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me: I need to talk to a therapist and get help

therapist: hi

me: hi!!! hello!! Haha I love jokes!!! My life is Going Great!!! Everything’s going well!!! Jokes!!!!

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telling people?? about MY severe emotional issues??? ha, that’s a funny joke

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if you are fucking depressed and no one cares and wanna go to the hospital so you feel Valid smash that fucking like

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today’s Depression Mood is having the duck tales theme song playing in loop in ur head while u think abt death

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there’s smth so satisfying abt seeing ur skin just Open Up,,,,,,,, unlike me heyoo

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teacher: why didn’t you do your work?

me: well I was a tad bit busy slitting my thighs open and crying/sitting and staring at my room as I hurt the people I love by being a dumb bitch

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“You don’t deserve this” ohho, you silly fool, You Are Actually Incorrect, for I am a Horrible Person who should Die!

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its not normal to scream at someone at the top of your lungs, then go back to your day as if nothing happened. it teaches me I don’t need to apologize when I hurt someone, and I refuse to learn this lesson. your bad parenting will not stick. I won’t let it.

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abuse tw but if you scream and yell at ur little kid, theyre probably going to 

A) cry

B) shut down completely or

C- most likely) scream and yell back

Why? its not about disrespect, its because they dont have the impulse control or the handle on their emotions that an adult parent should. And you dont get to punish them for their reaction to your shitty parenting. That’s just the tea for today folks.

I also want to point out that theres a big difference between yelling out of general frustration (we’ve all been there, but you still need to cool down, apologize, and set an example) and yelling directly at your kid for the sake of intimidation.

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being mentally ill is just being fed up with your own shit 24/7 like oh my god are we really going to do this again can I have like one hour of peace just one fucking hour oh my god p l e a s e

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op is actually a fucking garbage person who should die but go off I guess

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tonight I begged g-d that someone would call the police and I would be sent somewhere, instead of everyone I tell just ignoring my fucking cried for help

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I wanna die I hate everything

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wow i!! kinda fucked yo

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unclean // 01.05.18

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the moods today:

Numb™

So Many Tears

hyperventilating

rinse and repeat