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Forever and Always

Aaron Hotchner x bau wife reader

summary: Aaron helps reader during a rough case

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��the unsub killed 4 teenage girls and has been dumping them at random locations so-” Derek began to say before being cut off by Aaron’s phone ringing.

A few seconds go by before Aaron speak, “they found another body, teenage girl. let’s go.”

We’ve been here, in florida, for two weeks attempting to catch this unsub. The unsub had been kidnapping teenage girls, killing them and dumping their bodies in random areas. It’s been extremely draining, especially for you.

Everyone is stressed, you and Aaron had a disagreement about the case yesterday which ended in an argument and now you aren’t even speaking to each other.

You normally ride in the suv with Aaron, but you decided to ride in the other one.

You hop in an SUV with Spencer, David, and JJ. You sit in the back and lean your head against the window.

“you okay y/n?” JJ asks you.

“yeah i’m just- this unsub is killing these poor girls so brutally and Aaron and I aren’t even speaking,” you sigh.

“I know it’s tough. Aaron is just frustrated, we all are. I’m sure you guys will be okay once we finish this case.”

“yeah you’re right this is just so hard.”

“I know, i’m sorry. let me know if you need anything y/n,” she says softly.

“thank you JJ.”

“of course y/n.”

As you all pull into the parking lot of the next crime scene, the florida weather seemed to be picking up resulting in the body of the teenage girl smelling horrible.

Aaron and David walk over towards the sheriff, Spencer and JJ walk into the abandoned building towards the body to look for any clues, while Derek and Emily begin searching around the building for anything, which just leaves you.

You decide to walk inside the old abandoned building, following Spencer and JJ but a police officer comes up to you and begins talking.

She behinds spitting out facts about the poor teenage girl, her age, her features, how she was killed.

The anxious feeling continued to rise as she spoke.

You went over to the body after she was done speaking. As you looked at the poor teenage girl, it all became too much and you felt like you were going to throw up and you couldn’t breathe.

You turn around and exit the building, the summer heat only making you feel worse.

You walk to the back of the building and feel slightly relieved that no one else is back here.

You can feel the tears welling up in your eyes as you try your best to breathe but you can’t.

You can feel yourself begin to shake and you can’t control it. You feel a hand on your back which makes you jump.

“it’s okay it’s just me.”

Aaron.

“I- I can’t- br- breath.”

He grabs your hand softly and guides you towards the bench, making you sit down.

He kneels down in front of you.

“look at me sweetheart.”

You do as he says.

“what- what’s happ- happening,” you choke out.

“you’re having a panic attack, it’s okay you’re okay. follow my breathing,” he tells you softly as he strokes your hand.

“Aaron- I- I can’t.”

“yes you can. I know you can. Deep breath in and deep breath out. I’ll do it with you okay?”

You just nod your head, unable to make a full sentence.

“that’s good, you’re doing so good y/n,” he says as he stands up and sits next to you.

“what’s going on y/n?”

You ignore his question and say something else, “i’m sorry I snapped at you yesterday, I didn’t mean it. I’m so sorry.”

You feel the tears well up in your eyes again and Aaron wraps his arms around you and pulls you in for a hug.

He rubs your back softly, “it’s okay. I could tell this case is taking a toll on you, i’m not mad at you.”

You don’t pull away from his embrace, wanting it to last forever.

“what’s going on y/n?”

“I’ve been useless this entire case. I can’t do anything right and I yelled at you last night and these poor girls are getting killed and I can’t even help find the guy who’s doing it,” you choke out.

“That is so far from the truth y/n. You are not useless, none of us have found anything big yet. Listen to me sweetheart, we’re all having a hard time with this case but I can tell you are having the hardest time. I notice how you’ve been tossing and turning at night, unable to fall asleep. I think you just need to get some rest and stop being so hard on yourself. You have done nothing wrong and you have never been useless,” he says softly.

“I love you Aaron.”

“I love you y/n,” he says as he places a kiss on the top of your head.

“Are you ready to go back yet sweetheart?”

You let out a sigh, “can we just stay here for a little longer please?”

“of course we can,” he says softly as he continues to rub your back.

You both sit in silence before you decide to speak.

“How did you know I was back here Aar?”

“I saw you walk out the front, I could tell something was wrong by the look on your face. I called your name but you didn’t hear me.”

“I didn’t think anyone saw me,” you say honestly.

“David and I both saw, after I called your name and you didn’t answer, I told him I was coming to check on you.”

“Thank you Aaron.”

“i’ll always be here for you honey.”

You give him a kiss on the lips.

“Are you ready to go back yet?”

“I think so,” you say softly.

You both stand up and make your way back to the front of the building. The team had just finished up and were ready to go back to the police station.

——

It was around midnight and you were all just arriving at the hotel for the night, once again, no where further in the case.

Aaron told everyone to meet back up in the lobby at 10am.

As you and Aaron enter your hotel room, you feel even worse then you did this morning and you know Aaron notices.

“let’s get ready for bed sweetheart.”

You just nod and you both make your way to the bathroom.

“I’m gonna take a shower, do you wanna get one too honey?”

“yes”

He undresses himself and you do the same, both entering the shower.

You both are done within 20 minutes, Aaron’s exits first and grabs himself and you a towel.

He leaves the bathroom to grab his clothes and walks back in with his pajamas on. He had grabbed your pajamas for you, a pair of underwear, pajama shorts and one of his t-shirts.

You give him a smile as he hands them to you.

Aaron begins brushing his teeth while you change and you join soon after.

After you both are finished, you exit the bathroom and you make your way to your bag, grabbing your brush and brushing your hair.

Aaron sits on the end of the bed and pats the spot next to him, “come here sweetheart, let’s talk.”

You let out a sigh and walk over to sit next to Aaron.

“please talk to me y/n/n”

“It’s just all too much sometimes. These poor girls are being murdered for no reason and we can’t find the guy. I don’t understand how people can be so evil,” you say softly as tears well up in your eyes.

He rubs your thigh softly before speaking, “I understand. We’re going to find the person responsible for this, I promise. There will always be bad people in this world but there will also always be good people in this world, good people like you and our team. I want you to come to me when it becomes too hard, please don’t hold it in, it only makes it worse.”

You look up into his eyes, not even knowing what to say.

“it’s okay to cry y/n,” he says softly and that’s all it takes.

Aaron wraps his arms around you as you begin sobbing.

“it’s okay I got you”

“I love you”

“I’ll protect you”

“shhh it’s okay”

These are all things he whispers to you as you sob in his arms.

