a-desolate-dreamer

[a-desolate-dreamer]

Your love made me a living corpse

For whenever your thoughts crossed my mind

It was just void of dreams

And full of mortal lethargy

Solicitude is a very deep feeling

one for which i will follow you to the ends of world

But my solicitude for you was so deep

With time I forgot where i placed it

~a soulless lover

[a-desolate-dreamer]

You were exquisite and magic

Your eyes were sheer sight of ecstasy

But you were my biggest tragedy

For every exquisite thing there's a tragedy

For you I become Icarus

I soar and fly high up the yonder skies

And melt my wings of scars and fright

To fall in your arms and love with all my might

[a-desolate-dreamer]

There were many oceans

Pacific and Atlantic flowing

But i chose your orbs

For dying and drowning to death

Your love gifted me something

Something called grief of love

Saying that love was once mine

And for love i paid a price

[a-desolate-dreamer]

We were living a life

A life of learning and yearning

A life in which you learnt unconditional love

And one in which i yearned for your love

There were words and feelings

Words which went unheard

And feelings which went unsaid

For there was a lot to say and no language to say it in

[a-desolate-dreamer]

Lethargic desires ❤️‍🩹✨...

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[a-desolate-dreamer]

Your love my darling

Broke me to my bones

But i went on with life

For i had dreams to live

Yet you were a dream

Laying in a grave of my mind

For the dream of us never lived

Yet died in that grave

~a-desolate-dreamer

[a-desolate-dreamer]

If God recreates this world

And the valleys are made

Your alleys would be the first ones

For it beholds the jewel of his crown

I fell in your love with your ocean like eyes

And drowned in them like anything

I lived for your love

And not enough of it killed me

[a-desolate-dreamer]

I wanted to live

And to live one must love

But i died

For i was one who die when he loves

I cried to the universe

For a lasting love

And the love finally lasted

But the lover died

[a-desolate-dreamer]

I was a dreamer of love

I was a dreamer of care

My life dwelled upon dreaming

For which i had many pains to bear

This is a tragic world for lovers

For i was a lover and loved

And loved you much longer in your absence

Than i would ever be able to in your presence

[a-desolate-dreamer]

The dream never lived 💭💔

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[a-desolate-dreamer]

The Seeker ❤️‍🔥

I was a seeker of love

Climbing the valleys of hearts

And trekking the alleys of pain

For i was a seeker of love

I was a slave

Slave of a thousand thorns

For i sought love

The love of a rose

I sought to see the world

Through your orbs

They reflect a thousand sunsets

One more beautiful than the other

I was a seeker of love

And a lover of poetry

But i never defined it

Because for me it was always you

You were out of place

Just like the moon

During the day

Yet you were beautiful

You were the love i sought

For you were the stars, who saw me wail

You were the moon, who saw my tranquility fade away

You were the love I sought.

We were kissed by poems

And taken away by the seas of prose

You love was like hell to me

For which i fought the Heaven too

~an utopic dystopia

[a-desolate-dreamer]

The white dove 🕊️

Love was tormented

In many ways in this world

You were the one who got but never cared

And i cared for i got none

I was made of letters

Letters which never reached you

Inks which never fetched you

Yet they were the ones which i lived upon

Love for you my pounding heart

It was born in a moment of ecstasy

But if you ask me when?

It is that i hardly know when it began

I never wanted to abandon you

For my heart was all yours

But i had to leave your hands

For it was in my nature

To let the white dove seek for the sky

You were my night

For because of darkness in your might

The stars of my world gleamed

And filled it with light

And now just like April

You too abandoned me

Leaving behind the warmth and fragrance

And bringing the murky skies

Of May in My life.

~jyotish

[a-desolate-dreamer]

Memories from April🏵️...

Love was tormented

In many ways in this world

You were the one who got but never cared

And i cared for i got none

I was made of letters

Letters which never reached you

Inks which never fetched you

Yet they were the ones which i lived upon

Love for you my pounding heart

It was born in a moment of ecstasy

But if you ask me when?

It is that i hardly know when it began

I never wanted to abandon you

For my heart was all yours

But i had to leave your hands

For it was in my nature

To let the white dove seek for the sky

You were my night

For because of darkness in your might

The stars of my world gleamed

And filled it with light

And now just like April

You too abandoned me

Leaving behind the warmth and fragrance

And bringing the murky skies

Of May in My life.

~jyotish

[a-desolate-dreamer]

Your love was like a glass

A glass of wine

It looked eloquent

But its sharpness made me bleed

It made me bleed my heart into vain

But now after all this time

Iam a dear friend of pain

For love always killed me

But pain made me understand others

And that revived me into a better life.

~ Jyotish

[a-desolate-dreamer]

Iam a ocean of void and sorrow

For not because iam miserable

But because there is no greater sorrow

Than to recall a merry night on a miserable Eve

Our love remain unrequited

And it will remain so for life

But that killed me and my heart died

And to really Live

I believe I needed to die

a few more deaths like these

[a-desolate-dreamer]

May be it was the unsaid feelings

Which makes me tragically tired

For i have spoken so less

Yet the thought makes me question

What do I have to say

All these eons of silence

Have turned my mouth into a graveyard

Filled with unsaid words

Which died on thy lips

[a-desolate-dreamer]

I went on an expedition

An expedition to forget you

But the roads which i took

Took me back to you

I drank a screigh

A screigh unknown to many

But i drank it like the elixir of life

And it drank me to my end

For it was poison of your love