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greetings. this was a decision i was taking into account for a long while now, and i've come to settle on it instead of stalling the inevitable. so here i am.

this blog will be archived, and with it; i will take my leave. i am eternally thankful for your continuous support, for taking the time to stop by either to read one of my pieces or simply chat, and for your simple existence in my safe little corner of the internet. i don't regret starting this journey, nor do i regret leaving it behind.

to my mutuals, should i return sometime in the future, i will reach out to you. but even then, who knows what's awaiting me tomorrow and afterwards. nevertheless, i am as equally grateful for you as well, even with how scarce our interactions have been.

i wish you all the best on your end, and for the many days ahead to continue treating you kindly 🤍 thank you once again.

with love, ayame.

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ayame your theme and tags and everything are SO pretty and aesthetic. you really embody the angel theme with everything you do oh my goodness

that image of my melody should sum up precisely how i feel www

my emotional self aside—i could muse about how pretty your own themes are for days on end, and don't see myself able to quit musing about it by then either.

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i have less likes than you have drafts and i've been here for YEARS. ayame, darling. <3

i have an inkling as to who you may be .. i am perceiving you 👁️ huhu, all jokes aside—i always forget i have that many drafts .. it doesn't help that my likes are less than them as well ;; as soon as an idea or a vague concept sprouts in the back of my mind, i immediately scurry to write it down. even on the off chance that i don't forget about the concept www

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HELLO MIJI ITS BEEN SO LONGGG ARE YOU DOING GOOD?

aaa nene !! bubs !! ୧⁠(⁠＾＾⁠)⁠୨

greetings and welcome back (^^♪ i hope you have been faring well and have been taking good care of yourself 🫂 it's been a while, alright .. i've been busy with loads of passion projects and personal affairs, but they haven't been deterring my present state of mind; which is good as we speak 🍵 (⁠◡⁠ ◡ ⁠) it's such a delight to see you again !! may the remainder of today and the many days ahead treat you kindly than ever before. ᡣ𐭩

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The aesthetics. boom. That's it. How can someone be so creative, do tell me?? And that Moze drabble, oh...

noonie? pardon me? i need a moment for this www

i am beyond grateful for your time and presence, first and foremost 🙇🏻‍♀️ secondly; i am not sure where to begin with my response to such words .. on one hand, i have so much to say that can be toned down to a mere ‘thank you.’ but on the other—i am the embodiment of the columbina emote attached to this response. i'm simply too endeared to even formulate my words properly (T T )

ask game — tell me why you follow me on anon.

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holy shit bro. the angel of all angels is asking me why i follow an angel? i'm rather new to your blog, but it's so cozy here, ayame~!

noonie .. oh my goodness; your words :( it relieves me to hear that my blog is cozy, and the manner in which you perceive me made me smile beyond measure. i hope you enjoy your stay here for the many days to come (^^♪ and once again—i am quite grateful for you. loads of love from yours truly ~

ask game — tell me why you follow me on anon.

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tell me why u follow me on anon

i am so baffled why y'all follow my shit blog. explain please.

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i mean this quite kindly, but a handful truly don't deserve the privilege to send something anonymously. especially when the something in question is but an embarrassing attempt at trying to poke fun at me.

you have absolutely no, and i mean not a shred, of entitlement towards any creative creator on this site. from artists, writers, or both; their time and aspirations for what to publish next are on the palm of their hand. not yours. if they desire a week or even a month of inactivity for inspiration or otherwise—let them be. they have that right all to them.

i was hoping to not resort to this, as i value and greatly appreciate how positive and safe my little corner of the internet is for me and the friends i have here. but i fear it's becoming increasingly saddening watching even other mutuals of mine receive this unprecedented and, quite frankly, unwarranted treatment. goodness forbid the people behind the screen have a life to tend to, or muse to their hearts content on their own blogs about whatever they fancy.

a writer's blog isn't a library, and an artist's blog isn't a gallery. let them be.

to my mutuals who have been receiving either a handful or a wave of harassment as i have been receiving lately; don't listen to a single word that glide across their keyboards. you are so loved, you are so wonderful and i would be heartbroken to not see other pieces of what makes you the wonderful you i know were it not for your miscellaneous posts or otherwise. keep being you, keep doing what you love, because aside from those little bees that sting—there are others who are willing to gently rest on your shoulder and bid you well.

