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INDEFINITE HIATUS (!!)

OOC.      i’m   not   being   mean,   ignoring   u   &   shit   ──   but   idk   it's   really   upsetting   me   ...   however   schedule's   killing   me   rn   &   i   just   can't   anymore   //   above   all   someone   is   injured   &   we   all   have   more   tasks   to   take   care   of   then   before.   i   won't   return   whatsoever   'cause   every   day   when   i   feel   like   now's   time   to   go   for   it ... schedule's   like   "binch u thought"   &   it's   not   funny.   it   was   a   great   time   even   if   it   wasn't   for   long   but   i   do   hope   everyone's   enjoying   their   time   here   &   outside   of   tumblr.   i   love   u   guys   specially   my   biggest   crush   @seulpeun ...   i’ll   remember   you   forever <3

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Once you’ve been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 56 truths about you. At the end, choose 10 people to be tagged. You have to tag the person who tagged you.

Tagged by: @seulpeun ; @98east ( *gasps* THANK U ! ♥ ) Tagging: @svvyn ; @yokviboy ; @hanhwayo ; @goghjoo ;  @haebxtna ; @halsiion ; @oftheoi ; @dahliancgra ; @aprt7012 ; @soulreapcr ; @vuotriste ; @consilian ; @tempuris   &  anyone who wants to ♥

WHAT WAS YOUR:

Last Beverage: yogurt drink. Last phone call: to 준호 asking if he could pick me up, so we can walk & talk a little. Last text message: my noona, she’s a lot more worried these days. Last song you listened to: AS FEEL - GLABINGO Last time you cried: the day before yesterday.

HAVE YOU EVER:

Dated someone twice: don’t think so. Been cheated on: i hope not. Kissed someone and regretted it: mhm. Lost someone special: no more than the fingers on one hand. Been depressed: nah, a little maybe. Been drunk and threw up: of course not.

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS:

alabama crimson, antique brass, azureish white

LAST YEAR, HAVE YOU:

Made a new friend: i guess so, not plenty but enough. Fallen out of love: nope, haven’t. Laughed until you cried: ah, yeah, probably, isn’t it sad that i can’t remember? Met someone who changed you: nope, that was way before. Found out who your true friends are: they come & go, right? i stopped trying to hold them & create an illusion. still it’s hard sometimes & hurts when they leave. after all they are a part of who you are. Found out someone was talking about you: that’s a given when work’s competition.

FIRSTS:

First surgery: hand, about 10 minutes long, it wasn’t difficult. First piercing: never had one. First best friend: 유진, my first kiss, ahh, she was exactly like the girl next door. we did a lot of shenanigans together. she stole flowers while i waited for her with bruised knees, drinking milk. i wonder what she’s doing right now ... First sport you joined: ballet, who would have guessed?! First vacation: first vacation that i remember is deokjeokdo, after three days my sister was feverish, so we had to leave early. First pair of trainers: white ones. i jumped into a deep puddle, thinking we could clean them later ... well, i was wrong.

RIGHT NOW:

Eating: pretzel sticks Drinking: tea I’m about to: rehearse for next week’s show, there’s still a lot do. Waiting for: my next train to catch, we’ve still plenty of time though.

YOUR FUTURE:

Want kids: no, please. Get married: it does feel nice when you think about it, however it doesn’t have to be official. i don’t need papers to tie me to my significant other. Career: still on stage ─ till i collapse.

WHICH IS BETTER:

Lips or eyes: eyes. Hugs or Kisses: hugs. Shorter or Taller: taller. Older or younger: both?! unless we don’t have anything to talk about ... that’s too much. Romantic or Spontaneous: spontaneous. Nice stomach or nice arms: just nice. Sensitive or Loud: sensitive & loud --- for the drama. Hook-up or relationship: hook-ups that lead to a relationship. Trouble maker or hesitant: hesitant.