After your crying subsides, Aaron speaks again, “i’ll always be here for you y/n, no matter what.”

“I love you Aar.”

“I love you,” he says as he kisses your head.

“Why don’t we try and get some rest?”

You both stand up and lay under the covers, your head on Aaron’s chest and his arms wrapped around you.

“get some sleep y/n,” he whispers to you as he rubs your back.

You fall asleep moments later in the loving hands of your husband, Aaron.

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Quinceañera

aaron hotchner x female reader

summary- you are single mother with three kids. Your oldest daughter Bella is 15 and you have two more children, Emma, who is 5 and Will, who is 8. It’s Bella’s quinceañera. Bella goes to school with Jack, they are close friends. Jack and his father after both invited quinceañera. You and Aaron have heard a lot about eachother but you guys meet for the first time at your daughter’s quinceañera.

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“You look so pretty Bella,” you tell your eldest daughter with tears in your eyes. “Thank you mom,” she tells you. You pull her in for a hug.

“let me get a picture of the three of you,” you tell your children.

“mom seriously,” Emma giggles.

“let me get a pic of my wonderful children”

You take a picture of your kids and immediately make that your background picture.

Everyone starts to make their way in, crowding the place soon.

“GRANDPA,” Will screams as he runs to give your father a hug.

“hi dad,” you say with a smile as he makes his way over to you, giving you and Emma a hug before hugging Bella.

Your dad is your best friend, he’s always been there for you, especially when your ex husband, the father of your children cheated on you and then left.

You’d always been your father’s little girl and you still are in his eyes. Your dad had taken Will and Emma so it was just you and Bella.

“Jack!” Bella said enthusiastically as Jack walked over to you both. Jack and Bella had been best friends for years, you’ve never gotten the chance to meet his father as he’s always working but you’ve heard great things about him.

“Hi ms y/n, this is my dad,” Jack said politely.

“Hi Jack i’m glad you could make it. Hi Mr Hotchner,” you say back.

“please just call me Aaron. It’s very nice to meet you y/n.”

You smile.

“come on Jack,” Bella tells him as they walk away.

“I’ve heard many things about you Aaron, the fbi agent,” you giggle.

“and i’ve heard many things about you,” he says.

“MOMMY,” you hear as Emma runs up to you.

“hey sweetie,” you say as you pick her up.

“This is Aaron sweetie, mommy’s new friend.”

“hi Aaron i’m Emma!”

“well it’s very nice to meet you Emma,” he says softly.

The three of you chat for awhile before Emma asks you to dance with her. “please mommy!”

You giggle. “okay okay honey. I’ll be back Aaron.”

You can feel Aaron’s eyes on you as you walk away and dance with Emma. You love your children so much.

“mommy do you like Aaron?”

“we’re just friends em,” you tell her softly.

“I like him you should date him,” she giggles.

“maybe one day.”

You dance with Emma for alittle longer before Will walks over and they start dancing together. It brings you so much joy to watch them.

You see Aaron make his way over to you. “you seem like a wonderful mother,” he tells you softly.

It brings tears to your eyes, “thank you Aaron”

“I was wondering- wow i’m nervous. I was wondering if you wanted to go on a date with me. I know we just met but i’ve heard so much about you from Jack and i’ve really been looking forward to meeting you.”

“I’d love to go on a date with you and i’ve been looking forward to meeting you aswell,” you say with a smile on your face.

He smiles back at you.

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Hi, I saw that we could send requests, could you do Aaron Hotchner x fem reader who is a single mother of 3 children and she is Latina 💕

hi!!! I’m going to do this for you but i’m just wondering about her being Latina, is there anything specific you want me to do with that? I’m not latina so I don’t know much but I want you to be happy with the outcome.

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“Emily”

aaron hotchner x bau wife reader

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It had been 2 months since you lost your best friend.

2 months since you first broke down into the arms of your husband at the hospital.

“no no no,” you shout as you storm off after JJ tells you all that Emily didnt make it. Aaron quickly following you. He wraps his arms around you and collapse into his embrace. You sob into his suit, drenching it in your tears. “A- Aaron,” you cry out. “l know baby, I gotcha,” he told you as he stroked your hair.”

Today is October 12th, Emily’s birthday.

You wake up, feeling extremely depressed. You look at the clock, seeing it’s already 12pm.

Aaron walks into the bedroom a few minutes later, “why don’t you get up and i’ll make you something to eat.”

“i’m not hungry,” you tell him, already feeling the tears well up in your eyes.

Aaron kneels down next to you and strokes your cheek, “i know, but you still need to eat honey.”

“Aaron I- I can’t do this,” you whisper as tears begin to fall down your cheeks. He gently wipes them away with his thumb and pulls you in for a hug.

“I miss her Aaron,” you sob out.

“I know honey i’m so sorry. Just let it all out. I got you y/n,” he tells you softly as he rubs your back.

You don’t know how long you sobbed into his chest for, but you cried until you had no tears left to cry.

“come on let’s go to the living room,” he tells you. You both walk into the living room and you sit on the couch. He turns on the tv and softly gives you a kiss on your forehead before walking towards the kitchen.

He returns a few minutes later with a grilled cheese on a plate.

He sits down next to you before speaking, “why don’t you just have a few bites, that’s all i’m asking for honey,” he says in his soft voice.

He wraps an arm around you and hands you half of the grilled cheese, you take a small bite of the grilled cheese and lean your head on Aaron’s shoulder.

You finish the first half and he tries to hand you the second off but you shake your head. “okay that’s okay. I’m glad you ate something y/n.”

“I love you sweetie.”

“I love you too Aaron.”

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It has now been 4 months since Emily’s death. It had gotten easier but was still extremely difficult. You and the team were all sitting in the conference room, waiting for Aaron.

He walks in a few minutes later, an anxious look on his face. “4 months ago I made a decision that affected our team, the fake death of Emily Prentiss. This choice was made to ensure the safety of Emily until Doyle was found. I know this is a lot to process but this was made for the safety of Emily and our team. I couldn’t risk any of you finding out, JJ and I were the only ones to know. I take full responsibility for the choices made and any issues should be taken up with me. She’ll be arriving here on friday.”

Everyone’s faces drop in shock. “She’s alive,” Penelope says in shock.

“any issues? yeah I got issues with this,” Derek says in anger.

“we buried her,” Spencer says.

You stand up and storm out of the room. “Y/N,” Aaron shouts as he follows you.

You can’t even stand to look at him.

“y/n please.”

