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[abbadd0n]

is there a way where i can just not see my follower count lol

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i literally was at 1849 like a week ago and now im at 1837 whag the literal fuck lol ive gained prpbably like 10 followers this past week but ive lost a shitload???? i hate this its so disheartening? like i honestly feel like i shouldnt care but it really bugs with my self worth..... like people just click unfollow??? why??? honestly

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i hate just dwelling around and posting shit on here when i know nobody is listening lol

[abbadd0n]

i dont mean to complain but i see everyone around me with good lives and im too tired to even fucking unpack my boxes that have been there for a month

[abbadd0n]

realizing that my followers dont care anymore about anything i do on social media sucks and i cant do ahything about it lol

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i am so desperate for notes save me

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brain: here's a good memory with someone who ended up really hurting you

me: why did you bring me this

brain: just because

[abbadd0n]

im having mixed feeling s about it but ohmymgod im gay

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theres this girl in my class and im like e GOODBBBYEB

[abbadd0n]

kahntkejakelnr ywka ohmymg do im so gay what the gfuc

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Favourite Person: *doesn’t talk to me all day*

me: i knew it all along….. truly thou dost not care for i, and i dost not care for thee……. 

fav: sorry i didn’t talk to you tonight i had so much homework ugh. goodnight, i love you

me: it’s ok, i love you too! what a great nice person, the best friend, my perfect darling………….

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Parent: we need to talk

My brain: THEY KNOW THEY F CUKING KNOWW!!

Me: know what?

My brain: THEY KNOW!!!!!!

[abbadd0n]

im :3 useless :3 my :3 family :3 hates :3 me :3

[abbadd0n]

im a burden to my fsmily and i should kill msyelf for it whatt ehv cu

[abbadd0n]

im aa horribel perosodn fkrbslslgmgk i ahoudl skill msyelf

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:333333333333 i hate m life

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:3 im going to kill myself :3