HAVE YOU EVER:

Kissed a stranger: yes, don’t see the problem. Drank hard liquor: yeah, but i’m not much a friend of it. Lost glasses/contacts: i don’t use either. so no. Sex on first date: nah. Broke someone’s heart: i’m pretty sure. Been arrested: no, never. Turned someone down: better that than playing them. Cried when someone died: no ... shed a single tear, maybe?! Fallen for a friend: unfortunately.

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

Yourself: always. Love at first sight: i don’t think so. Heaven: i tolerate it?! am prepared for everything.  Santa Claus: for a couple of years. Kiss on the first date: even before that. Angels: i should, right?!

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tillimfree-a :

6/10.

❛ i feel like a six out of ten. ❜

❛ i gotta get up early tomorrow again. ❜

❛ what goes on behind the words? ❜

❛ can you see the panic inside? ❜

❛ i’m making you uneasy, aren’t i? ❜

❛ i’ll close my mouth, i won’t say a word. ❜

❛ i know that you don’t want me here. ❜

a non love song from nashville.

❛ it’s time to go back to you know where. ❜

❛ stop, no, you’re not allowed to think that. ❜

❛ don’t imagine what could have been. ❜

❛ just a memory now. ❜

❛ you fool, how dare you trust fate! she’s not that kind. ❜

❛ you stepped off the edge but you didn’t check where you’d fall. ❜

❛ and now look at what you’ve done. ❜

❛ this will all just end in flames. ❜

❛ where’s that self control that you preach? ❜

dear happy.

❛ i missed you dearly. ❜

❛ is our time fleeting? ❜

❛ is even meeting a healthy idea, or am i getting too near? ❜

❛ don’t try to fight it. i’m here for tonight. ❜

❛ and i’ll be waiting for you until we meet again. ❜

❛ i know it’s scary, but don’t be wary. ❜

❛ if we don’t have that long, let’s not waste it feeling wrong. ❜

❛ this isn’t the end, i’m your lifelong friend. ❜

❛ sure, it’s been a while, but i’ll be here when you smile. ❜

❛ would you mind staying? ❜

❛ it’s getting late, but i will visit you soon. ❜

❛ so just try to get through. ❜

human.

❛ i wanna pick you up and scoop you out. ❜

❛ i want the secrets your secrets haven’t found. ❜

❛ paint me in trust, i’ll be your best friend. ❜

❛ call me the one, this night just can’t end. ❜

❛ will you share your soul with me? ❜

❛ unzip your skin and let me have a see. ❜

❛ oh, i’m so human. we’re just human. ❜

❛ lean for me, and i’ll fall back. ❜

❛ you’ll fit so nicely, you’ll keep me intact. ❜

❛ i want to give you your grin. ❜

❛ so tell me you can’t bear a room that i’m not in. ❜

intertwined.

❛ you and i, safe from the world. though the world will try. ❜

❛ oh, i’m afraid of the things in my brain. ❜

❛ but we can stay here and laugh away the fear. ❜

❛ you create a rarity of my genuine smiles. ❜

❛ can you drink all my thoughts? cause i can’t stand them. ❜

❛ i’ve pinned each and every hope on you. ❜

❛ i hope that you don’t bleed with me. ❜

one for the road.

❛ well, you moved on ridiculously quick. ❜

❛ so much for hopeless romantic. ❜

❛ don’t get me wrong, i’m happy you found someone else to screw around. ❜

❛ just goes to show, i’m better off without you. ❜

❛ leave me alone, but i’m not alone. ❜

❛ i got friends to help me through. i’d rather be with them than you! ❜

❛ how weird to see your true colors show. ❜

❛ i didn’t think you’d go so low. ❜

❛ don’t you dare think you cause me stress. ❜

❛ i’ll rip our letters, you rip her dress. ❜

❛ remember when we kissed that night, remember when you held me tight. ❜

❛ remember you and me, oh wow. that’s all out the window now. ❜

sick of losing soulmates.

