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Dear 25 years old me

Hi 25 years old me. How are you? Are you doing well ? I wished youre alright. You probably finished college and started working. How does it feel working ? Do you have any regrets on the path you have chosen? I hope you can finally feel free,hope you can spread your wings to things that you eager to do i hope your happy. I dont know what job you have chosen but i wish you do well you worked hard for that so please dont give up. Whenever taught days come please look back at me the 18 years old you remember how hard your life was remember all the sufferings faced so pleass dont give up because you are a taught lady now. To my 25 years old self please dont be a coward to try things you have never try we only live once dont waste the chance to do it. By the way never forget the people who helped you and people who dragged you down. Help them they are the reasons why you are still alive. Hows your lovelife ? Still in a relationship ? Planning to get married? Dont rush things girl enjoy your life your still young reach for your goals first before putting another big obligation to your life. Always be humble, never drag people down for your own sake. When life gets harder always smile just like me tough days come happy days and even lazy days but still you must manage to always smile. Always smile remember smiling might be the answer to your problems. Always think positive be optimism.stop over thinking it will kill you okay ? Im very sure that there are people that will drag you down but dont let them get into you ignore them youve been dragged down so many times but look at you youre okay. Just make them your inspiration prove them wrong you can do it girl. ♥ so probably mom will pressure you, you know that. Just relax okay. Dont talk back to her shes our mother. If you have job money support them okay they are your priorities. Earn money for mama and papas house earn money for rains future earn money for yourself earn money for nanay and tatays everyday expenses. Please when you turned 25 years old and finally got a job make sure nanay and tatays medication bills are paid buy them some stuff if possible please spoil nanay and tatay they deserve it. Enroll mama into a business school so that the money you earned will not go for nothing. Kuyas life, they probably have their own family but still if they got some financial problems help them dont be a selfish lastly rains education you must ensure she will finished her tertiary education , dont spoil her teach her how to be tough and to be a humble person. A lot of things are in my mind right now. I really wanted to end my life but upon writing this blog i remember how big my responsibility is and before i die i must fulfill it first. Please my 25 years old self i beg you dont give up love yourself and pray to God if you feel like everything seems wrong dont give because too many dreams will never be fulfill if you give up. DEAR MY 25 YEARS OLD SELF YOU MUST SURVIVE.

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Walking on a long road. I dont know what is the end of this road But still i continue to walk. At first step it felt okay no hindrances no people around me. I kept on walking, thinking a lot of thoughts in my head and i realized im alone i need an accompany i look everywhere but no sign of people. I convince myself that maybe at the middle of this road there is somebody i could talk to. But when i reached the middle of the road i feel hopeless the road is still empty no one hears me no one sees me im screaming for help. Somebody please help me. Still i kept walking. Then i started to think about my family tears fall down from my eyes i wonder if they are looking for me i wonder if they want me back i wonder if theyll come for me and save me to this long road. A lot of thoughts is playing in my mind i cant stop crying i run as fast as i could to find the end of this road but i was still in the middle of the road. I cant get out im lost. My knees are shaking i sat down in the middle of that lonely road cried for an hout but i noticed that the surrounding is getting darker i raised my head the sun is setting just like my hopes its almost gone. I watched how the moon replaced the sun. My hopes replaced by doubts. I was so lonely, i lay down and cry again asking myself if im going to die here but as it gets darker stars are appearing i was amused those stars are shinning bright on the dark sky. I look around still no sign of people i stopped crying upon seing a big star that twinkles as if it is talking to me. I think it was God. I smiled and stand up and i start to walk again but this time im not alone iam walking with God. He was with me eversince i walk this long road but i was build to see him but he was great he make sure that i will notice him . God is always with us. He will never leave us.