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[aaaayushi]

I’m simultaneously the most obsessive most detached girl in the world

[aaaayushi]

not a question but the vibe you give reminds me of cherry blossoms

thats so sweet omg 😭😭

[aaaayushi]

I wonder if I've ever been in anyone's unrealistic romantic fantasy

[aaaayushi]

here’s some of my random spotify playlists check them out if you want they make no sense

songs that sounds like they’re from the 80s but aren’t

you make a cute new friend but you’re not sure if she’s gay and you don’t want to ruin this new friendship so you’re going to try to have fun hanging out with her while not developing any feelings

waiting rooms are liminal spaces

chill vampire tunes for ppl who just got bitten recently

soundtrack for a horror movie where the lesbian couple survive and kill the axe murderer/exorcise the demons/bust some ghosts,etc.

those kids riding on their bikes in indie movies

this one literally makes no sense if you haven’t read the basic eight i guess but i’ll put it here anyway because imo it’s good if you haven’t read it just picture a teenage girl at a party that goes very very wrong

modern songs i would put on the soundtrack of a western movie (ignore the title,,)

[aaaayushi]

Anonymously tell me wtf is wrong with me.

[aaaayushi]

“tumblr mutual” beloved friend I would pick up at the airport if y’all visited my home city

[aaaayushi]

i say “this is my song” to about 50 songs

[aaaayushi]

im scared to talk to 100% of my mutuals for fear of rejection and also lack of ability to hold a conversation so if we;ve ever talked and i leave ya hangin kno its cause!! im shy!!!!!! n if we havent kNOW THAT I WANT TO IM JUST!!!!!! S H Y !!!!!!!!!!

[aaaayushi]

in my slut era (I want to lace my fingers with yours and make little circles on the back of your hand with my thumb).

[aaaayushi]

I can be normal about things. Don't look at my blog.

[aaaayushi]

i'm deleting this account, none of y'all interact anymore so it's finally time i say goodbye, tumblr isn't the same anymore i'm sorry, i'm so sick of this, but first of all, why are you still reading this? are you ok? do you like me? do you want me to slam you against the wall and kiss you?

[aaaayushi]

babygirl you’ve never met someone as isolated as me before

[aaaayushi]

“are you ok?” no but I’m funny

[aaaayushi]

in another universe, I am the loved, not the lover

[aaaayushi]

if i keep posting nonsense eventually one of you has to fall in love with me

[aaaayushi]

i’m in love with all of you btw

[aaaayushi]

[after saying something completely normal] be honest do you think i should ever speak again