You turn around to face him. “I trusted you Aaron. I was miserable. You just let me cry everyday. Why didn’t you fucking tell me Aaron? You could have told you. You should have told me. I can’t even fucking look at you,” you scream at him.

“y/n I didn’t have a choice I did it for the safety of Emily and our team. If Doyle would have found out about Emily, everyone who knew would be in danger. I couldn’t risk putting you in danger.”

“why the fuck did JJ know then?”

“We had to have someone who was close with her but not too close. JJ had to meet up with her to give her some things and we couldn’t let it get personal. This was both JJ and I’s decision but I still take full responsibility. You don’t like keeping secrets from the team and I don’t believe you could have kept it a secret y/n.”

“I trusted you Aaron. I cried to you everyday. How could you do this to me?”

“y/n i’m sorry I couldn’t tell you.”

“fuck you aaron. I’m going home. I hate you,” you say as you storm off. “y/n please,” he says but you don’t care to turn around.

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It’s about 10pm when Aaron arrives home. You’re laying in bed and don’t bother to get up.

“y/n can we please just talk?”

“why should I talk to you,” you snap back.

“because i’m your husband and I care about you.”

You sit up and look at him, tears running down your cheeks. “I trusted you Aaron. I deserved to know what happened to my best friend.”

“i know and im so sorry but you have to look at it from my perspective. As unit chief, I have a responsibility to protect everyone on my team. The choice to have JJ know was because I knew that she could 100% keep it a secret. You would have wanted to see her and keep in contact with her and I couldn’t allow this to happen. Although JJ and I wanted to reach out to Emily, we didn’t.”

“I understand why you did it Aaron. I- I just wish I could have known.”

Aaron sits down next to you. “i’m sorry y/n. Please understand that I didn’t want to keep this from you but your safety and the teams safety is most important to me.”

“I know. I’m sorry I didn’t mean what I said before. I was just angry. I don’t hate you, I love you so much Aaron,” you say as tears fall down your cheeks.

“I love you too y/n, so so much,” he says softly as he wipes your tears away with his thumb.

You wrap your arms around him and bury your face into his neck. He rubs your back, happy to know that you have forgiven him.

You fall asleep that night in the loving arms of your husband.

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Hi! I saw you were looking for Aaron requests. Its a little (okay veeery) cliche but i love when Jack exposes Aaron and readers relationship to the team. I will leave the rest up to you! thank uuu

Hi I hope you enjoy this!!! I know i’m not the best writer but i’m trying my best!

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As you walk into the BAU for the day, a paperwork day to be specific, you see Jack in Aaron’s office. It immediately makes you smile, which you are grateful for considering you were extremely exhausted from the lack of sleep you got last night.

You and Aaron have been dating for 2 months and haven’t told anyone on the team yet. You’ve spent plenty of nights at Aaron which included spending time with Jack aswell, which you loved.

You make your way to your desk and set down all your belongings, greeting the rest of the team. You make your way up to Aarons office, knocking before entering.

“Y/N,” Jack shouts as you walk in, running over to give you a hug. “Hi Jack,” you say with a smile.

“What are you doing here,” you ask him.

“I don’t have school today so daddy said I could come with him to work!”

“ohooo fun,” you tell him. He walks back over to the couch to continue working on his drawing.

You sit in the chair across from Aaron and give him a small smile. “You alright,” he asks you with concern laced in his voice.

“just a rough night but im better now that I get to see you and Jack,” you tell him honestly. He reaches across his desk and takes your hand into his.

“I should go get started on my paperwork and let you finish yours,” you say with a frown as you stand up and make your way towards your desk.

Emily’s desk is directly across from yours so you always talk to her about the most random things, especially on days where you guys are doing paperwork.

“I went on a date last night.”

“oh my- tell me more Em,” you say excitedly.

“He lives in my apartment complex, and he finally asked me out. We went out to dinner and it was so fun I loved it,” she tells you happily.

“aww Em i’m so happy for you. What’s his name?”

“His names Tyler and he’s an occupational therapist, he’s so so nice.”

“this is so exciting,” you tell her with a smile on your face. “I know, i’m so happy,” she says.

After you guys wrap up your conversation, you all start working on your paperwork. You look up as you see Aaron and Jack walk out of his office.

Jack runs up to you and says quite loudly, “when’s the next time you’re coming over to have a sleepover with me and daddy?”

Everyone looks up from their paperwork, smiles flooding their faces.

Penelope just so happened to be standing next to Derek’s desk, speaking to him. She was the first to say something.

“OMG Y/N AND HOTCH AWWW WHY DIDNT YOU TELL US?!”

You giggle at her response as Aaron and Jack stand next to you.

“why didn’t you tell me y/n this is so exciting!” Emily says with a big smile on her face.

The entire team was so happy for you and this was a big stress reliever for you both.

“We’ve been dating for two months, we just wanted to see how things went before telling you all,” Aaron says with a smile as he puts his arm around you.

“i’m happy for you,” JJ says happily.

“so am I,” Derek says.

“good for you guys,” Rossi tells you both.

You smile at all of their responses, feeling so much better knowing you don’t have to sneak around anymore.

“Thanks guys,” you both say happily.

“Now if you would excuse us, i’m gonna take my girlfriend and my son out for lunch.”

“you go guys haha!” Penelope says.

The three of you walk to the elevator and enter when it opens. “I didn’t mean to tell them,” Jack says with a frown.

“no no no buddy don’t worry about it. You didn’t mean too and we’re so glad they know,” Aaron reassure his son as he kneels down to be on the same eye level with him.

“we’re so happy Jack don’t apologize for anything,” you tell him softly.

Aaron stood back up and engulfed him in a hug. He kissed your forehead.

You were all happy and could finally be open with your relationship.

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in sickness and in health

Aaron hotchner x bau wife reader

summary- y/n is sick and Aaron takes care of her

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It was about 11pm and you guys had just finished up a case and were now back at the BAU, thankfully the case was local.

It had been extremely exhausting and the pounding in your head continues to grow along with the tiredness you feel.

You all had some paperwork to finish, Aaron having the most, as always.

You cringe at the paperwork in front of you, wondering if the words on the paper are even going to make sense considering the pounding in your head.

“y/n, just go home. You’re obviously fatigued, running a fever, and you just don’t look well,” Spencer tells you.

“do I seriously look that bad,” you question.

“you just look sick, that’s all.”

You tell him, once again, that you don’t need to go home and he drops it.

For someone as smart as him, you wish he would get the hint that you don’t want Aaron to find out you feel unwell.