❛ god knows where i would be if you hadn’t found me sitting all alone in the dark. ❜

❛ watch how a cold broken teen will desperately lean on a super glued human of proof. ❜

❛ brave face talk so lightly, hide the truth. ❜

❛ cause i’m sick of losing soulmates, so where do we begin? ❜

❛ cause i’m sick of losing soulmates, won’t be alone again. ❜

❛ i can finally see, you’re as fucked up as me. so how do we win? ❜

❛ we will grow old as friends. i’ve promised that before. ❜

❛ time and hearts will wear us thin, so which path will you take? ❜

❛ cause we both know a break does exactly what it says on the tin. ❜

❛ i won’t take no for an answer. ❜

dodie clark originals | sentence meme.

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seulpeun :

½  —  a playlist for @93moon // they talk about us in superlatives—all eyes on you, all eyes on me, all eyes on the way we look at each other. (who cares who cares who cares?) 

this is an illusion of love, an echo of intimacy, fragments of solace and pinches of something inexplicable — an almost.

this is us — no labels & undefinable. | (listen)

tracklist (15 tracks):

talking to the moon — kream

꺼내 먹어요 (eat) — zion.t

beautiful — crush

d (half moon) — dean ft. gaeko

that xx (그 XX) — g-dragon

ring ring — sik-k ft. gaeko

for now — kwon jin ah & sam kim

crush on you — babylon ft. lil boi

moon, 12:04am — offonoff

come over — dean ft. baek yerin

your eyes — hoody ft. jay park

come closer — ryan

take care of you — giriboy

stay if you want — samuel seo

embrace — ryan

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° ‘ㅅ’ °   . .     his   hands   drop   down,   palming   the   railing   that   is   covered   in   an   exploding   layer   of   old   paint.       careful   not   to   hurt   himself   ──   or   doctor   kim   might   scold   him    o n c e    a g a i n,   her   nagging   tone   pain   in   his   sensitive   ears.            an   old   woman   who   doesn’t   understand,   never   will   ...   she’s   blind   to   the   obvious,    wrong   to   think   he’d   do   this   on   purpose.        a   sigh   is   to   rise   his   mood   &   so   he   turns   his   face   towards   the   sun   as   his   head   rests   in   DISCOMFORT   on   the   ancient   banister.       funny,   how   he   starts   to   enjoy   himself   in   the   presence   of   the   other,   despite   their   first   meetings   being   rather   awkward.             feet    turn   inwards   as   he   closes   his   eyes   to   shield   himself   from   the   burning    light.         which     l i n e    will   they   cross    t o d a y  ?

❛  i   hope   you   brought   us   some   food.  ❜            jitae   mumbles   nonchalantly        ❛  spicy   chicken !  ❜        tongue   snakes   over   his   lips,      he   isn’t   allowed   to   ruin   a   perfect   pink.   tomorrow’s   a   show   to   be   killed,   although   he’s   close   to   kissing   the   thought   good   bye   in   lack   of   smelling   anything   ───   but   if   it’s   wrapped   up   tightly ?!

the   boy   dares   to   gaze    //    one   eye   open    //   blurriness   freezing   his   mind   for   a   moment   whatsoever.

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   ‘it is a fair question.’ not all drinks were terrible here, depended on heavily what another would order. for example? their wine! wine tasted r e a l and legit, far from anything being fake or being labeled as “dish water”. he would smile soft as he picks his wine glass to take a quick sip, indication that not ALL drinks were bad. 

   ‘wine is great,’ he starts as he sets his drink down, ‘only reason I come. where you from?’

° ‘ㅅ’ °   . .    at   this   his   brows   crook,   nevertheless   he   orders   one.        must   be   one    h e l l    o f   a   w i n e    then.               &   rather   wine   than   to   choke   on   the   stale   air   of   this   bar,   he   didn’t   know   the   reaper   could   own   one   but   if   it   were   to   happen,   SURELY   they   would   run   a   place   like   this.  

