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I'm done.

I'm done with the fucking bullshits. I'm done trying to have a space in someone else life. I'm fucking tired of everthing. Every drama. Yes it's sad and heartbreaking but we can't please everyone. I need to learn slowly. Let's just let everything be and focus on the good shits in life. Xoxo.

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Why?

Bakit naman ganon? Ako ang nilalandi pero ako ang nalungkot nung tumigil sya. Bakit ang bilis? Ayoko na 😔 Sabi naman kasing wag ng magpapaniwala e. Ang bigat sa loob. 💔 How can they do that. Make you feel very special then acts like nothing ever happened. Just leave you hanging there with your heart having a crack. Not shattered but bruised 💔

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Love hard when there is love to have 😊

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Nakakalimot

Nakakalimutan mo na ata ang mga salita at pangako mo sa sarili mo. Pati ba namn ikaw di tutupad sa pangako mo. Hayaan mo na lang sila. Basta wala silang pakialam sa ginagawa mo as long di mo si natatapakan at masaya ka. 😊

-xoxo❤

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Let it be.

Hayaan mo na ang mga susunod na mangyayari. Hayaan mong sila naman ang gumawa ng effort para sayo. Hayaang mong sila naman ang magpakita ng interest. Hindi yung ikaw na lang lagi. Ikaw na lang lagi maattach tapos ikaw rin gagawa ng effort para magkaron ng connection between the two of you. Tapos ikaw din ulit ang masasaktan. Just let everything be. Live happily.

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Future.

I just want to sit alone in my apartment. Maybe read some books in the morning while listening to some music. Or watch people pass by outside my window on a sunny day. Or feel the wind on my skin while watching the rain dripping from my window. I just want to live alone. I want to have a job. I want ot have a car. I want to go to a party on a friday night with my friends. Maybe I'll get to do all of that. In the future. 😊

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Stop.

Itigil mo na ang ilusyon. Di naman ata sya interesado itigil mo na. Ipagsisiksikan mo na naman ba ang sarili mo sa isang tao. Kung ayaw nya di wag. Hayaan mo sya. Tapos.

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Attachment.

Yan problema sakin e satin. We get too attached easily. Once we get attached ang hirap ng umalis. It's like we're addicted by the presence of that someone we got attached to. And in the end tayo rin ang masasaktan kasi di tayo parehas ng feelings. Or should I say hindi naman sila na attached sa atin. Bakit parang ako lang ang sobrang bilis maattached ang hirap 😔

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Cold morning.

Hayaan mo muna ang sarili mo na humiga ng matagal kasabay ng pakikinig mo sa playlist mo. Kalimutan muna ang mga aralin at gawain na dapat ay ginagawa mo ngayon. Matatapos mo rin ang lahat ng yun tiwala lang. Good morning 😊

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I want to.

I really want to fall inlove again. To feel the feeling that someone is caring for you, someone's making you feel special, someone not tired of telling you how beautiful you are,how he accepts you for your flaws. But there's something holding me back and I don't know what.

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Wag assuming.

Sinabi na naman kasing wag kiligin, wag assuming. Ikaw lang ba chinchat? Ikaw lang ba sinasabihan ng maganda? O diba di mo alam? Now what? Nasasaktan ka na naman? 💔

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Happy moments.

Ito talaga yung mga moments na finefeel mo lang at hindi mo naiirecord 😁 you juts gotta feel it ❤

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Pwede ba?

Pwede ba akong kikigin? Kahit alam kong ako lang ang nkakaramdam nun. Kahit walang kasiguraduhan kung anong meron kami? Pwede ba akong kiligin kahit alam kong masasaktan lang ako? Pwede ba?

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Good Morning 😊

Let's stay positive all day long. Know that God is always there for us. Spread love babies ❤

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Sabay sabay tayong masaktan at magpakatanga ngayong gabi lang. Last na to. Wala ng urungan. Wala ng balikan. 💔

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Yes, I've fallen inlove again I think. But that love only last for a week. I don't think if it's real but it feels so surreal. Yeah maybe too good to be true is always true 💔