Emily walks over to you with a sympathetic look and hands you a bottle of water which you immediately take while thanking her.

“he’s right y/n. it’s clear you don’t feel well,” she tells you before going back to her desk to do her paperwork.

You sigh and prop yourself up in your chair.

As you look around, everyone is focused on there paperwork, you look up to Aarons office, debating on going up there, but the blinds are closed and you figure he has too much paperwork.

You don’t want him to worry about you.

You open up the first folder and the words all look like a blur and your head begins to spin. You close the folder and lay your head on your desk.

“y/n.” You don’t even have to lift your head to know it belonged to Aaron, your husband. You slowly lift your head, the bright lights hurting.

You see Aaron kneeling down next to you, his hand on your back and a concerned look on his face.

“let’s go home y/n/n,” he says as he puts the back of his hand on your forehead.

“i’m fine,” you tell him.

“you’re burning up honey, let’s go,” he tells you as he helps you up. You realize you two are the only ones here.

“where’s everyone else,” you question, extremely confused.

“I told everyone to go home, take the day off tomorrow and that i’d see them all on monday. You were sleeping,” he says softly.

“I feel asleep,” you question disoriented.

“yes honey you fell asleep,” he tells you as you both walk towards the elavator, his hand resting on your back to support you.

You rest your head on his shoulder as you wait for the elevator. Aaron kisses your head.

You both walk into the elevator as the doors open and exit once you get to the ground floor. He opens the passenger side door for you and then closes it once your in.

He walks over to his side and gets in. He pulls out of the parking lot and begins driving home. It’s about a 15 minute drive home.

You really don’t feel good.

As soon as he pulls into the driveway and parks the car, you both get out and walk to the front door. He unlocks it and you both walk in.

Jessica had taken Jack to a sleepover so he won’t be home until tomorrow.

“let’s get you to bed honey,” he says softly as you make your way to the bedroom.

You immediately sit on the bed while Aaron begins grabbing some clothes for him and you.

He grabs himself a pair of grey sweatpants and a black shirt while he grabs you a pair of your pajama shorts and one of his shirts.

You both change.

The pounding in your head seems to be getting worse and Aaron quickly notices and grabs you some medicine.

You both going into the bathroom connecting to your bedroom and brush your teeth, going straight to bed after.

You hoped you would be able to fall asleep quick since you’re exhausted, but the pounding in your head made it nearly impossible.

Your head is resting on aaron’s chest and he begins rubbing your back, knowing it’ll put you to sleep. “close your eyes, you’ll feel better in the morning honey,” he whispers.

You eventually fall asleep but are woken up at the early hour of 2am, nausea taking over you.

You practically jump out of bed and sprint to the bathroom, barely making it before collapsing onto your knees as you start throwing up in the toilet.

You feel Aaron pull your hair back and rub your back. “it’s okay you’re okay,” he tells you.

“aar-” you try to say are but cut off as you continue to throw up.

“it’s okay I gotcha,” he says in a soft tone.

After you finish throwing up, he grabs a washcloth, wets in with cold water and holds it against the back of your neck while you lean against him.

“i’m sorry Aaron I didn’t mean to wake you up,” you whisper to him.

“honey don’t apologize, I want to take care of you when your sick. I love you,” he says softly, as he grabs a hair tie and pulls your hair up.

“I love you too.”

“do you think you’re ready to go back to bed,” he quietly asks you.

You start to feel the nausea coming back and you immediately shake your head no as you put your head back over the toilet, throwing up again.

Aaron continues to rub your back and reassure you that you’ll be okay.

“aaron,” you whine.

“I know y/n i’m sorry,” he says softly.

You lean back onto his chest as you finish throwing up. He kisses your head and puts the washcloth back onto the back on your neck.

“i’m gonna go get you some water, okay?” he asks you. You just nod.

He comes back not even a minute later with a glass of water. “rinse your mouth out honey.” He lifts the glass up to your lips, allowing you to get the water in your mouth.

Everything hurts.

“let’s get you back to bed honey,” aaron tells you. He picks you up gently and take you over to the bed, lifting the comforter to put you under it.

“i’ll be right back,” he tells you softly before walking out.

He returns moments later, a bucket in his hand along with another glass of water.

He sets the bucket on the ground, next to you, just in case you need to throw up again. He sits next to you and puts his hand on your forehand, disappointed to see how warm it feels.

He walks into the bathroom and comes out with another wet washcloth and sets it on your forehead this time.

“drink some more water sweetie,” he says softly as he lifts the glass of water to your lips. You take a few sips of water.

“Thank you for staying with me Aaron, I love you,” you tell him sleepily.

“I’ll always be here for you y/n. In sickness and in health, remember? I love you. Get some rest, i’ll be here when you wake up,” he tells you as he strokes your cheek with his thumb.

You close your eyes and let sleep consume you, knowing you have the best husband in the world.

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aaron hotchner x bau female reader

I honestly didn’t like how I wrote my first oneshot, the one of y/n getting shot. I feel like I wrote it poorly so i’m going to try to write it again and just change up a few things

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Stay with me

We are in Ohio for a case.

We just found the location of the unsub, after 2 weeks. Well actually unsubs. plural. The unsub has a whole team of people working for him. We don’t know how many they have but there are 7 of us, Aaron, Emily, JJ, Spencer, Derek, David and me.

We all quickly put on our bullets proof vests before heading to the suv’s. I got into an suv with Hotch and Prentiss.

We all arrive at the abandoned building, it is huge. Due to the fact it’s so big we all have to split up.

As soon as we enter the building, gunshots come flying our way.

We all quickly duck down and begin firing back. They all begin running in opposite directions.

It’s exactly what they want, for us to split up.

I turn and run in the direction I just saw one of them run. He turns and shoots at me, barely missing me.

He runs out the doors and I quickly run out after him.

All of a sudden, I hear a gunshot, and I fall onto the pavement.

Was I just shot?!

I feel the blood start to pour out of me as I become cold. I cant move, no matter how hard I try.

I can feel myself being surrounded in a pool of my own blood.

I can’t tell if i’ve been laying here for 10 seconds or 20 minutes. My eyes are so heavy, but I know if I close them now there’s a chance I won’t open them again.

I hear someone say my name.

Next thing I know, Hotch is kneeling down next to me putting pressure onto my side.

It’s bad. I know it is.

Tears roll down my cheeks.

“you’re going to be okay y/n. It’s okay,” He says but I can hear the panic in his voice.

I just look at him.

