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There is a standard media depiction of a "healed" person. Someone who has Gone To Therapy. I've noticed this in a few works recently. We often see them at the end of a story, maybe in a "ten years later" epilogue. They speak in a soft, serene voice. They have Accepted what they cannot change. They have let go of a lot, including most of what we see them actually care about in the story itself. They are Happy, At Peace, in some non-descript way. They bare little resemble to the person we were actually shown. They bare little resemblance to any person. We were shown, as we usually are in stories, an agent, a desirer, someone becoming. Now they have Become. And they look back on all that silly becoming as something childish that they have moved past. Fire, you know, fire is for children who don't know any better. To be Healed is to have your fire rightly extinguished; to not even miss it.

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So I had an idea

I wanna animate these bitches at one point, and I wanna use a very simplified design for em so I don't want to kill myself trying to draw them.

I couldn't be bothered with too many notes and details but just little things I wanna remind myself when I animate them

anyways

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Opening 3 slots! Payment through my new Kofi or PayPal, dm if interested! I’m willing to draw pretty much any character, especially dnd

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more trueform Cas... I'm gonna be honest with you it's not a thought out design or anything I'm just putting together things that I like

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Dean winchester is saved.

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Something about the Trawlerman having two faces

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wings 🪶

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Was the body dead when abandoned? Was the body abandoned? By whom had it been abandoned? It's Last Word Wednesday.

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Making an animatic! Because i am ill. This is all the planning stage, and me figuring out the style I want it to be in.

Dubious storyboard panel under the cut!

Theres like 3 more of these i'm going to die

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ngl i watched 5 seasons in 4 days

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Do tell me if it works pls LOL I will consider my time on this earth meaningful. My job is done.

Empty page is 100% carpenter but so is The Crooked The Cradle, Metaphor, and Strangler Fig!!

Here’s some more of my brain rot over her, Turtle Island is pretty much TSV’s plot from seasons 1-3

Tie me up in my callow belief / Someday I’ll make something out of me / Years of imitating mastery / Only made me a better thief

Empty Page (The Crane Wives)

My submission for @zineoftideandflesh! Closeups under the cut.

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shut your eyes

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there’s a storm at my place so I made jayvik kiss

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'Pretty big eggs'. Alai Ganuza. 2022.

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All the sister carpenter love I’m seeing in the tags is giving me so much fulfillment??

Because me fucking too

The intense insane chokehold this woman holds over me is earth shattering. Mind blowing.

She’s so important and she means so much to me,,

Tie me up in my callow belief / Someday I’ll make something out of me / Years of imitating mastery / Only made me a better thief

Empty Page (The Crane Wives)

My submission for @zineoftideandflesh! Closeups under the cut.