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its always you, love songs i hear you, dreams i see you, memories i feel you, when everything else fades, its always you and only you

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the heavy weight of loneliness rests upon my burdened head, the quixotic lights of hope flickers faint in the horizon of my grandeur. no doubts left, no dreams, nothing of purpose will affect the afterglow. just rest now

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the crushing weight of life immobilizes me, i feel paralyzed. it moves me further and further down into this hole and the less light i see the less motivation i have. i dont want to feel this anymore

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it's been the same for years, nothing ever changes. nothing ever changes because the thing that i carry with me through it all is myself. i want to let it go so something can change

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i fear that i will never feel the joy of being alive that i had with you with anyone else

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