I’ve never seen his face like that before, the pure panic. He always manages to keep a straight face, even when dealing with the most horrible criminals.

But I can see it in his eyes that he is scared.

Tears continue to roll down my cheeks and he wipes them away with one hand while his other hand is on my side.

“it’s okay you’re okay,” he reassures me.

My eyelids become even heavier and begin closing.

“keep them open”

I open them again. I think Hotch has tears in his eyes.

“H- Hotch,” I say but he’s screaming for someone to get a medic.

I begin to choke on my blood and he quickly turns me on my side.

“Aaron,” I try to say but it comes out as a whisper.

“it’s okay I got you y/n. you are going to be okay”

I can tell he doesn’t even believe the words coming out of his mouth.

I can feel my body shaking. I can’t control it and i’m so cold.

“i- im cold.”

“i know, it’s cold out here but it’s okay you’re gonna be okay,” he says but I can sense the worry in his voice.

I can feel his shaky hands and he so desperately try’s to stop the bleeding coming out of me.

I wasn’t cold before. He knows it’s not a good sign.

My life begins to flash before my eyes.

I remember everything.

I remember how happy I was when I got accepted into the fbi.

I remember when I first started at the bau 7 years ago and how much I have grown to love everyone on the team.

I quickly snap back to reality as Hotch applies more pressure.

I can definitely see the tears in his eyes now.

I’m not ready to die. I can’t die.

“aaron”

He looks at me and I see a tear fall from his eye. I never used him first name, unless something was wrong.

“i- im not ready to die. please don’t let me die,” I practically beg him.

“you are not going to die. I got you. You will be okay y/n,” He says, I can hear his voice crack.

“please just stay with me,” He says desperately.

“i’m scared,” I manage to get out. I’m terrified and I know he is too.

“I know. It’s okay I got you and i’m not going anywhere I promise. you’re gonna be okay,” He says fearfully.

There’s only so much he can do for me. He’s not a paramedic, he’s an fbi agent, a very talented one but he only knows so much when it comes to gun shot wounds.

My eyes become even heavier and my breathing is extremely shallow.

“you need to stay with me okay? you are one of the strongest people I have ever met. Keep your eyes open.”

He’s trying to be strong for me. But I can tell he’s just as scared as me.

I need to tell him. just in case I don’t make it. He needs to know.

“if- if i don’t make it-”

He cuts me off as tears stream down both his and my face. “you are going to be okay”

“aaron please”

He just looks at me

“I- I love you,” I say.

I hear him let out a sob. “I love you too y/n I always have. Keep those eyes open. Please.”

He’s covered in blood. my blood. It’s so much blood.

I knew the risk when joining the bau. the risk that I could die. But I never thought it would actually happen to me.

The pain begins to go away and I start to feel numb.

“i- im n- not in p- pain,” I say choking on my blood.

I didn’t think any more look of panic could appear on his face but it did as soon as I said that.

I should be in pain. I know i’m slowly dying and he knows that too.

“The ambulance should be here any minute. Just keep those eyes open alittle longer,” He says as tears trickled down his cheeks.

I try my best. But I don’t think I can.

“i- im sorry,” I say as my breathing becomes even shallower and my eyes close.

The last thing I remember is Aaron begging for me to open my eyes and stay with him.

———

I don’t take my eyes off of her. I keep pressure on her side.

Her lips and fingers are turning blue.

Tears continue to slip from eyes. where the fuck is the ambulance?

I hear sirens in the background but i’m too focused on y/n to comprehend anything. I can’t lose her. I just can’t.

“aaron the ambulance is here,” derek says as they rush over.

They quickly take her from me and put her on the gurney.

“if we don’t leave now she won’t have a chance. i’m sorry but unfortunately no one can ride with us. There is too much work that needs done.” and then they leave.

“how the hell did this happen?” I cry out.

“I don’t know but I shot the son of a bitch that did this to her,” derek says and I can hear the anger and fear in his voice.

I look down at where she was. There’s so much blood. too much blood. I’m covered in blood. the grounds covered in blood. y/n was covered in blood.

“we need to go to the hospital now,” I say.

“You’re not driving aaron, I am.”

“no i am driving”

“you are not in the right mindset to drive, give me the keys so we can go,” derek tells me.

I give them to him.

We all gather into the multiple suv’s and make our way to the hospital. She has to be okay. I need her.

———

“how is she,” I immediately ask as I see the doctor. The rest of the team stands aswell.

“She lost a lot of blood. It was touch and go for awhile. Her body is too unstable so we had to put her into a medically induced coma, it will give her body time to heal. She will be in a lot of pain after due to the bullet, it did alot of damage, more than we originally thought. She will be okay and you guys can visit her if you’d like. She should wake up within the next day or two,” the doctor states.

Relief rushed over me. She’s going to be okay. Thank god. I feel tears fall from my eyes and I don’t even bother to hide them.

The doctor shows us to y/n’s room. She looks so peaceful. I feel terrible. She didn’t deserve this.

———

It takes a lot for me to open my eyes but I do it. so many bright lights. Is there a tube in my throat? oh my god i can’t breath. I need to get this out. I begin to thrash and grab the tube when 2 large hands pull my hands away.

“no no no don’t take it okay the doctors coming y/n it’s okay you’re okay”

I calm down at the sight of Aaron.

A doctor rushes in to take the tube out of my throat.

“y/n, glad to see you’re awake, i’m Doctor Stone”

“are you in any pain,” he asks.

I nod.

He puts something in my iv, asks me a few more questions before leaving. I could barely answer him. I’m so exhausted.

Aaron has been here the whole time but the team gathers in here as soon as the doctor walks about.

It’s dark outside, I didn’t realize it was 3am. The team stays for about 30 minutes before saying their goodbyes.

Aaron is still here.

“are you staying,” you ask him softly.

“I was planning on it, are you okay with that,”

“yes”

This is the first time you’ve gotten to be alone with him since you woke up.

“how are you feeling,” he asks softly as his hand lays on top of your.

“terrible,” you tell him honestly.

He frowns.

“do you need anything?”

you hesitate to answer.

“it’s okay,” he tells you.

“i- im scared aaron. can you just hug me please?” you plead as tears fall from your eyes.

He doesn’t hesitate to move closer to you and engulf you in a gentle hug. “it’s okay you’re safe now,” he whispers to you.

“you should get some rest,” he says as he pulls away.

“i’m not tired”

“you do realize i’m a profiler, you can’t fool me,” he says and I smile.