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arranging a very ambitious cover tonight to help keep me up a bit. i haven't cradled my violin today.

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arranging a very ambitious cover tonight to help keep me up a bit. i haven't cradled my violin today.

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tomorrow's the fifteenth .. huhu.

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ayame !! i hope you're having a great day <3 that doodle was so cute and it made me curious so i hope it's okay to ask but i was wondering what your dynamic is like with the different versions of scara and whether you have different au's for them ? <33

rie rie !! greetings to you yet again, bubs (^^♪ my day went smoothly, thank you kindly. i hope yours has been as such in turn, if otherwise—you are keen on who's going to stop by your doorstep~ here's to kinder days ahead from yours truly and i. 🫀

and of course—you are more than welcome to ask !! you can riddle whatever is on your mind to me, friend, including my silly little world. to keep my answer for the au's part short; indeed i do~ though only a handful, since most concepts go to original pieces to help read into his character. ( i say, having already known his character like the back of my hand for years www )

kuronushi is nothing more but a narrative device in the original setting, but i have an abnormal love towards him from a concept standpoint. in my eyes, perhaps in another iteration of old teyvat, he's a collected wayfarer. though no less snarky and distant. our dynamic is what i have in my drafts as “the poet and the epitaph.” the latter being a traveling performer who only recently returned to their hometown; inazuma. since then, the two act as the muse for either side—from a poet to another, and from a sword dancer to ballerina.

the kabukimono is like an eclipse to me. that perception stemmed from the warmth of his personality, yet the solemn truth of his inhumanity. despite it all, he holds onto his ‘family’s teachings, to be kind, to be himself. star and moon, is the dynamic i would use to not only describe the dynamic between us in this iteration; but for the balladeer and the wanderer as well. although .. i feel this specific iteration speaks more to it. two ‘otherwordly’ beings finding home in being themselves. no veils to shield them from the moonlight, but to bask beneath it.

the balladeer is a first quarter. two sides of the same coin, type of deal. a more humorous description would be a cat owner keeping their raging inferno of a cat on a leash. i'm the type to be hardly fazed by anyone regardless of attitude, as i prioritize the individual beneath the armor. it's no secret that scaramouche is all bark and bite towards everyone, yet to me; it's nothing more than a nibble. i may have felt that unforgiving bite, but it's reciprocated with a smile.

the wanderer is a new moon greeting a levert. there's familiarity and foreignity in the latter's gaze, a thin veil shielding a much stronger sensation that resided within their ribcage. kabukimono's and kunikuzushi's dynamic merged into one, if you will. that feeling is an enigma to me in contrast to him, but passed through passing glances under nahida's curious inquiries, mindless musings under the tree he once spent his time alone under, and childish laughter with mini durin in regards to his adventures in simulanka.

this is rather lengthy .. apologies in advance (^^’ nevertheless—i hope you enjoyed knowing more about my self–ship and reading it in general~ take care bubs, and be sure to drink water if you haven't done so yet. 🫂

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i am back home from work~ i see a familiar face in my inbox ( greetings to you too, rie bubs 🫀 ) which i will tend to as soon as i am done bathing and have had dinner (^^ alongside web anon's which i am so sorry for delaying this long. that aside, i hope you all are doing well thus far, or okay at the very least. 🫂

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on break from work at the moment, and thought i'd stop by to pass on my usual greetings to you all. (^^♪ this is your gentle reminder to stay hydrated and safe, wherever you are, and to prioritize yourself when the edges of the path your treading grow sharp.

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your theme & user is sooo cute!

thank you kindly, dear visitor (^^ it's a delight to hear. i wish you a lovely and kind rest of your day, wherever you are. ᡣ𐭩

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call me delusional ( i highly likely am in this case ) but surely that's columbina singing in skirk's drip marketing. surely.

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i dare him to not score a critical hit ( impossible difficulty ).