❛    seoul.     long   way,   isn’t   it ?   ❜           he   glares   holes   into   the   glass   before   abandoning   his   ‘dish   water’.            ❛   are   you   always   on   your   own ── all alone ?   ❜

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“Yes,” comes a muffled reply from the back of the garden– and then Taemin comes heading around the corner with a couple of plants balanced in his arms, pausing his steps to place them down on the wooden bench along the front of his home. he wasn’t necessarily expecting any guests today, but sometimes things happen for a reason, sometimes people show up when nudged in the right direction by fate. he dusts the soil off of his hands as his almond eyes scan over the stranger, appraising him and his aura silently, before he clears his throat.

“Well– you found this place, so I assume you’re in need of a little help.”

° ‘ㅅ’ °   . .       ❛  wow. ❜            it’s   barely   audible   as   he   passes   the   different   types   of   greens,   he’s   truly   captivated   by   their   appearance,   glad   that   they   seem   to   be   healthy.               the   more   it   saddens   him   to   say   the   following.              ❛   not   quite   it.  ❜            jitae   admits,   turning   a   paper   tissue   between   his   hands   to   showcase   something   SPIKY.           ❛  seems   like   this   was   dropped   in   your   front   garden. ❜              he   slides   forward   in   moves   trained   to   grace   over   many   years,   cupping   the     p l a n t     like   a    p r e s e n t,   which   by   all   means   would   never   come   to   his  right   mind.

❛    a   datura.         wouldn’t   want   you   to   have   this   precious   place   ruined.  ❜

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                          @93moon called for a starter !

☆ ┇ “Look, cut the crap, its fucking 3 am in the morning.” David frowned since he got woken up by his friend who gave him a very random phonecall in the midle of the night. He werent prepared for it. “It better be good.” he mentioned to let the other know that he woke him up from his beauty sleep and that got him cranky.

° ‘ㅅ’ °   . .    ❛  do   i   really   need   a   reason ?  ❜              jitae   scoffs   &   surely   the   other’s   able   to   hear   his   pout   through   the   phone          ❛  i   just   wanted   to   hear   your   voice. ❜            his     fingers   clench   around     the   blanket   beneath   him,     f a b r i c    f i l l i n g    f i s t,    while   worry   would   drag   itself   over   his   voice.      ❛   i   can’t   tell   you   ──   it’s   silly  ...  ❜       the   boy’s   poised   to   confess   &   yet   his   TONGUE   FALLS   NUMB.

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다른사람에 대해 싫어하거나 강하게 대응하는 부분은 너 자신 안에도 있는 것이.

                                                        @seulpeun

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° ‘ㅅ’ °   . .     the   night   does   have   a   heavy   impact   on   him,   social-wise.             when   politics   &   self-orientated   banter   outgrow   carefree   ramblings,   he   decides   for   the   better   &   switches   inattentive     //   tongue   dries   in   his    starving   mouth   &   yet   he   lacks   in   a   grumbling   stomach.   what   to   do ?         what   to   do ?              the   music’s   shaking   his   bones   but   still   it   comes   of   a   massage   than   a   massacre.       so   he   turns   around   to   face   the   stage,   ignoring   his   friends   even    more.             only   slightly   does   he   wish   he   would   have   acknowledged   the   offer   of   training   together   with   someone   else.              the   echo   isn’t   going   to   stay   for   long   whatsoever.

without   having   a   few,   his   eyes   work   perfectly   &   he   takes   peace   in   checking   his   environment,   where   jitae   would   stop   at   a   dim   lighted   corner.             cosily   decorated   &   equipped   with   almost   undamaged   cushions.               must   be   due   to   the   fact   that   it’s   pretty   out   of   the   centre,   where   bass   wouldn’t   control   your   heartbeat.

there’s   a   pretty  &   lanky   lady    &    to   his   surprise   a   seemingly   uncomfortable   man,   who   avoids   her   flirtatious   gaze,   tugging   nervously   at   the   hem   of   his   sleeves.