“you look like you haven’t slept aaron”

“if you get some rest, so will I”

“deal,” you say.

he shuts the light out and leaves on the little lamp next to your bed and makes his way to the couch.

I try to fall asleep but I can’t. I’m in pain and i’m just scared.

fuck.

“why aren’t you sleeping,” you hear aaron say.

“why aren’t you,” I reply.

“y/n,” he says as he gets up and sits in the chair right next to me.

“i just- my mind keeps racing. what if I died? What if you never found me? what if you found me dead? I don’t want to put you and Jack through that,” I say as my voice cracks.

He takes my hand into his.

“listen to me, you are okay. You don’t have to worry about what might have happened because I found you. You are okay y/n/n. Nothing is going to happen.”

I just smile at him.

“now come on, try and get some rest. i’ll stay right here until you fall asleep.”

“you don’t have to do that aar”

“i want too,” he says as he strokes my hand.

My eyes become heavy and I quickly fall asleep knowing he is there.

———

It’s been 10 days and i’m finally being discharged. Aaron and I were still in Ohio and the rest of the team left to go home yesterday.

“are you ready to go?”

“yes,” I tell aaron.

He helps walk me outside. I can walk, it’s just very painful to do so.

“you stay here, i’m gonna get the car,” he says as he smiles at me.

———

We’ve been driving for about 2 hours.

“how much longer?”

“we still have about 5 hours”

I sigh, “i’m sorry you have to drive all the way back just because I got hurt”

“dont even worry about it y/n. I don’t mind, really. I enjoy spending time with you. I’ve been thinking, the doctor doesn’t want you to be alone. Do you want to stay with Jack and I?”

“I’d love too but I don’t want to intrude,” I say softly.

“you could never intrude y/n and I know Jack would love to see you.”

I smile. I love Jack. “thank you aaron.”

I lean against the window and close my eyes, letting sleep take over.

———

The next time I wake up, I feel Aarons suit jacket on me. It smells just like him.

“We are about 20 minutes away from my place, do you wanna stop at your place for anything first,” he softly asked.

“no i have everything in my bag.”

It was currently 3am and we just arrived at Aaron’s house. As I get out of the car, I lean over in pain.

Aaron rushes over and puts his hand on my back.

“are you okay? what hurts?” he asked urgently.

I just nod my head.

he grabs both of our bags and helps me into the house and guides me to the bedroom.

“you can sleep in here y/n, i’ll stay on the couch”

“no no no please I don’t want to take your bed.”

“y/n it’s okay I don’t mind.”

“I- I don’t really want to sleep alone,” I whisper feeling ashamed.

He sits next to me on the bed and grabs my hand.

“okay that’s okay, i’ll stay in here with you, okay?”

I nod as a tear falls from my eye.

He gently wipes it away.

“let’s go to sleep,” he softly says. He helps me get under the covers. It’s very painful.

I wince in pain.

“I know i’m sorry,” he says sympathetically.

He goes over and shuts off the light and gets under the covers with me.

“Can I move closer to you,” I ask quietly.

I don’t think he wants me to move because he moved closer to me.

I lay my head on his chest and he strokes my hair.

“I like you Aaron, a lot,” I admit.

“and I like you even more,” he says as he kisses my forehead.

“go to sleep y/n” he whispers in my ear

———

I wake up to noise coming from the kitchen. I realize Aarons not in bed anymore. I try to get up, but immediately wince in pain.

Aaron walks into the room and rushes over to me, “hey hey hey what are you doing?”

He helps me up and guides me into the living room, letting me sit on the coach. “Y/N,” I hear. Jack. He runs over to me and gives me a hug. “Hi buddy,” I say as I giggle.

“I hope you feel better,” he says softly.

“thank you jack.”

“why don’t you go get it for her Jack,” aaron says to Jack.

i’m confused. What is he talking about?

Jack comes running back with breakfast for me.

“Daddy and I made you breakfast,” he says excitedly.

“Thank you both so much I appreciate it,” I tell them with a smile on my face.

Aaron sits down next to me while Jack walks to the bathroom.

“you guys didn’t have to do all this for me,” I tell him.

“yes we did. You’re hurt and you need to fuel your body to get better.”

“Thank you Aaron,” I say and lean my head on his shoulder.

He kisses my forehead.

“I will always be here for you y/n and so will Jack. You two are the most important to me.”

I smile as he says that.

“Once you get better, i’m gonna take you out on a date, how would you feel about that,” he asks with a smile.

“I would love that,” I say with a big smile on my face.

[aaronhotchnersworld]

Can you guys please send requests of what you would like me to do?

I will mostly write aaron, but ofc i’ll write whoever you want. Please be as specific as possible in your requests.

Love you guys have a save night🩷

[aaronhotchnersworld]

aaron hotchner x bau wife reader

Sick

We had just boarded the jet, on our way to florida. The unsub had been kidnapping small children from parks when the parents weren’t looking. He would keep them for 10 days before killing them.

Aaron and I talked this morning, he could tell I didn’t feel good when we both woke up this morning. He told me not to push myself and that I could stay back if I needed. I didn’t want to stay back.

I sat next to aaron on the plane, like I always do. Aaron and I have been married for 3 years, we met when I first joined the bau 7 years ago. He is the love of my life.

Aaron discussed the case with the team for the first 30 minutes of the flight. I normally would discuss and throw out ideas but I didn’t feel well and was fighting sleep

After they were done discussing, he put the back of his hand on my forehead. “you feel very warm” he said concerned. “i’ll be okay Aaron” I said as I gave him a smile. “why don’t you rest your eyes sweetie?”

I began to shiver, despite having a headache, I was freezing. Aaron took off his suit jacket and wrapped it around me. I immediately thanked him and leaned my head on his shoulder.

“I love you aaron”

“I love you y/n”

I quickly fell asleep not fighting sleep anymore.

aarons pov

After we landed, I softly shook y/n awake. I know she didn’t feel but she is extremely stubborn and didn’t want to stay back.

“y/n” i whispered. “it’s time to get up we’re here” she slowly sat up, I put my hand to her forehead. “y/n/n you feel really warm do you want to stay at the hotel and rest some more?” I asked her hoping she’d say yes so she doesn’t overwork herself.

“aaron please I want to help”

y/n has always adored children, she absolutely loves jack. I know cases involving children are tough on her and she feels like she needs to help even if she is not feeling well.

