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It was one in the morning and I had just told you a lie. I told you I liked you when the truth had been that I was in absolute love with you. I swear to this day that you were made with the soul of the sun, I can tell by the way your smiles are always the brightest and the warmest. Your response to my lie was that you would give it a try. I stayed up for an hour thinking about your fingers wrapped around mine, my arms around your huggable looking waist, and my ear to your chest so I could listen to my favorite song, your heartbeat. Soon my thoughts of you were interrupted the ding of my phone and your name flashes across my screen. The message reads "I'm sorry but I don't think I can do this." Then I felt my hearts collapse in my chest, my throat tightened, and my face began to feel hot and wet. I've never told you until now but you should know, I am still in love with you two years of almost silence later.

A Young Lesbian Thinking About Her First Love (a-bambi-lesbian)