closer to my actual body.

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kinda remake of one of my fav thinspo?

*sry for the lil hairs uwu*

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