“okay, just please let me know if there’s anything you need”

“i will”

“i love you y/n”

“i love you aaron”

We both stood up and walked out of the jet. We all made our way to the hotel to check in. Everyone got their own room but y/n and I always share one. Derek, Emily, and David are all on the 2nd floor while Spencer, jj, y/n and I were all on the 3rd floor.

We quickly checked in to our hotel rooms and put our stuff in our rooms before heading to the station.

It has been a few hours since we arrived and we basically have nothing. I’m frustrated, the whole team is frustrated. It’s 2am so everyone is tired. “I just don’t understand what we’re missing” derek says out of frustration.

“Here’s what we’re going to do. Everyone is going back to the hotel and meeting back here at 10am. Everyone needs there rest” I told them all. Everyone quickly got up and left thanking me for sending them back to the hotel.

y/n and I were the last ones in the room. “are you ready to go sweetheart?” i asked her softly. she just nodded her head, she looked even paler than earlier. I reached my hand out to help her stand up. she took it and mumbled a thank you.

I opened the passenger door for her as she got in and closed it. I walked to the other side and got into the car. The hotel was about 15 minutes away from the station. By the time we got to the hotel, y/n was sleeping.

I felt bad waking her up but I had too. We walked into our hotel room and I could tell she really didn’t feel well. She immediately layed down in bed. “y/n sweetie are you sure you don’t just want to stay here in the morning?” I asked as I layed down next to her.

“I’ll be okay aaron I promise”

morning

y/n and I returned back to the station at around 9:45, we were the first ones there. Everyone else arrived at 10. We all discussed the case for about 2 hours before taking a break. y/n sat in one of the chairs. I kneeled in front of her “y/n sweetheart do you want me to take you back to the hotel?”

she looked up at me and nodded her head. “okay come on” I said as I helped her up. “Derek, can I talk to you?” I asked him as y/n and I walked out of the room.

y/n sat down in one of the chairs outside while I

talked to derek. “Will you guys be okay if I stay back at the hotel with y/n for the stay? I don’t feel comfortable leaving her alone”

“We will be fine. I’ll call you with any new information”

“Thank you Derek”

Derek nodded and turned to y/n, “I hope you feel better”

y/n mumbled a “thank you Derek” Derek just nodded and walked back into the room. I helped y/n to the car

We were back in our hotel room 20 minutes later. “y/n sweetie why don’t you lay down?” I helped her to bed and got her under the covers. “I love you aaron” she mumbled into my chest. “i love you y/n/n and I will always be here to care of you, in sickness and in health.”

[aaronhotchnersworld]

aaron hotchner x bau wife reader

hurt

The unsub we’ve have been trying to find is a very smart man. We’ve been here for a week and still have nothing. Everyone’s frustrated, especially aaron. I love aaron, of course i do, im his wife. I just wish he would take a breather sometimes.

The unsub had been luring young women out of bars at night, torturing them for 3 days, then shooting them in the back of the head.

Spencer has just figured out where the unsub had been taking them, 3 abandoned building with a huge field next to it. There were all side by side meaning we had to split up.

Aaron and I had decided that it’s best if we split when getting an unsub, because we both get overprotective and we don’t want anything to affect our performance.

“reid and jareau, take the last building. y/l/n and morgan, take the second building, prentiss and i will take the first building” Hotch directed us. My last name is hotchner now, but we keep is y/l/n at work so it’s not confusing.

I feel nervous, like something bad is going to happen. Aaron noticed, as he came over and gave me a touch on the shoulder and a reassuring smile. I love Aaron so much.

Everyone quickly went to where they were supposed to be. As derek and I approached the building, I heard a noise coming from the field. “Derek I think he’s in the field” i told him. Derek agreed and radioed to aaron to tell him.

We quickly made our way down to the field, separating due to how big it was. “are you sure you’re okay if we separate?” derek asked me. I told him yes. He went left and I went right.

After about 5 minutes of going into the field, I heard a noise behind me. I quickly tried to radio “I think I hea-” but was quickly cut off when I got thrown to the ground. “you fucking bitch” he told me.

I tried to get up but then a loud gunshot rang out and I quickly realized I had just been shot in the abdomen.

The unsub quickly ran.

“Y/L/N do you copy” aaron shouted into the radio.

“Y/L/N I repeat do you copy?!” He said louder this time.

“Y/N” he shouted with fear in his voice.

I did everything I could to try and answer but I couldn’t. I can’t even imagine how scared aaron is right now. I really wish he was here.

“y/n” i heard and quickly realized it was aaron. thank god he found me. He quickly rushed over to me and screamed into his radio “I need a medic immediately, agent down, gunshot wound to the abdomen, medic now”

I looked at the love of my life as tears rolled down my cheeks. I could see the fear in his eyes. “It’s okay you’re gonna be okay” He told me. “I lo- love you aaron” I told him in fear. “I love you so much y/n you are going to be okay I promise” I began to cry more as my eye lids became heavier.

“no no no you can’t close your eyes let me see those beautiful eyes of yours”

“i’m scared”

I could see how that made him more upset. “you are going to be okay, we’re gonna grow old together and have children. You are the love of my life and I promise you it will all be okay” He told me as he put pressure on my abdomen and stroked my hair.

“tha- that” i try to say but I choke on my blood coming out of my mouth. He turns me on my side and screams “WHERE IS THE FUCKING MEDIC” I can hear the fear in his voice. “a- aaron” i say desperately. “it’s okay sweetie it’s all okay” he told me.

“i’m- im so tired” “i know sweetie i know but keep those pretty eyes open alittle longer” I can see the tears rolling down his cheeks and I so desperately want to close my eyes but I do my best not too.

We hear sirens and aaron starts screaming “WE’RE OVER HERE”

I begin to close my eyes. “no no no no please open your eyes y/n.” he cries out. you do your best to open your eyes but you can’t and the last thing you remember is him screaming for you to open your eyes.

aarons pov:

Derek has to practically drag me away from y/n as the paramedics hurry on over. “gunshot wound to the abdomen” i quickly tell them as tears run down my cheeks. “I have to go with her” i tell derek. “aaron listen to me, you are in no condition to go with her. they will take care of her but you need to listen to me, jj is going to ride with her, she’ll be okay” derek told me.

We all quickly arrive at the hospital and I am a mess. I go to the restroom and look in the mirror. I have so much blood on me. It looks like i’ve been shot. My breath catches in the back of my throat. I can’t believe. I don’t know what i’ll do if she doesn’t make it. She is the love of my life she has to be okay. “aaron you should change your clothes” I look up to see derek holding out a bag of clothes. I can tell he’s scared.