❛  excuse   me,   babe.   ❜        he   slurs   &   interrupts   the   brunette   mid   sentence,   acting   as   if   he   hasn’t   noticed   both   of   them   wincing   in   surprise.               to   stop   himself   from   grinning,   jitae   presses   a   kiss   to   the   man’s   temple,         ❛      the    phone   call   took   me   a   bit   longer   than   i   thought,  anyway,   what   have   i   missed ?     ❜     &   sits   down   next   to   his   phantom   boyfriend,   steadying   himself   by   snaking   around   a   crooked   arm.

her   jaw   drops   &   with   it   dies   her   confidence.                the   boy   plays    concern       ❛    what ?      did   i   say   something   wrong ?     ❜           it   doesn’t   take   her   10   seconds   to   leave,   almost   tripping   over   her   dozens   of   apologetic   bows.         at   this   he   searches   the   stranger’s   eyes,   same   question,   same   concern.

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    ‘mm, you must be new here.’ only an assumption, he had never seen the stranger’s face before, though. his hand would wave idly towards the glass the stranger holds, all stopping him, he hoped, before he took a drink. 

    ‘their drinks aren’t the best. taste like dishwater.’ only fair warning!  

@93moon | starter call

° ‘ㅅ’ °   . .      fingers   are   tight,   tip   white,   around   the   glass   //   alright   &   he   puts   the   glass   aside.         ❛   &   why   are   you   here   then ?     ❜                  he   asks,   a   heavy   accent   sweets   his   speech,   he’s   not   home   here   &   thanks   to   that,     h e     a s s u m e s     the   other   has   gotten   his   assumption   confirmed.

  ❛    ‘only   fair   question !      ❜        jitae   repeats   with   a   shrug.

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「 @93moon receives a starter from KIBUM 」

「 ♡ 」 … *┊                               WITH A STARE WHICH seemed so far away from everything, Kibum was staring at the large mirror in front of him. His feet were bleeding through the bandages again from the blisters and his whole body seemed to be rather weak looking right now. He sat on the cold wooden floor, observing his own reflection in the mirror absently, watching how it changed whenever his sight became blurry, observing the grimaces which formed in the dark corners and slowly drifting into a state which was far away from his usual self. Kibum, the hardworking and almost workaholic, ballet dancer was usually a nice person, very kind to everyone and shy but he seemed to change when he got overwhelmed with work. Usually, this change wasn’t a problem at all because the only person Kibum would harm then was himself, but he wasn’t alone this time. The dancer turned his head to the side to the person he just trained with while a lopsided smirk slowly crept on his features.  “Exhausted, Hyung? Shouldn’t you take a break? Come here, sit next to me,” he said with a sweet voice as he patted on the floor next to him.

° ‘ㅅ’ ° . .    sore   joints   give   in   under   pressure   of   his   sweaty   palm.                he  should   stop   yet   doesn’t   want   to.           his   arabesque   penchée   violently   shakes.              the   limits   of   a   human   body.                sometimes   ( often )   he   wishes   to   hold   a   divine   crown,   he   doesn’t   care   for   the   label   but   for   power   &   instead   gnarls   at   his   imperfect   reflection.         once   again   he   has   promised   to   go   home   with   minji,   once   again   he’s   missed   the   opportunity.         however   more   on   purpose   than   accident.   this   day   //   the   weather   is   mercilessly   &   she   hates   thunder   to   the   point   of   skipping   training,   normally   he   would   hold   her   hand   then   . . .     there’s   a   quick   glance   to   the   clock,   fuelling   denial   with   stubbornness   if   asked   about   it.             just   in   this   moment   his   phone   rings,   she’s   home    ──    well,   good   for   her.         it’s   cue   for   him   to   take   one   more   try   as   his   muscles   burn   ferociously,   forcing   his   body   to   slump   on   the   wooden   floor.               &   he   doesn’t   comment,   rather   drags   himself   next   to   the   other   as   quick   as   his   limbs   allow.         ❛     my   dongsaeng   is   mocking   me,   huh   ...     ❜           he   jokes,   fetching   kibum   a   bottle         ❛     you   finished   with   training   already ?     ❜            fingers   are   hesitating   in   removing   his   shoes   &   gives   them   time,    at   least   the   restless   throb   has   to   stop   before   anything.