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if we were villains, m.l. rio

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If you're still taking requests vould you please maybe draw the scene in cdth after Adam was scrying and Ronan "bundled him close" 🥺🥺🥺 (also u are a gift to the fandom thank u for all of ur art)

thank you for the nice message  💕 💕 💕 (request is closed now)

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the best part of trc is ronan because of how he interlaces with the weirdest love triangle trope in the most ridiculous way possible. first theres bluesey's Forbidden and Secret Straight Romance which bases solely on the fact that adam could be ""hurt"" whatever that means for that boy while he's internally waxing poetic about Everything Ronan Does Ever but also the fact that while all of this goes down ronan is just,,, pining. like he mustve had ??? suspected ??? that adam liked him ??? seeing as he was the one to make The First Move but as far as the poor guy was concerned at least for 3½/4 books, blue and gansey were boning (see: no one frickin tells him about the curse so WHY would he suspects blue's a virgin black widow) and adam sorta dated blue and he could be straight and honestly it all mustve fallen down so fucking chaotically quickly starting with okay blue and gansey are Together now i guess??? he doesnt even dedicate One Line to the whole big reveal that bluesey had and i firmly suspect that internally, ronan just went okay fine adam is okay with this so i guess he likes me now right that makes sense !!! also whats this whole het secret relationship lmao they actually think their thing is forbidden,,, and then he just frickin. moved on. and then he got with adam, and then he figures out that bluesey have not, in fact, been boning. which is to say HES THE LAST ONE TO FIND OUT WHY IS THIS SO FUNNY TO ME and then he was made goo by a Whole Ass Demon and blue kissed his best fucking friend and he jsut. died. and then his dreamt up ancient forest resurrected him and honestly we as readers have swallowed it all up at some point but i think ronan deserves to yell at every single one of the other characters WHAT. THE HELL AND FUCK. DOES THIS. MeAN. hes been given the least information of all the characters and he just rolls with it. a true gryffindor.

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Reblog this with you favorite Trc character x favorite SoC character x favorite Aftg character x your height I’m trying to prove a theory.

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Ulyana Sergeenko spring 2018 couture

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genuinely, though, ronan’s depression is an intrinsic part of him. everyone who knew ronan before notes constantly how different he is; how he’s less soft, less open, less carefree. he’s different enough now that he fights with gansey about it, because gansey doesn’t understand how a person could become so far removed from who they used to be. 

so here’s what we do know: ronan’s anger is, in canon, his depression manifesting as anger. he’s irritable, he can’t sleep, he feels guilty and hates himself up until the fourth book, he feels notably empty and alone even when he has close friends and a boyfriend, and he’s impulsive and self destructive. 

and while ronan’s attempt didn’t happen the way that it was perceived to have happened before he told the gangsey about his dreams, that doesn’t mean that an attempt didn’t happen. ronan’s dreams want what he wants; they do what he feels they should do. when it happened, ronan’s dreams weren’t yet evolved enough to create things like the cars and the sundogs; he could only even pull out small things. at that point, ronan’s dream creature trying to kill him was a mirror of ronan’s own wants. and ronan is destructive. he’s passively suicidal throughout all the books, blatantly, in the ways that he dismantles himself through drinking and racing and recklessness, and even with his fights with the people he cares about, pushing away people because it makes him feel lonely.

he’s lost his family–both parents (and the PTSD of finding his father viciously murdered), his brothers to different places rather than the same home as him–as well as his home itself. and he’s grown up there. ronan, in cdth, expressed how little he really saw of the world outside of the barns, how he didn’t even understand the way the world was until he was older because he saw so little of it. it’s not just his home, but for a large part of his life, the whole world that he knows, and he’s lost it, and doesn’t know how to cope with that. 

not only that, but in the later books, it’s prominent to ronan that he is alive, and evidently, is working on getting better, most notably in call down the hawk. (”7:07: WAKE UP, ASSHOLE. YOU’RE ALIVE.”, the constant reminders to himself that he’s not actually alone even though he feels lonely.) despite that, he does claim many times throughout it that he’s apathetic about whether he really lives or dies–to the point where ronan’s arc isn’t really his dreamthings, or the world of dreamers, or finding others; so much as a beginning of a resolution to his conflict with himself 

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Hugs from behind>>>

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finished my re-read of the raven king a couple of days ago & i wanted to challenge myself so i decided to illustrate one of my fave scenes in the book! i am by no means a comic artist so i hope this is ok :””)

bonus:

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The Magical World Of Australian Mushrooms By Steve Axford

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time to remember how to draw by going back to books i read as a teen huhu

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;_;

(I was gonna shade it more before my pen ran out of battery, but do you know what, I don’t mind it like this. Comics are hard, man!)

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fox

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FIRST SON ALEXANDER CLAREMONT-DIAZ’S ADDRESS FROM THE WHITE HOUSE, OCTOBER 2, 2020

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Patroclus, he says. Patroclus. Patroclus. Over and over until it is sound only. 

Somewhere Odysseus is kneeling, urging food and drink. A fierce red rage comes, and he almost kills him there. But he would have to let go of me. He cannot. He holds me so tightly i can feel the faint bet of his chest, like the wings of a moth. 

An echo, the last bit of spirit still tethered to my body. 

A torment.

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Conrad Jon Godly

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      “I leaned back, studying her as she finished my bun. A bit of icing covered her lip.        Her nose was still red from the cold, her hair wild and windblown. My little heathen.”                                                                ― Shelby Mahurin, Serpent & Dove

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2020-02-02

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