“derek, what if she dies? i- i can’t live without her she has to be okay” i say as tears roll down my cheeks.

“y/n is one of the strongest girls I have ever met, she will be okay and she has you waiting for her when she wakes up. I know she will wake up” he reassures me.

He leaves the bathroom giving me time to compose myself. I start to think about all the memories I have with y/n.

y/n joined the team 8 years ago. We started dating 6 years ago and got married 3 years ago. She is the love of my life. y/n has been there for me through everything, she is kind, smart, beautiful and my girl.

i decide to change my clothes because i have so much blood on mine. i change my clothes and try my best to wash my hands but there is still blood on them no matter how much i wash them. I punch the mirror out of frustration. I NEED her to be okay.

I walk out of the bathroom and go back to the waiting room. “y/f/n y/l/n” we hear. I quickly stand up as the doctor walks over to us. “y/n lost a lot of blood, it was touch and go for awhile but we managed to get her back. The bullet did a lot of damage. she should wake up within the next few hours but we recommend one person at a time in there so she doesn’t get overwhelmed. She will need to stay here in the hospital for about a week or two. She will need help and I highly recommend she does not stay alone.” He told us. The entire team sighs in relief knowing that y/n will be okay. They all tell me to go see her first.

“i’m her husband, she’ll be with me” I quickly told him. “Am i able to see her?” “yes you can, follow me please”

I quickly stand up and follow him to y/n’s room. “Once you take her home in about a week or two, it’s important to make sure her wound doesn’t get infected. you are going to have to change her bandage once a day, she can’t do it herself. It’ll be very painful but if you don’t do it, it could get infected. She is going to be in alot of pain and it will be hard for her to do most things. It’s important to make sure she rests and doesn’t overdo it.” He informs me.

“I’ll take care of her” I tell him. I walk into her room and the doctors leaves. A tear rolls down my cheek as I look at her. I know she is going to be okay but I don’t want her to be in pain. I pull up a chair and sit next to her. I take her hand into mine. I don’t know how long i’ve been sitting here, it might have been 5 minutes or it might have been 2 hours. I feel her squeeze my hand.

“y/n” I say softly as I stroke her hair. She squeezes my hand again. “hey hey hey y/n open your eyes my love” I tell her. She slowly opens her eyes. “hi beautiful” I tell her as a tears runs down my cheek. “aaron” she says but it comes out all raspy. “it’s okay” I say as I wipe the tears that fall from her eyes

“what happened” she asks. “we went to catch the unsub and you got shot in the abdomen” I softly told her as I stroked her hair. “I wanna go home” she cried out. “I know baby I know, you have to stay here for about a week but then we’ll go home and i’ll take care of you y/n/n” I tell her.

“I love you aaron” “I love you y/n”

“Do you want to see the rest of the team?” I softly asked her. She nods her head. I go and get the rest of the team, they are all so happy to see her awake. They all stay for about 2 hours but then we can all see how tired y/n is. They say there goodbyes and head out.

“where is jack?” she asks me

“he is staying with Jessica right now, i’ll go get him tomorrow and bring him here”

“I’d love to see him tomorrow”

“I’ll make sure he is here . You should get some rest sweetheart” I tell her softly. “i’m not tired” “I can tell when you’re lying, I know you are tired why don’t you rest those pretty little eyes of yours?”

“I want to spend time with you” I couldn’t help but smile. “I’ll be right here when you wake up”

“promise?”

“I promise” I say as I kiss her forehead and stroke her hair. I watch as she slowly falls asleep.

one week later

The doctors have cleared y/n to go home today. I know how badly she wants to go home.

“Are you ready to go home?” I ask her. “yes please. can you- can you help me change into my clothes?” she asks me as she looks at the floor.

“Of course i’ll help you, don’t be ashamed” I softly tell her.

I guide her into the bathroom with her clothes in my hand. I pull the string on her gown and pull it off of her. I help her put her underwear and sweatpants on as she groans in pain. “i know sweetie i’m sorry” i tell her. I help her put her bra and sweatshirt on.

We eventually arrive home and I help her up the stairs and into the house. We make our way to the couch and I slowly help her sit down. She groans in pain.

“I’m sorry sweetie I know it hurts”

I see her eyes fill with tears as she leans into me. I give her a hug and ask her “what do you need?”

“I just need you aaron, I love you”

“I love you too” I say as I kiss her forehead. “Do you think you’re up for Jack to come back home? I’ve been having him stay with Jessica while you were in the hospital”

“i’d love for Jack to come back home”

Two hours later

It is now 8pm and Jessica has just brought Jack back over and i’m so happy to see y/n and Jack happy. I made sure to let Jack know he needs to be careful because y/n is very hurt.

“Y/N” I hear jack yell happily

“hi buddy” I hear y/n say happily. Jack gives her a hug but he makes sure to be careful. I can see how tired y/n is. “How about we watch a movie?” I say to both Jack and y/n

“YAY MOVIE” jack yells and y/n giggles. I sit on the end, y/n in the middle and Jack next to y/n. We let jack pick the movie. He picks the polar express.

About 30 minutes into the movie, I can really tell y/n is struggling to stay awake. “lean on my shoulder y/n it’s okay if you fall asleep” I whisper to her. She slowly leans her head on my shoulder and I ask her if she is in any pain, she says she isn’t.

She quickly falls asleep and I kiss her forehead. After the movie is over, y/n is still sleeping and Jack looks tired.

“Jack” I whisper

“yes daddy?”

“why don’t we get you to bed?”

“what about y/n?”

“don’t worry about her buddy, I got her”

I slowly stand up and lay y/n’s head down on the pillow. Jack gives y/n a kiss on the forehead and I smile. He really loves her. He doesn’t call her mom which I completely understand but I know he looks up to her like a mother figure.

I take Jack to bed. “I love you Jack, good night buddy” I tell him.

“Goodnight daddy I love you too”

I go back out to y/n and slowly pick her up, being extra careful. She groans in pain. “It’s okay sweetie i’m just taking you to bed”

I lay her under the covers and sit next to her. I stroke her hair and ask her “are you in pain sweetie?”

she nods her head yes as tears fill her eyes

“I’ll go get you one of your pain pills”

I quickly go get her a painkiller and a glass of water. She takes it and I get in bed with her.

“what do you need?”

“I just need you”

I slowly move over so i’m directly next to her and lay her head on my chest carefully.

“is this good?” I ask her

“it’s perfect”

“go to sleep sweetheart” I tell her. I can feel her breathing slow down as she falls asleep.